Mekhaela

By Mekhaela on Podcast

Hi, my name is MEKHAELA, and this is my diary. I’m here to tell you about my life, my depression, and all the love that I’ve lost from 2006 to the present.

Who am I?

I’m an ordinary Jane who’s tryin... more

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The podcast currently has 61 episodes available.

Mekhaela episodes:

March 21, 2021 EPISODE 21: August 29, 2009 - CONDEMN
As August came to an end, MEKHAELA wrote an entry as though SHE was just speaking to MILES. As if he was just in front of HER, but he wasn’t. SHE was just talking to a wall, pretending it was him.
Painful to know I can’t have you forever but deep inside, how I wish I could be, for once in my life.
Cover art by MONIQUE
Sound by JABS
Voiced by MIA
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8min
March 14, 2021 EPISODE 20: August 16, 2009 - A Ghost Haunts Again
MEKHAELA never thought that August in the year 2009 plays a significant role in HER life. A ghost was haunting HER and SHE will not fully recover until MILES leaves HER in peace. Torture or what?

“It hurts knowing that I can’t have what I want, but if that person is happy with where he is at now, then I guess, I should be happy for him.”

Cover art by MONIQUE
Sound by JABS
Voiced by MIA
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7min
March 07, 2021 EPISODE 19: August 9, 2009 – MY LOST BOTTLE
It was a cold and rainy August of 2009 and all MEKHAELA can talk about is HER one precious bottle. This bottle that gave HER life and happiness. But why is it so important?
“I know it’s going to be impossible that my bottle will be returned to me, however, I’m still clinging on to the hope of finding it soon. Nothing can replace it. That’s how I love that container.
Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
Voiced by MEKHAELA
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8min
February 28, 2021 EPISODE 18: August 5, 2009 – ON GRIEF
Was MEKHAELA battling this all alone or did SHE have some friends who were with HER all along?

“I can’t imagine he’s fading away from the picture. Still shocked, unable to believe. But what can I do?”

Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
Voiced by MEKHAELA
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7min
February 21, 2021 EPISODE 17: August 2, 2009 – A LETTER TO MILES
Was it a smooth process of getting over MILES? Were there any roadblocks along the way? Did MILES suddenly make his presence known and made it too difficult for MEKHAELA?
Please say “don’t leave me” and I will stay. I will continue to love you even if it hurts more than you’ll ever know.
Voiced by MEKHAELA
Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
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8min
February 14, 2021 EPISODE 16: July 31, 2009 - Scared and Demented
Did MEKHAELA still continue to fight a losing battle and hope for a better day?
"I’m lashed, slashed, and crushed. "

Voiced by MEKHAELA
Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
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8min
February 07, 2021 EPISODE 15: JULY 29, 2009 - Taking One Step At A Time (I Don't Know How To Go By It)
Will MEKHAELA be able to slowly get her feet back and start fresh?
"Where have all the good people gone?"

Voiced by MEKHAELA
Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
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7min
January 31, 2021 EPISODE 14: July 22, 2009 - RANTING (Just for Today)
MEKHAELA started to think that there’s no hope for happiness left of her anymore. Was it because SHE's too frustrated that SHE didn’t get what SHE wanted or was SHE just too weak to fight off the pessimism that’s been burning in HER heart?
...It’s a shame that people have the guts to hurt a person like me who does nothing but give them love and emotional support all along.
Voice: MIA
Sound: Jabs
Cover Art: Monique
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8min
January 24, 2021 Episode 13: July 21, 2009 - ON BEING IN LOVE AND BEING HURT AT THE SAME TIME
The only mistake MEKHAELA did was that SHE clung to the memories and hoping that MILES will come back. SHE had never forgiven herself for being too hard on herself. MEKHAELA still saved all the memories MILES left.
"Submissive is the word of the day. That’s me. I allow myself to be eaten by my feelings unknown to the fact that I’m slowly being killed by them in the middle of the chapter."

Voiced by MEKHAELA
Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
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10min
January 17, 2021 EPISODE 12: July 16, 2009 - DO YOU EVER? (A Poem)
July 2009 has been a rough month for Mekhaela. But despite it all, she was able to channel her inner poet and turn her sadness into poetry. Cheesy? Quite.
"..Of the way I touch your face,
Kiss you on the lips and play with your ear
Whispering words you always long to hear,
And hear me make a giggling noise when you say you love me?"

Voiced by MEKHAELA
Sound by JABS
Cover art by MONIQUE
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6min

FAQs about Mekhaela:

How many episodes does Mekhaela have?

The podcast currently has 61 episodes available.