In case you miss my voice. Literally. I just talk about what my life is like now. There is nothing to learn, and there are no thoughts. So once again, thank you for listening to Mediocre Thoughts.

TW: very very slight mention of suicide and some mental health stuff

From inequality in educational opportunities for Malaysian students to how social media can be bad for you. I present to you: a conversation between two people who have no idea what they’re talking about. Take everything with a pinch of salt. Perhaps a few more pinches than just one pinch would be wise. Nothing matters, no one cares, have a good day :)

Talking about why I think greed is the worst among the seven deadly sins. And also some of my desires. Also this is the first scripted episode in a while so yay.

You can fall asleep to this episode. I know I can.

First episode talking with a friend!! ft. Henniferly aka the person who made all this possible by recommending to me this app that I use to make my podcast :3 (subscribe to her YouTube channel :3 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQqSbPmUuu_9alc3lGwa19Q/featured) first episode in third person view instead of second cuz you’re listening to our convo instead of me talking to you :D basically a convo between us immediately after finishing a movie (Chinese title: 我要我们在一起; English title: Love Will Tear Us Apart) A recommendation for the best time to listen to this episode: right after finishing Love Will Tear Us Apart. The episode makes more sense that way :) BUT ALSO NO PRESSURE U CAN LISTEN TO THIS ANYTIME PLS JUST LISTEN EVEN IF U HAVEN'T WATCHED THE MOVIE :’DDD

Okay so the first time I said “titled” my pronunciation was kinda off and it BUGS ME SO MUCH but I don’t have the skills to edit it and this was kind of a spur of the moment thing so editing it feels inadequate :’D a more accurate description: me talking after finishing my second watch of The Fault in Our Stars, ft. a lot of breaths and sighs and some tiny silence cuz I believe silence is a sound :>

To my 19th follower: this is for you even though I don’t know who you are and you probably don’t know who you are either!(cuz y’all can’t see the follower count right)(also jk it’s for everyone I just like giving numbers meaning d:) The episode 18 part of the script was written in the span of a few months because I only wrote a tiny bit every time and it couldn’t accumulate enough into one episode :’D hope you enjoy this episode! It is now 3:04am and I am so grateful for afternoon shifts.

Grandma went back to her house so I have a room to myself again therefore I feel obligated to make an episode. Once again this is me bullshitting my way through time. Nothing is easy, everything is hard, but I promise it gets easier with repetition. Your brain is capable of amazing things.

Reassurances is #2 because episode 3 is already Reassurances (#1). The second part of the title is a song lyric from Home by Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeroes. The song was released in July 2009, which is 11 years and 7 months ago as of the month this episode was released. The content is a little random, I’m just writing what I think sounds like reassurances after sharing a little bit about the song. And random thoughts! A must-watch TEDx talk: We Are Dead Stars by Michelle Thaller. Sorry about the slight delay(?) somewhere near the 9-minute mark haha my throat became too dry :'D had to pause and drink water. Don't forget to drink water :D

Sharing about things that I'm constantly grateful for in my life so far. It's mostly about my family, but also some other things.