Exploring the meaning of life.

• Chronic regional pain syndrome crps, is a leading cause in health crises and trauma, seeing them as messages, not random or divine punishment.
• The role of purpose in the health crisis.
• The astrologer Caroline Casey used the phrase, "My dangerous, beautiful assignment," in a conversation with Sophie Strand over a year ago.
• Setting the stage for the diagnosis.
• Every life is a compromise with the understanding at the time and the larger understanding of who one is moving into.
• One day near Christmas, a long cashmere scarf knocked her off balance.

How did you become aware of your physical health?

• She was 55 years old and had broken her right arm four times since she was six, the fifth and last time she broke it.
• She was working for a private university.
• She was finally diagnosed with a complex regional pain system called reflex sympathetic dystrophy, or RSD, which is a misfiring of the nervous system.
• RSD is very mysterious and can start in one part of the body and then spread to others. It is unpredictable.
• She was fired from her job in her mid 50s.

How did you know you needed help?

• She went to every major medical center in the south face and was all the same thing, a sad diagnosis.
• She started working with an herbalist and neurofeedback.
• The first several times she went over a period of months twice a week, she was fascinated by the brainwaves.
• The flare-ups continued to get more and more infrequent.
• The four transits beginning at 50 and ending around age 62, beginning with the chiron return and ending at 62 with the chariklo return.
• Being in the window of the second saturn return.
• The four transits that are our guidepost and initiators through our 50s, which is the journey when we realize we are on the track.
• The four yin yang pairs.

Connecting back to the bigger picture.

• As a woman in her early 50s, she relates to how this is unfolding in her own life right now.
• When she stops thinking about herself, things flow the best.
• The last time he had a flare-up was in 2010, and only in the last few years has he begun to realize she had lost everything.
• The framework of how she lives her life.
• The most devastating betrayals are the ones where the person always knew, but pretended they didn't know.
• We can't get enough of what we don't really want.

Numbing yourself to pain.

• We live inside a pain body where the payoffs are so large, comfortable and generous that we believe we just have to learn to live with this pain.
• Success is a way of numbing.
• The process of breaking her arm five times to avoid her own healing process around her complicated relationship with holidays and holidays.
• The pattern of breaking one's right arm three times or four times, and how this pattern was fundamentally threatening to her.
• Broken arms lead to an opening of space for the left hand pass in the right hand.
• A book of Greek myths, persephone and her journey to the underworld.

How do elbows and forearms relate to saturn?

• The earth rotates one degree on the ecliptic every 72 years, and the Earth rotates by one degree.
• The average carrying angle of 90 degrees is 72 degrees.
• Bones, crystals and rocks hold the oldest memories, and there is a whole physiology about how bones connect to the brain.
• The astrology of her foot fracture was so hilarious.
• We are all here to see these things and how they happen for us and for the collective vs. to us.
• Black holes are the most luminous structures in the universe.

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