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  • Tutoring Tess

    Neighbor's daughter seeks out widower next door, to help her with human sexuality lessons.

    By SilverFoxMullet - Listen to the ► Podcast at Steamy Stories.

     I was folding the last of my laundry, there wasn't much with just myself left in the house. My son had got married and moved to British Columbia. My wife passed on 2 years ago. Just me now, enjoying a much-too-quiet life.

    Then the doorbell rang. I went to the door and opened it, only to find my neighbour's daughter Tess standing on his front porch. I'd watched her grow up next door.

     When my son had moved out ten years ago, my wife and I had occasionally babysat little Tess. It had been nice having kids around the house again. She'd grown up into an intelligent, pretty young girl. She'd also been devastated why Marie had died.

    "Oh, Hi, Tess. What can i do for you?"

    "Hi Mr Brock. I um, I need some help with some, uh, homework. I was hoping you'd be able to help me?"

    "Okays, I don't know how much help I can really be, but I can try. High school was an awful long time ago for me! Come on in."

    Tess followed me into the living room and I asked her "Do you want a drink, I've got water, pop, juice, or milk."

    "Water's fine" she said.

    I poured two glasses and came back, handing her one as she sat there on my sofa. "So, how can I help? My knowledge of high school math is really out of date you know."

    She was fidgeting and blushing, as she sat there clutching her drink and a textbook. Finally she exhaled and said "Human sexuality" as she held up the book.

    I blinked at her, nonplussed. What are they teaching kids these days? The only response I could muster was "Um, what?"

    She set down her book, took a drink, then set her glass on the coffee table. "Mr. Brock…"

    "Call me Kenneth, please."

    "Kenneth. I, I want to learn about um, you know, sex. I, my friends, they're all starting to do stuff, to fool around, and I um, I want to learn too but I'm afraid."

    I sat there looking at her, unable to process what she was saying. She grew more agitated, and blushed even more. Tears welled up and slipped down her cheeks. If I have one weakness, it's a crying woman. I got up and moved to sit beside her and wrapped my arms around her.

    Tess sobbed and clutched at me, crying into my shoulder. After a few minutes she pulled back, and I let her go. "Will to teach me?" she asked. Oh fuck no, I thought.

    "That depends on what you want to learn."

    "I want to learn about sex. I want to learn everything, I want you to teach me."

    "Oh. How old are you now, Tess?"

    "I'm sixteen. I'm old enough to learn about this."

    Oh crap. This is bad. Really, really bad. "You may think you're old enough, but not for me, that's for sure. You're not even an adult in the eyes of the law. I'm sorry Tess, I can't help you with this."

    Tears started dripping again as she spoke. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have bothered you with this. It's just, like, all my friends, they're doing stuff, and I feel left out, I want to, but I'm scared. They all say sex is painful, or uncomfortable, or just, not great. Stuff I've read, and stuff I've watched on the internet, makes it sound like sex should be really good, really fun, but my friends say it's not. I want to learn the right way, so it's good for me."

    Wow. What the hell are her friends doing? Ah, right, teenage boys. Worse than useless. Maybe I can't do anything with her, but I can help.

    "Ok, I am not going to teach you, at least not any hands-on lessons, but I will offer you some advice."

    She straightened up a bit, and wiped her eyes. God she was so beautiful. Very girl-next-door wholesome. The last thing she deserved was some idiot teenage boy humping at her for 30 seconds and then running off to brag about his prowess to his idiot friends.

    "My first piece of advice is to masturbate."

    She looked confused now. "You want me to what?"

    "Masturbate, play with yourself. Look, how will you ever be able to tell your lover what you want and how you want it unless you know yourself? Get comfortable with yourself, learn how to please yourself, learn what makes your orgasms great."

    She was staring wide eyed at me now, as my words started to sink in. "How do I do that?" she asked.

    "Look up female masturbation videos. Watch and learn, and practice."

    "Okay" she said, "What else?"

    "Buy a toy. Get a marital aid, a dildo, so you can practice feeling what intercourse is like. You can use other things, but it's better and safer to use the right tools for the job. Look up a sex shop or stag shop. I'll even go shopping for you if you want."

