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Infertility is heavy. But this episode? It’s a soft place to land.

In this episode, I’m inviting you into the small joys that have kept me going in the middle of the hardest season of my life. This isn’t a highlight reel. It’s a slow, honest look at what joy can still look like, even here.

From my husband’s love of mountain biking… to long piano sessions… to cooking gourmet meals when my heart was shattered… to our two ridiculous cats who have no idea what IVF is but show up anyway, this episode is a full exploration of the things that remind me I’m still a whole person, even in the waiting.

If you’ve felt like you’re not allowed to smile until the test turns positive—this one is for you.

Joy isn’t a reward. It’s a lifeline.

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Le me take you back to this spring, when I was preparing for another frozen embryo transfer after two miscarriages. At the same time, I was part of my church’s Freedom program, learning about surrender and abundant life in Christ. In the middle of that study, I found out I was pregnant. Four weeks later, I learned it was a missed miscarriage.

I was done. Done with church. Done with prayer. Done with faith.

But God wasn’t done with me.

Through one text message, one act of obedience, and one moment of choosing to show up, everything shifted. In this episode, I share how bitterness turned to worship, how surrender became possible, and how I found hope again.

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Your step-by-step guide for the hardest, most tender moments in the waiting season.

In this quick bonus episode, I’m sharing a brand-new Patreon series called The Infertility Playbooks — coaching-style episodes that walk you through exactly what to do before, during, and after moments like:

• Hearing a pregnancy announcement
• Surviving the two-week wait
• Navigating family gatherings and baby talk

💌 Each Playbook comes with a downloadable Survival Plan you can keep on your phone, so you have the words, steps, and grounding tools right when you need them.

Join The Playbook Club today: patreon.com/miraclependingpodcast

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After miscarriage, pregnancy isn’t just a hope, it’s a trigger, a trauma, a question you’re scared to answer again. In this episode, we dive deep into the fear of getting pregnant again after loss. Not just fear of another miscarriage, but fear of the emotional toll, the physical demands, the mental health spiral, and the weight of starting over. Whether you’re considering trying again or unsure if you can go through it, this is a space to name the fear, honor your truth, and sit with the complexity of both grief and hope.

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What happens when your biggest dreams collide — building a career and building a family — and neither looks the way you thought it would?

In this episode of Miracle Pending, Kari discusses  navigating infertility treatments while balancing her career and eventually stepping into entrepreneurship. From 7 a.m. blood draws to big meetings, from miscarriages on business trips to launching her own boutique and consulting business, she shares what it’s really like to live in two worlds at once: the professional who shows up and gets it done and the woman quietly fighting for her future family.

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In this episode of Miracle Pending, I open up about one of the hardest parts of infertility and pregnancy loss: how it changes friendships. I share my lived experience of navigating others’ discomfort with my pain, and why I refuse to hide what I’m feeling to make anyone else feel at ease. This isn’t about blame,  it’s about being honest, about saying the hard things out loud, and about creating space for those of us who are still in the thick of it.

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Infertility has been nothing short of hell but in this raw and honest episode, Kari explores the unexpected beauty that’s taken root in the pain. From nearly eleven years of uninterrupted marriage to a deep, unshakable trust in her partner, to the years she’s had to prepare her heart for motherhood, this conversation is not about silver linings, it’s about hard-earned truths. Kari reflects on how suffering has shaped her, how empathy has expanded within her, and why choosing this journey again and again makes her future motherhood one of the most sacred decisions of her life. If you’ve ever wondered if anything good can grow in the dark, this episode offers a tender, powerful reminder that it can.

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Infertility is already isolating, but what happens when people start leaving you out, too? In this episode, I share personal stories of quiet exclusion, from not being included in a volunteer opportunity to a Christmas where gifts were opened before we arrived. We’ll talk about how infertility deepens the sting of being forgotten, and why inclusion, especially for the childless, matters more than we think.

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This wasn’t the Fourth of July I wanted it to be. It marked the anniversary of my second miscarriage while I’m still in the thick of grieving our third loss from IVF just three months ago.

I talk about what this weekend looked like and how grief sometimes shows up uninvited.

This is a softer, slower episode about why it’s okay to not feel festive, how I’m learning to protect my heart, and why you’re not a bad person for having big feelings in the middle of someone else’s joy.

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In this deeply honest episode, Kari speaks directly to anyone walking through infertility while navigating the emotionally complex world of social media. When everyone seems to be celebrating and performing their milestones online, what happens to the people who are still waiting, grieving, or silently trying again?

This episode is not about offering solutions, but it is about naming what hurts, and normalizing those feelings. Whether you're in the thick of trying, recovering from loss, or simply feeling tired of the scroll, this space is for you.