I covered Billie Bossa Nova, but wrote different lyrics. Hope you enjoy it!
Lyrics (by me):
this is my first year in the closet
yes, being straight is my opposite
I don't know if I need to come out
if no one knows, for me it's hard
yes, being gay is just as lovely
as when someone I love would love me
I want to know if she would show me.
I want to give her all my heart (but I can't)
I'm not sentimental, but the thought I'll never meet her is so hard.
I just want to have a lover and I don't want us to have to cover up (our love)
i better go alone, don't show my longing for a wife
don't know what to do with my life, what comes to mind has no niveau, I know I know
i have to wear a secret rainbow
for all the women so they might know
I am just looking for a lady
don't need a man who just abuses me
I'm not sentimental but a look at her just makes me want to smile
There's still something I can say, yeah she's the only reason why I'm still alive.
we better go alone, don't show we are together now, the homophobes are all around, I really don't like being told it's just a phase.
we better lock our door, just here we can be who we are, just show each other our love, in this place we are all alone, I am yours, I am yours
im not sentimental, im not sentimental, im not sentimental.
Karaoke version: https://youtu.be/G6IgI3BLmCY
Thank you for listening!