Spring has sprung but I'm buried deep in addiction and taking family with me.

People are delivering messages. I subconsciously start listening.

This is pretty disgusting.

Sheer terror of ending up in prison consumes me in the back seat of a stolen car.

I backtrack a bit in this episode to discuss a book I discovered about quantum physics.  Also, a foreshadowing of surfing.

This one has some music at the end, a song I wrote years ago.

It's dark and cold and scary and dangerous.  I can't stop going to the city for dope.

I almost put together 30 days clean, but then really dropped off.

i get out of jail, manage a few days here and there, but then quickly go downhill.

The nightmare continues.