This has been an episode that I have been working on forEVER. You have no idea how long this episode has been in writing because I also have no idea how long it has been. I think it’s possible that it has been at least a month. Which is very long compared to the writing of the other episodes in the history of this podcast. I hope I can make this script coherent and I hope it makes sense at least a little. I hope it does not make dollars. (I will be making this “cents” and dollars joke a lot. I hope you bear with me.) Thank you for being here. Your existence is appreciated.

Link to tweet mentioned in episode: https://twitter.com/culturaltutor/status/1588966791493324800?s=46&t=PorGM0elKn9D-Jya3dQOfA

What happens when you have too much free time and went down a rabbit hole of CGP Grey videos and think about life too much and feel existential and nothing has meaning because nothing matters but why does nothing matter and why does liking everything lead to a same predicament as liking nothing. Life is complicated because you perceive it to be so. You’d think life is easy but it’s not.

It has been a while and I welcome myself back. Photo credits to the one and only: James Webb Space Telescope (JWST)

A collection of short episodes that aren’t full episodes but I want them to be recorded anyway. In case you didn’t notice the title for this one is a play on “die trying,” which is something often used to show determination. Am I determined? I don’t know, but I know that I love you.

It’s been 2 years. Can you believe it. You have to. Thank you so much for being here.

Existential emotions that stem from surreal experiences. “Why is being happy so happy?” I don’t know how to tell you, I hope you can be able to not tell me :) HAHAHA IM SO WEIRD

Translation: Being tired isn’t an excuse; it’s a reason. Once again we are back! With life updates! :> hope you’re doing good :D

but also don’t live too carelessly. “Balance and moderation is key.” I forgot what made me write this title.

I wonder if anyone can actually get what I’m trying to say from the title haha if you kind of guessed it I applaud you :> here have some applause *clap clap clap*

Talking about a tweet about a tumblr post I saw recently because I have no idea how tumblr works. The post is about how “applying for jobs is a hell designed specifically to torment autistic people.”

I said “by your own” when I wanted to say “by yourself” / “on your own”

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Tumblr post by @bibilioprincessdalian

I recently realised I’m still wearing a t-shirt I got when I was 13. I turn 21 this year. 7 is a third of 21. I am in existential shock. Welcome back to another episode of random shit.