“Search me [thoroughly], O God, and know my heart; Test me and know my anxious thoughts; And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way.”
Psalms 139:23-24 AMP
Ever have a hard time letting go of anything?
Something my Pastor says is this: “Whatever we hold back from God, will be a mess, but whatever we give to Him will be a mess!”
By us willingly allowing Him access into the hidden parts of our lives, it will not only keep the enemy at bay, protecting us from his fiery darts, it will also bolster a more vibrant, intimate walk with the Lord!
We need only look at the life of David to see this at work.
David, when he was a young man spent much time basking in the presence of God.
When we read Psalm 23, it gives us a clear picture of his intimate walk with the Lord:
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.
He leads me beside clear waters, He restores my soul!
Later in life, yes David was a man of war and he even committed adultery with Bethsheba and had her husband murdered!
But he repented, he returned to God with all his heart and God called David a man after His own heart!
Today, I want to encourage you!
Perhaps there is an area that you have been keeping back from God?
Maybe it is something you are SIN-timental about…you keep it back from God, from others, and reserve it for yourself only.
When bad feelings come, when bad circumstances arise, you pull it out and use it to console and comfort yourself…
Listen, be encouraged!
You are not alone!
We all struggle with this or that.
The enemy will come along and he will whisper his lies to you, telling you that your thing is special and that it can’t be thwarted, but don’t listen!
We have learned already that he is the father of lies!
Instead, turn that thing over to God, whatever it is!!
For me, for years it was pornography, even after being radically transformed in a jail cell, even after preaching the Word of God, even after marrying the most beautiful and amazing woman on the planet!
I still had SIN-timental feelings toward this one sin, I used it as a crutch, as a scapegoat for the problems of life and yet it was eating me up on the inside!
I didn’t want to do it, but no matter how hard I tried, I kept running back to it and I used every excuse in the book to justify my behavior, to tell myself that it was okay, that I was the exception, but it just wasn’t true!
In reality, it was stealing my joy. It was sapping my strength, and it was destroying my witness for Jesus!
It wasn’t until I finally gave it over to God, exposing it for what it was, SIN, that I truly got victory over it!
I had to delve into the Word of God like never before, find out who I was in Christ - find out that I wasn’t that old sinful person anymore, that I had the power to overcome anything that comes against me in the name of Jesus and with the sword of the Spirit, the Word of God!
So what is it that is keeping you back from being a force to be reckoned with in the Kingdom of God?
What is it that keeps you bound to fear, worry, or anxious thoughts?
I encourage you today to be like David and cry out to God: Search me and know me!
And then get ready!
But remember, whatever God reveals, He wants to heal, so let Him!
Until next time, remember: what you make happen for others, God will make happen for you!
In Christ,
Joshua Scott Zeitz
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