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After a three month hiatus, due to the birth of our little girl, I'm thrilled to be back at the mic!
As requested I'm diving into all the details of the birth and Motherhood thus far.
Join me on the other side of this almost four year journey!
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In this bonus episode, I’m sitting in the in-between—just days away from meeting our baby girl. I’m reflecting on everything it took to get here: the losses, the healing, the growth, and the love that carried us through.
From preparing for induction to making peace within my marriage, I’m sharing what this moment really feels like—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. This is a love letter to my “before” self, and a grounding breath before everything changes.
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I’m officially 10 days out from induction—and the reality of that countdown is hitting in every way possible!!
From nesting and preparing the nursery, to managing a growing to-do list, unexpected work demands, and navigating the emotional weight of such a big life transition… this week has been a lot.
I’m sharing what preparation actually looks like right now—not just the physical tasks, but the mental load, the relationship dynamics, and the small self-care practices helping me move through it all. Because while I thought this season would be about slowing down, it’s actually been about learning how to prioritize, communicate, and let “enough” be enough.
If you’re in a season of transition, overwhelm, or preparing for something big—this episode is for you.
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In this episode, I’m sharing a little life update as we enter the final stretch of pregnancy. At 35 weeks, we’re officially in countdown mode as we prepare for our induction and to welcome our baby girl in just three short weeks!
This season has brought a mix of excitement, big transitions, and a lot happening behind the scenes. While there are some things I can’t fully share yet, it’s been a reminder of how important it is for Douglas and me to fully support each other when life gets heavy behind the scenes.
Doug and I have been learning how to show up for each other in new ways. Sometimes the most important work we do is creating a calm home in the middle of chaos.
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At 31 weeks pregnant, everything feels both urgent and slow at the same time. In this episode, I’m sharing what it looks like to prepare without pushing — navigating back pain, shifting timelines, a baby girl growing in her own percentile, and the reality that she could be here in just 6–8 weeks. From nursery goals to birth plans, mental health to marriage, I’m learning that slowing down doesn’t mean falling behind. It might actually be the preparation.
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In this episode, I’m sharing a real look at what life feels like right now—entering the third trimester, navigating a fuller calendar, and holding both excitement and quiet stress at the same time. From increased appointments and planning ahead for maternity leave, to noticing how easily emotional weight can build when life speeds up, this episode is about staying present without oversharing or spiraling.
I also reflect on recent conversations with Douglas about anxiety, partnership, and what support actually looks like in this season. By learning to name moments of appreciation out loud, we’ve started shifting from assumptions to clarity—creating more space to feel seen, supported, and on the same team. A gentle reminder that we don’t have to carry everything perfectly—we don’t have to carry it alone.
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In this episode, I reflect on transitional moments—the quiet, in-between seasons of life that don’t always come with clarity or big milestones. After a recent trip to New York and time spent with a close friend, I found myself thinking about presence, pregnancy, and the beauty of slowing down without needing to define what comes next.
January feels less like a reset and more like a soft landing. This conversation explores what it means to live in the middle—between chapters, between plans, and between versions of ourselves—without rushing toward answers. If you’re navigating a season where nothing feels urgent but everything still feels meaningful, this episode is an invitation to let that be enough.
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Week 25 of pregnancy and the first episode of the new year—this one is a soft reset.
In this episode, I’m reflecting on the quiet shift that happens after the holidays, why I let winter linger a little longer, and how we don’t have to rush joy just because the calendar turns. From keeping the lights up to easing into the year ahead, I’m sharing how I’m preparing—mentally, emotionally, and gently—for becoming a first-time mom this spring.
We’ll talk about self-care that actually counts, especially for caregivers and anyone holding a lot right now, and why small acts of care are still care. I’m also sharing what people are really saying about 2026—not trends or pressure, but a collective move toward slower living, stability, and integration.
This episode is an invitation to soften, to validate where you are, and to welcome what’s next without rushing what’s still warming you.
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In this final episode of the year, I’m sharing a grounded reflection on where I am — physically, emotionally, and mentally — as I move through pregnancy and close out a year that asked so much of me.
From navigating anxiety and learning to listen to my body, to honoring medical guidance, supporting my mental health, and releasing the need to over-plan, this episode is about what it’s looked like to truly trust the process. 2025 held both deep healing and real joy, moments of grief and celebration, and a reminder that growth doesn’t mean being finished — it means staying open.
This episode is an invitation to slow down, soften, and reflect on what you’re carrying forward as the year comes to a close — trusting that what’s meant for you is unfolding exactly as it should.
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In this heartfelt episode, I’m finally sharing the pregnancy journey we’ve been on over the past months — from those first few weeks of finding out we were expecting, to the milestones that followed, the moment we learned our baby’s gender, and now, the joy of finally sharing it all on social.
Join me as I reflect on the emotions, the hopes, and the little surprises that have shaped this pregnancy so far.
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