Welcome back to My Beautiful Mess Podcast with Sybil Sinz and we have made it to the final episode of my first season!! I am so happy you made it here with me. This is my wrap-up episode. As I reflect on my childhood and adult history, I am happy to report that my inner-child will never go away! LOL!! I plan to keep her alive and active. Enjoy this episode and hear why I just refuse to grow up!!

Thank you for watching and coming back to every episode. I truly appreciate you listening. I would also love some feedback. Write to me from my website and let me know how you felt about my first season. Also, don't forget to share it with a friend!! 

Season 2 will begin on October 1st and every Friday at midnight after that!! I can not wait to share all of my fun adventures with you as I travel and sing and meet new and exciting people. Stay tuned to more of My Beautiful Mess. Until then, hit replay!!!

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Did having great fathers ruin my chances at having long-term relationships? Was the bar set too high because of how my fathers loved me? Very interesting questions. What do you think? Adults who come from loving homes absolutely expect loving and healthy relationships. But I wonder does that make us inflexible when it comes to accepting flaws and shortcomings in our spouse or lover?

Well, you will have to listen to this episode to find out my thoughts on that, lol. So I hope you enjoy the next 30 minutes and if you do, please pass the link on to a friend. Thank you so much for listening,

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Welcome back to My Beautiful Mess with Sybil Sinz Podcast. This episode is about love. Those unforgettable, undeniable connections that change who you are forever. After some loves, you are never the same. Enjoy this story about my one true love and the tragic ending. So many connections are severed only because of societal pressure. So many true loves would have stayed in love if they only knew that it was ok. 

Always give yourself permission to love and never regret it! If you liked this episode, please share it with a friend. Thank you so much for your support. Stay tuned for my final 2 episodes of the season. You don't want to miss them!!

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Welcome back to another episode of My Beautiful Mess w/ Sybil Sinz Podcast. Sometimes we make decisions not understanding the impact it will have on others. We often forget about the human collateral attached to our mistakes and poor judgment. Marriage is something that no one should enter into lightly. My marriage is the prime example of why you should have real conversations about what marriage means to you and what roles and responsibilities you each expect to carry. 

I did not have that conversation and when I expected more, it broke. And I left. But it was not his fault. I Once Was Married to a Gangster.......and he told me I ruined his life. He may have been right. But I really didn't mean to. I hope you enjoy this episode of My Beautiful Mess. Please share it with your family and friends. And thank you for your continued support.

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Welcome back to another episode of My Beautiful Mess. As a child, my entire life seemed to be a confusing contradiction. My loyalties to the adults around me seemed to be tested daily. There were days when I felt pulled in 4 different directions. It's a crazy thing for a kid to experience, but hey, it's My Beautiful Mess, and I'm happy to share it with you!

There is a Purpose to Everything reminds me that even in negative situations, a lot of good can come out of them. I hope you enjoy my ramblings, and if you do, please share it with a friend. Check out my site when you have time!! Thank you for tuning in. I truly appreciate you!

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Welcome back to My Beautiful Mess w/Sybil Sinz Podcast. In this episode, I tell the story of my (Step) Dad. I truly hate the "step" part because he is just as important to me as my biological father. I refer to him as a "Real Nixxa" affectionately because he is a real as they come, and I love every part of him. He is a Powerful Black Man. 

He taught me what true balance between Black Men and Black Women looked like and showed me what life is all about; balance. My life became "normal" and I am forever grateful. He truly did save me and my mom. And every time we needed him, he NEVER failed us, NEVER!! He set the standard for all men in my life. From him, I learned that children need to be shown how relationships work if they are to truly have working relationships.

On the day of this recording, he turned 78. Happy Birthday to the realest man I've known, unapologetically Black. That's what he taught me, and I am who I am because of my Dad. Thank you! I am so proud to be your daughter.

And thank you for listening. If you enjoyed this episode, please share my link with a friend. 

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Welcome back to My Beautiful Mess w/Sybil Sinz Podcast. Black fathers are the salt of the earth. When Black Fathers are around everything is better. Women are happier, children feel complete and the family is balanced and in order. I was so blessed that God gave me 2 fathers. In this episode, I share with you the love I have for my Daddy, my biological father, and the love he had for me.

The bond between Fathers and Daughters is very special. It's like a secret pact that annoys Moms all over the world (LOL) but is treasured and priceless. It is a beautiful love that can never be replaced or duplicated. It is a love that I am so blessed to have shared with this amazing man. Everyone loved my Daddy, especially me. So this is the story of me and my Daddy. May his love continue to shine through me and upon me for all of my days. And I hope this love touches you today. 

Thank you for listening to My Beautiful Mess, and if you enjoyed it, please share it with a friend. I appreciate you all so much.

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Welcome back to My Beautiful Mess w/Sybil Sinz Podcast. In this episode, I introduce you to my Mommy! 

My mother is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She always looked like an angel to me, especially on Sundays in her white usher uniform, with her frosty lip gloss, big deep dimples when she smiled, and she always smelled like perfume and Juicy Fruit gum. 

No matter what forces tried to pull us apart, there was nothing that could break us. And there was nothing that could ever break my mother.

She is strong, she is steady, she is feminine, intelligent, hilariously sarcastic, has an infectious laugh and an even more luring smile. Everything I know about being a good woman, wife, and mother to my future children, I learned from her.

No one is perfect, but my mother was and is the perfect Mom for me. She is tough yet kind, strict but allowed me freedom, and let me make mistakes and learn my lessons, but stayed right there so I knew I could always rely on her no matter what. She is the Beauty in My Beautiful Mess. I hope you enjoy this episode I call Juicy Fruit & Frosty Lip Gloss. 

Don't forget to share it with your friends and family. Thank you so much!!!

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Welcome back to My Beautiful Mess w/Sybil Sinz! In this episode, I start at the beginning. Day 1 of Growing Up Sybil Sinz 0-10. 

So often the adults rarely realize the damage they cause when they are trying to do their best. Many times the child they are working so hard to protect is the one they end up hurting the most. I have an amazing family, and my parents are everything to me. Somewhere along the way forces beyond their control took over and caused a huge rip within our family. And for many years it almost destroyed my relationship with my mom. 

I hope this story helps guide young adults who often use children as a way to hurt the other adults, to make better choices. The revenge you get today will absolutely be the pain your child feels every day after. 

Enjoy this story and if you know anyone who should hear it, please share the link! I appreciate you all for listening to My Beautiful Mess. 

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Welcome to the first episode of My Beautiful Mess w/Sybil Sinz. I am Sybil Sinz, Opera Singer & Voice Coach. 

I want to introduce myself to you, tell you how I got here and what to expect from this podcast. 

I have always chosen happiness as a way of life and those who are unhappy often find themselves loving and hating me at the same time. I want those same unhappy people and others like them to KIO! I want them to fight for their own happiness instead of trying to interfere with the happiness of others.

In this episode, I tell the haters what their hate does and how to choose happiness and fight to maintain it.

If you enjoyed what you hear, please visit my website, leave me a message, or visit my CashApp and leave a donation. It all adds up and I truly appreciate the gratitude. Thank you!!

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