The title is pretty self explanatory. I hate that I’m now on meds but ey, let’s see how it goes.

Full disclaimer, I’m not a mental health expert, just a guy with bipolar type 1 and some other mental health issues. Also gotta mention I’m grateful to have people like Lawrencia and Charlotte who understand what I’m dealing with and accepting me regardless.

Today’s Episode is going to be quite contradictory in many ways, but hopefully the main point we’re trying to make will come across.

The title is self explanatory

So this episode is a random rant but I feel like people really need to know that they’re being misled to believe that they’re messing up in life or not doing as well as their mates/colleagues when everyone is actually struggling and barely getting my. People are great at making it look like they’re winning even when they aren’t. I’m a typical example. But that also brings me to the point of what counts as winning. I’m building my brands and I’m happy, it gets stressful especially considering the financial aspect of it all. I look like I’m making crazy bank but I’m dead broke 😂 but you wouldn’t know unless I told you.

So today I got a prescription pad for an antidepressant and an antipsychotic. I’m terrified of being on meds because my first experience on Antidepressants wasn’t great at all, and I guess honestly the hardest part is just going through all this alone

Just listened to my nieces singing No Air by Jordan Sparks ft Chris Brown and I just felt like putting out a little rant

One thing that I’m so good at is hiding how terrible I am doing. I look like I’m doing well and things are going great for me yet they’re actually pretty bad. It looks like I have so many things going on for me and people would look at me and feel like “oh wow, I wish I was you” yet I would rather be a hippie with no worries per say. Yeah sure I love what I’m doing it’s just that it’s not as easy not as glamorous as we portray

Just checking in as the title says. Sending out positive energy, stay awesome my people, have an awesome day! I’ll get the links to the Twitter spaces on the next one and ey, follow @kofinamibia everywhere!

So basically I’m going to be fully focusing on mental health from here on out.