Why did she call it Sancta Terra? A sweet escape? Or a better one? Did MEKHELA create an invisible separator glass from the judging eyes of others? Let’s find out in this entry on Monday.

“Take me to a place where no one can follow”

Cover Art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA kept Miles’ messages maybe because SHE wanted to prove to HERSELF that SHE wasn’t crazy and he really existed, or probably SHE was just being creepy. Yeah, it was funny though. Or Maybe because those messages were the only thing that’s left of him.

"I used to think of him as someone who would never hurt me. But he just did, and it scared the crap out of me."

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA wasn’t good at dealing with HER emotions and SHE tends to hurt HERSELF. Maybe because when SHE gets herself wounded up, hurting HERSELF conceals the emotional pain SHE'S going through. Little did SHE know that this isn’t healthy.

"Why do I have the urge to hurt myself yet again?"

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

When the universe conspires, it does and MEKHAELA thought it was one of those instances that SHE felt the universe hated HER. SHE had to change everything. What happened to HER with Miles had affected everything. But how did it distress MEKHAELA as a whole?

"Do I need to change my route as well? "

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

The next entry speaks about the last two entries ago about MEKHAELA meeting this guy named ZIGGY. She's being asked what’s her ideal guy? A question that was asked more often every SINGLE time. Did MEKHAELA had one back then, or not? This guy's question that got MEKHAELA frozen for a bit.

"Why can’t just a guy be man enough to say to a woman’s face that it’s really over?"

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

What the hell was MEKHAELA thinking? Was suicide the only solution to everything? Or was SHE being slapped by the reality and pulled HERSELF together?

"It was a very stupid idea, I know. But have you ever gotten the feeling that problems have become so overwhelming and yet there’s no one to hear you out but yourself..."

Sound by JABS

Cover art by MONIQUE

Voiced by MIA

Up to what extent did MEKHAELA go through just to heal?

"Guys leave you just like that without any word and that hurts especially if you’ve given your 101%."

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

Laying low after all of those things that happened to MEKHAELA was a good decision, or so SHE thought. Maybe it gave HER time to think and to pull HERSELF together.

"Some will be retained but there are some that are going to be forgotten forever. .But have they sympathized with me at the lowest point of my life?"

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

MEKHAELA decided to simply withdraw from the people who wouldn’t understand HER. SHE thought it was all for the best. The less SHE sees them, the little they will see HER vulnerability. Was it a good decision or did it take turn for the worse?

"I’m the type who clings to every word a person says."

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA

September 2009 came and MEKHAELA decided to set HER sorrows aside and start regaining HER old self. SHE knew it was a difficult process to take but SHE has to start somewhere. Did it do HER any good?

"I’m alone in my battle now and the least I can do is to protect myself against those people who take advantage of my being emotionally frail."

Cover art by MONIQUE

Sound by JABS

Voiced by MIA