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The Heart — Healing in the Hidden Places

Day 18 — May 18 · Podcast Script

WELCOME

Hi my love… welcome back. Take a deep breath in… and let it go.

Day 18. And today we are going somewhere that most people never let anyone go. Today we are talking

about the hidden places. The parts of your heart that you have never shown anyone. The rooms you keep

locked not out of deception but out of self-protection. The wounds that are so deep and so private that even

your prayers about them have been careful — measured — as though you were not quite sure God could

handle the full weight of them.

TODAY'S AFFIRMATION & SCRIPTURE

Today's affirmation is: The Heart — Healing in the Hidden Places. And our scripture comes from Psalm

139:23–24:

"Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if

there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

Psalm 139:23–24

Let that be your prayer today… search me. All of me. Even the parts I have been keeping hidden.

REFLECTION

The hidden places are not hidden from God. That is the first thing to understand. There is no locked room in

your heart that He has not already seen. No buried wound He is unaware of. No secret grief that escaped His

attention. He has always known. And He has always been near — even in the places you have kept most

carefully sealed.

But healing in the hidden places requires your permission. Not because God is waiting for an invitation to

care — He has always cared. But because healing is not done to you. It is done with you. And the most

hidden places require the most intentional opening — the most deliberate, sometimes terrifying decision to

say — God I am going to let You in here. To this place. The one I have never let anyone touch.

That is the prayer of Psalm 139. Search me. Know my anxious thoughts. See the offensive ways — the

hidden bitterness, the buried shame, the secret agreements with worthlessness that have been living in the

dark for too long. And lead me — from those hidden places — into the way everlasting.

The everlasting way is on the other side of the hidden places being healed. And you are ready to go there.

POWER TALK

The most profound healing happens in the places nobody else sees. Tell someone today that it is safe

to let God into the rooms they have kept locked. He is not shocked by what is in there. He is not

disappointed. He is not waiting to condemn. He is waiting to heal. And what He heals in the hidden

places becomes the foundation of a freedom that is visible to everyone.

NAME OF GOD TO STUDY TODAY

El Deah — The God of Knowledge. He knows every hidden place. Every buried thought. Every

locked room. And His knowledge of those places is not clinical or distant — it is intimate and tender.

He knows you completely and loves you completely. Those two things are never in conflict with each

other.

REPEAT AFTER ME

• I give God permission to search my hidden places.

• I open the rooms I have kept locked — not in fear but in faith.

• He already knows what is there and He loves me completely.

• Healing is happening in my hidden places right now.

• I am led from the hidden into the everlasting.

• I am fully known and I am fully loved.

Open the rooms today, my love. All of them. He is the safest One who has ever asked for access.

Thank you so much for spending this moment with me. If this episode touched your heart, don't forget to

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a comment below — I would love to hear how this series is impacting your life. There is a link below to help

you go even deeper on this journey. Share this with someone who needs it today, and come back tomorrow

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Defense — When You Are Tired of Being Strong

Day 17 — Part Two

WELCOME

Hi my love… welcome back. Take a deep breath in… and let it go.

Day 17. And today I want to sit with you in something real. Something that does not always get said in

spaces like this. Today I want to talk about what happens when you are tired. Not just physically tired. But

tired of holding it together. Tired of being the strong one. Tired of defending and discerning and guarding

and doing all of the work that healing requires — and wondering when it gets to just be easy.

TODAY'S AFFIRMATION & SCRIPTURE

Today's affirmation is: Defense — When You Are Tired of Being Strong. And our scripture comes from

Isaiah 40:29:

"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak."

Isaiah 40:29

Let that meet you exactly where you are… He gives strength to the weary. Not to the ones who have it

together. To the weary.

REFLECTION

Being tired of being strong is not the same as giving up. It is not weakness. It is honesty. And honesty —

real, raw, unperformed honesty before God — is one of the most powerful postures you can take. Because

you cannot receive strength for the places you are pretending are fine.

The defense that sustains — the one that does not eventually collapse under its own weight — is not built on

your strength alone. It is built on the exchange that Isaiah describes. You bring your weariness. He gives

strength. You bring your weakness. He increases power. It is not a transaction that rewards those who have

enough left to trade — it is a grace that meets you at the bottom of your reserves and fills from there.

So today — do not perform strength you do not have. Bring the tiredness. Bring the weight of the work.

Bring the honest admission that you are running low. And let the God who gives strength to the weary do

what only He can do.

POWER TALK

The strongest thing you can do today might be admitting that you are tired. Tell someone today that

God is not waiting for you to recover enough to come to Him. He meets you in the weariness. He is

the strength for the moments when yours has run out. You do not have to be strong right now. You

just have to be honest. He will handle the rest.

NAME OF GOD TO STUDY TODAY

El Olam — The Everlasting God. He does not grow weary. He does not faint. He does not run out of

what you need. And the strength He gives is not a temporary boost — it is drawn from a source that is

everlasting. You can keep coming back to this well. It never runs dry.

REPEAT AFTER ME

• I give God my weariness and I receive His strength.

• I do not have to perform strength I do not have.

• He meets me at the bottom of my reserves.

• I am weak and He increases my power.

• His strength is everlasting and it is available to me right now.

• I rest in Him and I am renewed.

Rest in Him today, my love. The defense holds — not because of how strong you are but because of how

strong He is.