    "Oh, yes, would you, please?"

    "Certainly. Now, once you are comfortable with your own sexuality, and you find someone you want to be with, make sure you tell them what you like. Don't be afraid to be demanding about what they're doing. They either do it right or you kick them out of bed."

    She giggled at this, which I thought was incredibly cute. "Don't discount female lovers either. They like sex exactly the way you do. Once you get good at masturbation you'll be able to please another girl quite well."

    "I don't think I want to do that, I like boys." she said.

    "You mean 'men' not 'boys'. That's exactly why your friends are having lousy sex. They're playing with boys."

    She nodded, so I continued. "Guys like oral sex too. In fact, if you're good at blowjobs you won't have to put up with their inept antics in bed. That's another use for the dildo, to practice oral sex. And if a guy starts to hump your face, if he starts grabbing you and pushing, bite him. You don't have to take that if you don't want it. If it's something you enjoy, then let him play, but otherwise he is there to please you, not the other way around."

    Tess was smiling now, tears all but forgotten. She hugged me, and said "Thank you. I will follow your advice Mr, uh, Kenneth."

    I picked up her book, flipped through it quickly, and found the section on female anatomy. I showed her the diagram and said "Learn what all your parts are, what they're for, and how they work. This is a good place to start. I'll find you a toy tomorrow and you can stop by to pick it up on Tuesday, OK?"

    She nodded, saying "Thank you", and repeated herself after hugging me again.

    Once she'd left I locked the door and went upstairs with laundry basket. I dropped the basket on the bed and went into my bathroom. I had such a wicked hard-on, I just had to get some relief. The very idea that the literal girl next door wanted me to teach her about sex had me hard as steel.

    She might be jailbait but I could still follow my own advice, and masturbate. Of course I didn't last long at all, but I wasn't trying to last.

    I went shopping for Tess on Monday, picking out a nice realistic looking dildo and a bottle of personal lubricant. Maybe it was wishful thinking, but I chose one that was almost exactly my size. The girl at the cash looked kind of funny at me, so I smiled and said "Gift for a friend

    Tess knocked on my door the next afternoon when she got home from school. We exchanged greetings and I handed her the plain brown paper bag. She wanted to pay me for it but I told her it was a gift. l got a hug in return and she practically scampered next door. I silently wished her luck. ." It's great to see Tess feeling more confident about her sexuality. I'm still amazed that I'm the one she turned to for help.

    The thought of this girl using her new toy to explore herself gave me fodder for my own playtime for the next week. She may only be sixteen, but she's unbelievably sexy.

    Afterwards I only saw her in passing, as usual, and we'd wave and say 'Hi'. She looked happy and cheerful, and I assumed her self-directed lessons were going well, as she hadn't returned for any more advice. Part of me assumed she'd developed a romantic relationship and was handling things just fine.

    Life went on, I kept busy at work, and did yard maintenance, laundry, and all the usual stuff around the house. I wasn't into playing sports, so I went to the gym a few days a week to keep in shape. My woodworking hobby morphed from a strictly power tool shop to using a lot more hand tools. It was slower paced but I found it a lot more rewarding. Thoughts of Tess faded away. I had my 'internet videos & pics' to keep me occupied when I needed it. I had no interest in pursuing a new love this late in life, so i wasn't dating or putting myself out there.

    That was two years ago. Today I was in the basement shop, planing a cherry table top. It was good physical labour, and I was sweating a bit as I worked. I heard the doorbell, so I set the plane aside and brushed the shavings off my pants.

    The bell rang again as I hurried up the stairs, yelling "Coming!" I pulled the door open to find Tess standing there smiling at me. "Oh, Hi there, Tess. I haven't seen you around for a while. How've you been?"

    "Hi Kenneth! I just wanted to stop by for a visit, if that's OK?"

    "Uh, sure, come on in, can I get you a drink or something?"

    "Water would be fine, thanks."

    I poured two glasses and brought them to the living room. We sipped and she set her glass down.

    "So what brings you by today?" I asked.

    "Same as last time." she said with a demure smile.

