After taking the summer off to recharge and readjust my priorities, I still struggle with not feeling enough. This society places so much emphasis on being active and busy but sometimes MS prevents me from doing all I would like to. I've been working on true acceptance, not conditional, which only allows me to feel good about myself if I've ticked off enough on my to do list. It's ok if I don't get as much accomplished as I think I should, in fact, taking care of myself has become a full time job and that's ok too. I'm learning to release the attachment I have that keeps the illness in place while working on getting and staying as healthy as possible, a tough balancing act.