Thank you so much for spending this moment with me. If this episode touched your heart, don't forget to

subscribe so you never miss a day of your healing journey. Follow along for daily encouragement and leave

a comment below — I would love to hear how this series is impacting your life. There is a link below to help

you go even deeper on this journey. Share this with someone who needs it today, and come back tomorrow

for another step in your healing journey.

I love you… and I'll meet you here again.

Another way to say we are growing and we’re growing to keep moving

SCRIPTURE

"Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are

from God."

1 John 4:1

DEVOTIONAL READING

One of the most disorienting experiences on the healing journey is the moment you realize you cannot

always tell the difference between what your spirit is genuinely discerning and what your wounds are

projecting onto the present moment.

Both speak with authority. Both feel urgent. Both arrive with the full weight of conviction. And yet they are

fundamentally different in their origin, their fruit, and what they are asking you to do with them.

Intuition — genuine, Spirit-led discernment — has a particular quality to it. It is steady. It does not require

you to catastrophize in order to be taken seriously. It does not shift based on your emotional state on a given

day. It is consistent and calm and points you toward wisdom rather than driving you toward control. When

you sense something through genuine intuition you do not feel panic — you feel a quiet, settled knowing

that asks for your attention without demanding your hysteria.

Insecurity feels different. It is urgent and reactive. It takes ambiguous information and fills in the blanks

with the worst possible interpretation — because that is what the wound was trained to expect. It is loudest

on the days when you are most tired, most vulnerable, most reminded of what hurt you before. And it often

arrives dressed as discernment — using the language of protection while actually being driven by fear.

Testing the spirits — including the ones inside of you — is the work of asking honest questions. Is what I

am feeling consistent or reactive? Is it pointing me toward wisdom or toward control? Does it remain when I

have prayed and rested and brought it before God? Or does it dissipate when I am feeling more secure?

You are allowed to question your own signals. That is not a lack of faith. That is discernment in action.

REFLECTION QUESTIONS

1. Can you identify a recent situation where you confused insecurity with intuition, or intuition with

insecurity?

2. What were the differences in how each one felt?

3. What practices help you slow down enough to tell the difference?

PRAYER

Lord, teach me to test what I feel against Your truth. Show me the difference between what my spirit

is genuinely discerning and what my wounds are projecting. I do not want to be governed by

insecurity masquerading as wisdom. Sharpen my discernment and heal the wounds that produce the

noise. I want to hear You clearly — above every other voice including my own fear. Amen.

■ 3 MINUTES TO SIT AND LISTEN TO GOD

Set your timer. Before you enter the stillness bring one thing you have been uncertain about — something

where you could not tell whether you were discerning or reacting from insecurity. Hold it gently before God

without analyzing it. Simply ask — Lord what is this? Is this You or is this my wound? Then be completely

still. Do not fill in the answer. Do not rush toward resolution. Simply wait in the quiet and trust that the One

who tests all spirits will give you the clarity you need.

Heart · Discernment · Defense · Healing | Day 16 · May 16 | Discernment — Intuition vs In

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Defense — Knowing Who Has Access

Day 13 — May 13 · Devotional

SCRIPTURE

"Walk with the wise and become wise, for a companion of fools suffers harm."

Proverbs 13:20

DEVOTIONAL READING

Access is one of the most consequential things you will ever manage.

Not access to your calendar. Not access to your home. Access to your heart. To your inner world. To the

most vulnerable, most tender, most sacred parts of who you are and what you carry. Because the people who

have that access are not passive presences in your life — they are active influences. They are shaping how

you see yourself, what you believe is possible, what you think you deserve, and how clearly you can hear the

voice of God.

Proverbs 13:20 is one of the most practical verses in all of scripture. Walk with the wise and become wise. It

is not complicated. It is not mysterious. It is a direct statement of cause and effect. Who you walk with

determines what you become. And the inverse is equally direct — a companion of fools suffers harm. Not

might suffer harm. Suffers harm.

This is not an invitation to judgment or superiority. It is an invitation to stewardship. You are allowed —

called, even — to be intentional about your inner circle. To evaluate not whether the people around you are

good people but whether walking with them is making you wiser, more rooted, more aligned with who God

is calling you to be.

Some people belong in your life but not in your inner circle. Some relationships are meant to be loved from

a wider margin. Some access that has been freely given needs to be gently, lovingly, firmly adjusted. Not as

punishment. Not with anger. But as an act of faithful stewardship over the heart that God has been so

carefully healing.

Tomorrow is a special alignment day. And the clearest, most prepared heart you can bring to it is one that

has done the honest work today of examining who has access — and whether that access is producing

wisdom or harm.

REFLECTION QUESTIONS

1. Who in your inner circle consistently makes you wiser, more peaceful, and more aligned with

God's voice?

2. Who consistently produces unease, confusion, or a drift away from who you are called to be?

3. What adjustments — however small — might be an act of faithful stewardship today?

PRAYER

Lord, give me the wisdom to steward access to my heart well. Show me who belongs close and who I

need to love from a greater distance. Give me the courage to make adjustments not out of judgment

but out of faithfulness to the healing You are doing in me. I want to walk with the wise — beginning

with walking closely with You. Amen.

■ 3 MINUTES TO SIT AND LISTEN TO GOD

Set your timer. In the stillness today bring your inner circle before God — not to criticize but to surrender.

Simply hold the names and faces of the people closest to you before Him and ask — Lord what do You want

to say about who has access to my heart? Then be still. Let Him speak with the kindness and clarity that

only He can bring. Receive whatever He shows you as guidance, not condemnation.

✦ Tomorrow is a Special Alignment Day — May 14. Come ready.