IT’S BEEN FOUR YEARS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I CANNOT. Anyway as always this is just life updates and recent emotions and thoughts d: i don’t have good content anymore my life is my content now d: this episode’s picture is the sunset from today when i left work! Life has been great and i have been grateful and will continue to be as long as life also stays great.

General life update!

I couldn’t fall asleep so I made this episode for you.

50th episode!! But also not really cuz not all episodes are numbered lol anyway just a life update. Cover of the episode is a picture from today that I took when I left my room for the first time today in the afternoon to go for class. Super sunny and clear day.

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Three years since the start. Thank you for existing.

This has been an episode that I have been working on forEVER. You have no idea how long this episode has been in writing because I also have no idea how long it has been. I think it’s possible that it has been at least a month. Which is very long compared to the writing of the other episodes in the history of this podcast. I hope I can make this script coherent and I hope it makes sense at least a little. I hope it does not make dollars. (I will be making this “cents” and dollars joke a lot. I hope you bear with me.) Thank you for being here. Your existence is appreciated.

Link to tweet mentioned in episode: https://twitter.com/culturaltutor/status/1588966791493324800?s=46&t=PorGM0elKn9D-Jya3dQOfA

What happens when you have too much free time and went down a rabbit hole of CGP Grey videos and think about life too much and feel existential and nothing has meaning because nothing matters but why does nothing matter and why does liking everything lead to a same predicament as liking nothing. Life is complicated because you perceive it to be so. You’d think life is easy but it’s not.

It has been a while and I welcome myself back. Photo credits to the one and only: James Webb Space Telescope (JWST)

A collection of short episodes that aren’t full episodes but I want them to be recorded anyway. In case you didn’t notice the title for this one is a play on “die trying,” which is something often used to show determination. Am I determined? I don’t know, but I know that I love you.