Lynn Logic

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 18
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 91–92

In Episode 18 of Lynn Logic, Lynn shares memories, grief, dark humor, and an attempted comedy routine written in the middle of healing. These entries move through loss, survival, love, abandonment, and the strange realization that trauma can make you both deeply reflective and wildly inappropriate at the same time.

This episode touches on memory, laughter as medicine, risky living, Murphy’s Law in human form, and the long list of things that went wrong in the worst possible order—without losing the thread of humor that keeps Lynn upright. It’s messy, rambling, honest, and very much in-progress.

This is not a punchline.
It’s a working draft of survival.
Points 91–92.
Chin up. Tits out.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 19
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 93–95

In Episode 19 of Lynn Logic, Lynn reflects on trauma, neuroses, anger, love, and the strange, quiet ways healing shows up when you’re not looking for it. These raw entries move through PTSD, anxiety, neurodivergence, memory, and the difference between surviving and actually living.

This episode isn’t about fixing anything. It’s about learning to coexist with the parts of yourself that formed in chaos—and noticing when joy, laughter, and memory begin to slip back in. Sometimes healing looks like falling apart. Sometimes it looks like kissing your fingers at a yellow light and wondering when that piece of you came back.

Points 93–95.
Chin up. Tits out.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 20
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 96–99

In Episode 20 of Lynn Logic, Lynn reads from the raw notes she wrote while actively grieving and healing—capturing anger, clarity, panic, acceptance, and the slow return to herself.

These entries reflect on hard truths about family, masks people wear, trauma’s physical toll, and the quiet, unsettling moments when you realize how much you’ve changed. From panic attacks and anniversary grief to weight loss, recognition, and learning to see herself again, this episode sits in the heavy middle of healing—where nothing is resolved, but something is shifting.

This is not a comeback story.
It’s a breathing story.
Points 96–99.
Chin up. Tits out. Bye.

LYNN LOGIC – Episode 21
Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing
Points 100–105

In Episode 21 of Lynn Logic, Lynn reads from the raw, unfiltered list she wrote while actively healing—alone, grieving, thinking, and laughing her way through it. These entries capture the absurd, the tender, and the accidentally profound moments that happen when your brain is processing loss in real time.

From favorite director/actor pairings to Thanksgiving turkey-neck epiphanies, awkward neighbor encounters, invented words, dark humor, social commentary, and oddly wholesome internet trolling, this episode is a snapshot of grief in motion—messy, funny, and human.

This is not a polished narrative. It’s a living one.
Points 100–105.
Chin up. Tits out. Bye.

Season 3 of Lynn Logic starts here.

In Episode 1 (Part 1): CH-CH-CHanges – Turn And Face The Strain, Lynn talks about change — the kind you choose and the kind that hits without warning — and the psychological impact of both.

This episode covers loss, grief, neurodivergence, PTSD, healing versus functioning, and why laughter is sometimes the only sane response. Right now, Lynn is in transition and staying with her 79-year-old Jewish mother, which means reflection, perspective, and a guided tour of some truly elite old-people décor.

This is a multi-part episode because the journey isn’t finished yet.

Listen or watch, laugh a little, and come along for the ride.

Chin Up. Tits Out.

Episode 22 – Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing | Points 106–110

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic — Episode 22.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law… but I do love to laugh.

This episode is part of the Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing series — a living list I wrote while moving through grief, solitude, and survival. These are points 106–110, captured in real time as I worked through communication, boundaries, and the difference between words and actions.

I talk about silence as an answer, why non-answers are still answers, and what it means to stop chasing clarity from people who won’t give it. I also touch on grief being interrupted, time being taken, and being forced to fight when all you wanted to do was grieve — including navigating estate law, pressure tactics, and decisions made without regard for the person left behind.

This isn’t polished. It’s honest.
It’s a snapshot of healing while it’s still happening.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 23 – Raw Thoughts I Wrote While I Was (And Still Am) Healing | Points 111–117

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic — Episode 23.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law… but I do love to laugh.

This episode wraps up the original list I wrote while I was healing — a constant movement through grief, solitude, reflection, and survival. These are points 111–117, and they’re a mix of humor, humanity, and the quiet truths you only write down when no one’s watching.

I talk about being self-entertaining, getting bored easily, wandering through hardware stores, dancing with tool belts, and why my brain never really shuts up — even when I’m sitting still. I touch on love, belief, religion, maintenance (the high kind and the emotional kind), body realities, and the strange, beautiful moments that live alongside grief.

This is the end of this list — but not the end of my writing.
I kept going. I’m still going. I’m not done yet.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 24 – What Now? (Part 1)

Hi! Lynn again.
This is Lynn Logic — Episode 24.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law… but I do love to laugh.

After everything I lost, I kept asking myself one question: What now?

In this episode, I talk about grief, healing, and the strange freedom that comes when the future you planned disappears. I revisit childhood dreams (hello, Mensa fantasies), test anxiety, brain exercises, procrastination, and the unexpected discovery that I actually love writing. A lot.

Somewhere in the wreckage, I found my voice.
I found stories.
I found new dreams — books, business ideas, even the hope of creating a nonprofit someday.

And if none of that works out? Well, I’ve got a 25-year career in accounting to fall back on. Like the good little Jew my mama raised. Hahaha.

Most importantly, I finally figured out what I want to be when I grow up:

A priority.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 25 – What Now? (Part 2)

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 25: What Now? (Part 2).

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about what it means to come out of survival mode after living there for most of my life — even before I met Drew. I’m learning that I don’t have to live in constant fight-or-flight anymore, and I’m slowly starting to believe the hardest sentence of all: I am enough.

I talk about grief, visiting my husband’s grave, and learning how to sit with anxiety instead of letting it control me. From highway anxiety to overstimulation, boundaries, grocery stores, and restaurants — this episode is about recognizing limits, gently pushing some of them, and respecting the ones that need to stay in place.

I also talk honestly about being tired — tired of cruelty disguised as love, tired of being misunderstood — and about the unconditional love I had for my husband and will always carry with me.

I’ve always lived on hope, even knowing disappointment well. And if you need hope right now? I’ve got you.

If you want to reach out, you can text me (I really do mean text — I never answer my phone), email me, or write me. All my contact information is on the front page of DrewInDrag.com.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 26 – Darkest Parts

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 26: Darkest Parts.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about something a fellow trauma survivor asked me recently: Have you tackled the darkest parts yet?
If you’ve lived through trauma, you know exactly what that means. These are the memories you either share only with a therapist — or don’t share at all. The most painful moments. The ones that sit in the dark.

When I was asked that question, my mind immediately filled with those memories. I know them. I’m beginning to share them with my therapist, because I tend to have a “get it all out” mentality. While I’ve shared a lot through my writing, videos, and website, I haven’t shared everything.

This episode is about acknowledging that truth — and what it means to start opening doors that have been closed for a long time.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