Lynn Logic

Lynn Logic – Episode 8

Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing | Points 41–50

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic – Episode 8.

Quick recap: I am the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I genuinely love to laugh.

This episode is part of the series
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing — specifically points 41 through 50.

These thoughts were written while I was moving through grief in real time. Constant movement. Constant processing. Yes, I was alone a lot — and that was okay. I’m not anymore.

I also watched a lot of TV during my marriage and throughout my grieving period… and it absolutely shows.

In this episode, I talk about:
movie quotes that hit harder after 40,
why Roy Neary’s ending in Close Encounters of the Third Kind feels like the dream,
my ongoing beef with the Cybertruck (geometry is not a personality),
why being the “before” in commercials is the worst acting gig imaginable,
introvert Rule #37: never host the party,
Boogie the deaf Maltese, Chick-fil-A bags, and my future food truck Side Chick,
words I still can’t spell,
actor doppelgängers in The Abyss,
and movies I can’t watch because one kid ruins the whole thing (The Babadook).

These aren’t polished thoughts.
They’re real ones.
Written while healing — and still healing.

Welcome to Lynn Logic.

LYNN LOGIC — Episode 9
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing (Points 51–60)

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 9.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh.

This episode is a continuation of the list I wrote while I was healing—raw thoughts, grief notes, and the weird little observations that kept me moving when life felt like a constant journey through pain. This is points 51 through 60.

We cover everything from what it means to be a woman (with a shoutout to Fleabag), to aging and intelligence never being on the same schedule, to pickup lines, consistency, and the kind of humor that shows up when you’re still standing.

Chin Up. Tits Out. Bye.

LYNN LOGIC — Episode 10Music For The Soul (Part 1) — Sidequest

Music has always been a beacon in a storm for me. It holds the things I don’t know how to say out loud, and the memories tied to specific songs matter more to me than the songs themselves.

This sidequest episode is about music from my marriage—songs Drew loved, songs we shared, and the sounds that continue to help me through grief and healing. Some tracks are tied to laughter, some to loss, and some to survival.

This isn’t a playlist—it’s a time capsule.

Chin Up, Tits Out.

LYNN LOGIC — Episode 11Music For The Soul (Part 2) — Sidequest

In Part 2 of Music For The Soul, I move through music that helps me heal—and music that helps lift me back up. I change lyrics in my head, make them fit my life, and sometimes make them funny just to get through the day. No disrespect to the artists—these songs help me heal.

This episode moves quickly through a long list of music that comforts me, steadies me, and reminds me I’m still standing. Some songs feel like a hug. Some feel like a push forward.

If you’ve ever needed music to hold you together, this one’s for you.

Chin Up, Tits Out.

LYNN LOGIC – EPISODE 12
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing — Points 61–65

Hi. Lynn again.

This episode is part of my ongoing raw-thoughts series—notes, questions, and observations I wrote while moving through grief and healing. These aren’t polished conclusions. They’re the wandering, curious, sometimes dark, sometimes funny thoughts that showed up along the way.

In this episode, I talk about comfort movies as the wife and widow of an alcoholic (yes, The Shining), why “I love you” can sometimes be the worst lie ever told, what actually makes pink lemonade pink, and why cowboy boots in Tremorsmake zero logical sense.

I also go full Lynn Logic on pain scales—why asking someone to rate pain from 1–10 without defining what a “10” actually means is flawed, and how lived experience, gender, and trauma completely change that scale.

This is healing in real time.
Messy. Thoughtful. Darkly funny. Honest.

Chin up. Tits out. Bye.

Lynn Logic – Episode 13 (Points 66–70)

These are raw thoughts I wrote while I was healing—when memories started coming back in strange, fragmented ways. Trauma does that. Random details resurface. Muscle memory breaks. The familiar disappears.

In this episode, I talk about disorientation, loss, and the quiet moments where grief sneaks up on you—falling out of bed, getting lost on the way to the bathroom, realizing how much has changed in such a short time. In 15 months, I lost my husband, my home, my job, my pets, my future as I knew it. And somehow, I’m still here.

I share a memory about a stone I once gave Drew that said “you are not alone”—words I now find myself saying to myself. This episode is about fighting, for someone and for yourself, and learning that healing isn’t linear—but it does happen.

Chin up. Tits out. Bye.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 14
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 71–75

In Episode 14 of Lynn Logic, Lynn shares raw entries written during healing that move between memory, dreams, frustration, clarity, and unfiltered observations about people, business, and emotional bullshit.

These thoughts touch on forgotten words, recurring dreams that feel unsettlingly prophetic, the desire to simply be treated kindly instead of “special,” and a blunt breakdown of common business platitudes that translate directly into manipulation, gaslighting, and disrespect. This episode also explores boundaries, money, labor, and why honesty is often just a cover for being a dick.

It’s reflective, sharp, angry in places, funny in others, and deeply human throughout.
Points 71–75.
Chin up. Tits out. Bye.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 15
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 76–80

In Episode 15 of Lynn Logic, Lynn shares raw entries written during grief that bounce between dark humor, generational absurdity, and the strange clarity that comes from being very stoned and very honest at the same time.

These thoughts move through reincarnation fantasies, anger that has nowhere polite to go, and conversations with a 78-year-old Jewish mother that somehow include free lunches, cremation luncheons, large ovens, and the accidental confusion of Iron Maiden with Iron Butterfly. Laughter is doing a lot of heavy lifting here—and that’s intentional.

This episode captures healing in motion: irreverent, uncomfortable, funny, and deeply human.
Points 76–80.
Chin up. Tits out. Bye.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 16
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 81–85

In Episode 16 of Lynn Logic, Lynn shares some of the heaviest entries from her healing list—thoughts shaped by grief, truth-seeking, memory, and the brutal clarity that comes after loss. These reflections move through love, sex, humor, addiction, family cruelty, and the slow, painful reconstruction of self after trauma.

This episode touches on the reality of loving someone you couldn’t save, uncovering truths after lies, and the kind of strength that isn’t chosen but forced. It’s about standing on rubble, remembering clearly, and holding onto the knowledge that love was present all the way to the end.

These are not easy thoughts.
They are honest ones.
Points 81–85.
Chin up. Tits out.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 17
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 86–90

In Episode 17 of Lynn Logic, Lynn shares raw entries written during grief that move between dark humor, trauma, memory, and hard-earned clarity. These thoughts touch on rape culture, survival, marriage, addiction, control, and the impossible reality of loving someone who no longer wants to keep fighting for time.

This episode reflects on what it means to battle for someone instead of with them, how addiction warps love, and how humor often sits right next to pain. It’s uncomfortable at times, irreverent at others, and deeply human throughout.

These are not polished reflections.
They’re honest ones.
Points 86–90.
Chin up. Tits out.