When you make a decision things happen. When you don’t, time just passes by and keeps passing by while you’re over here waiting. You’re afraid. I get it, I understand, but FEAR is not OF GOD. It’s FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL. You have to keep your eye on your prize, on the goal and stop acting like these little bull shit ass things happening around you is all you are.
Have you ever experienced being really happy? Then you started experiencing more happiness? Because that’s how it works. Keep that energy you want. Don’t focus on what you don’t want!!! If you want it, make a decision to get it, and fucking get it!