Maybe It's Me

SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

after discovering that my most vulnerable moments became somebody else’s punchline, i confront betrayal, humiliation, and the fear of being the last person to know. if i’m already the fool, i might as well tell the story myself. #yolo 

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

what if feeling everything is its own kind of torture? in this episode, i explore grief, vulnerability, and why i'd willingly enter a Saw trap for the chance to live without emotions.

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

sometimes, being seen feels like water in a desert... and sometimes, you realize it may have only been a mirage. in this short episode, i reflect on vulnerability, rejection, and the exhausting hope of continuing to reach for connection... even when it hurts.

also, thank you for 2,000 downloads. every listen, every share, and every person who has taken the time to hear my words means more to me than you know. here’s to 2,000 more. :)

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

sometimes rejection doesn’t feel like rejection. sometimes it feels like confirmation.

in this episode, I unpack a closed door, a dead phone, dating in atlanta, and the strange ache of wanting to be seen in rooms that don’t know what to do with you. it’s about gay loneliness, desirability, femininity, shame, humor, and the exhausting performance of trying to be wanted without losing yourself in the process.

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

i haven't talked about love in a while, not because I found it, not because I hate it, but because i think my feelings got tired of trying to understand it. this episode is about love, betrayal, friendship, romance, mariah the scientist, and realizing that sometimes the people who say they care about you can still be the ones holding the knife...

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

hi guys! let's not act like this is something new with me being away. ANYWAYS! in this episode, i’m talking about men, brotherhood, and the weird fear that shows up the moment male closeness looks a little too… close. from game chats to coming out to the performance of masculinity, i’m unpacking why men crave other men’s approval so deeply... and why being honest about that might be the thing they fear most. 

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

what if the stuff we call “entertainment” is really just modern-day performance?
in this episode, i talk about Baddies, reality TV culture, and how Black pain, chaos, and humiliation keep getting packaged, sold, and consumed for profit. 

this isn’t about canceling anybody. it’s about waking up.
if this makes you uncomfortable… good. press play. :)

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this wasn’t planned.
it just needed to be said.
maybe it’s me.

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i know, i know, i've been doing a real bad job with this relationship we have... i feel like an avoidant boyfriend (not like i don't have any experience with one haha.....) anyways, hopefully this is a good summary of everything that you've missed regarding me and i hope santa got you something this year. <3

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SEND IN YOUR PROBLEMS SO MAYBE IT’S NOT ME!

i don't know who's out of their minds at this point... me, you bitches or B.O.B? oh well, i guess we'll find out soon enough. sorry for the vulgar language but sometimes it's necessary. 

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