Mekhaela wrote an email that was never sent to MILES. She made a promise to stay. A promise she kept that sealed her fate. 

"It’s always a promise that I will keep until such time that you’ll need to break free. I won’t let go. Hope you’ll do the same."

Host: Mekhaela

Mekhaela wrote a little entry in October 2008  about how she met her husband, struggled, loved, and lost.

"We thought this love would last for eternity. The joys, sorrows, pain, and hardships were nothing when we’re together. " -Mekhaela

Host: Mekhaela

Mekhaela had already sabotaged everything in her life and blaming everyone for everything.

“I like to get hurt, I let go of things or people who are so important to me, and the worst part is I’m the one who gets easily affected by my decisions.”

Host: Mekhaela

Did she turn to vices to forget everything?

Host: Mekhaela

It wasn't easy for Mekhaela to follow advice from people. Had she blindly obeyed someone's advice and things took turn for the worse?

"Unsolicited advice is not welcome." - Mekhaela

Host: Mekhaela

Was Mekhaela becoming lazy or just fed up with everything that went on around her?

"I’m becoming more and more lazy–a lot of people told me that. Am I  lazy or just totally fed up with the daily routine, being yelled at,  being called useless idiot for no reason at all?"

Host: Mekhaela

This was the last entry of the year 2007. Mekhaela tried to reevaluate all the things that have happened to her. She was trying to figure out if those were just a setback or if there were reasons for everything. 

"I’m currently struggling– in all aspects. There are some things that I cannot avoid and the worst part of it is that I haven’t done anything to either stop or change it."

Host: Mekhaela

Mekhaela recalled that she was worried that her temper was spreading like cancer, that's why she's trying to keep herself from socializing. That affected her relationship with her family, friends, and even her husband.

"Why keeping these a secret? People sometimes do that. I don’t know. Maybe I’m one of them… or maybe I’m not. It depends on the situation."

Voice by Mekhaela

Sound: Jabs

Art: Monique