    Last time? Shit, last time she wanted me to 'teach' her about sex. I choked on my drink.

    "Uh, Last time?" I said faintly.

    "I'm here for my next lesson. I turned 18 a month ago," She beamed. "And now I want you to finish teaching me about sex."

    Holy fucking mother of god. She was back, and she was more beautiful than ever. She'd matured more since she was 16, with such a pretty face and solid, slim figure. I could see how nice that figure was, because she wasn't hiding it. The bright yellow halter style dress she was wearing had a deep vee displaying her lovely cleavage, no back, and came to mid-thigh on her sleek legs.

    I didn't realize that I hadn't responded to her.

    "Well? Will you? Please?" she asked. "I've waited two years you know. And I followed all your advice too. I'm ready for the next lesson."

    "But why me, you're stunningly beautiful, you could have any guy you wanted."

    "I know. And I want you." She said with resolve.

    She then kicked off her sandals and stood up. Reaching behind her neck, she undid the tie holding up the top of her dress. It came undone and the dress slithered to the floor, pooling around her feet. All she had on now was a pair of lacy yellow panties

    God she was perfect. Chestnut hair, falling about her shoulders. High, firm, fully tanned breasts with neat brown areolas and stiff looking nipples; her slender waist flared into nicely curved hips, which continued in a graceful curve down her thighs.

    Tess stepped towards me, and held out her hand. I reached out and took it. God help me, this was so wrong, but I was literally unable to resist her. She pulled gently and I rose to my feet, stunned by her presence. A tug on my hand was all she had to provide to get me in motion, and I followed her from the living room.

    She led me to the top of the stairs, hypnotizing me with the sway of her ass; then stopped and asked in a sultry voice "Which way is the bedroom?"

    "This way" I said, pointing to the right. I continued to follow her, into my room, where she stopped, turned, and stood with her arm wrapped around the tall bedpost at the foot of my queen bed. "Tess…" I croaked in a strained voice.

    "This is what I wanted back then, when I came to you two years ago. It's still what I want now. You said I was too young. I'm an adult now, and I want this, I want you."

    "Oh god, Tess. I want to say no, I should say no, I have to say no, but I can't. You're so perfect, so beautiful, so delightful, and I can't tell you no."

    She smiled, and oh man, she was so stunningly beautiful it made me weak at the knees. Like a fucking goddess. And like a goddess, no mere mortal like me could refuse her.

    "Make love to me, Kenneth." She said, in a low sultry voice.

    I peeled off my polo shirt and tossed it aside. The rest of my clothing quickly followed, and I stood before her as aroused as I had ever been in my life. Her smile broadened and she laughed lightly, saying "Oh you're perfect! You're just like that wonderful dildo that you gave me to practice on!"

    I remembered the dildo I bought her years ago, and recalled that that was exactly what I'd picked out for her. I just smiled back at her and gave a little shrug. She laughed again and beckoned me forward. The goddess pulls the strings and the puppet moves to her will. Where did she get such sexual confidence and assertiveness?

    I took her hand and walked over to the side of the bed, where I sat and guided her onto my lap, and kissed her.

    She sighed into the kiss, and melted against me. Her skin was so soft, her warm, fragrant body so supple and firm at the same time. We kissed for a while, and I moved my attentions from her lips to her jawline, then to her earlobes, and finally her neck.

    Tess was cooing and sighing in my arms, her firm breasts and taught nipples pressed to me. I kissed her again, harder, and brought my tongue into it. Hers came back at me to play, and we tasted each other for a while more.

    When she started to writhe in a subtle manner I knew she was truly aroused, so I moved her over to lie back on the bed. Awestruck, I gazed at her, reddish brown hair fanning out on the bed, firm breasts sitting high on her chest, defying gravity and anatomy alike. I swooped down upon her breasts, stroking, kissing, licking, and fondling her magnificence.

    Those coos and sighs continued, and she started adding words to her breathless sounds. "Don't touch my nipples yet" she whispered, as she directed me to the valley between her tits. I moved to the undersides of them, and thence to her areolas, as I progressed along my slow, wonderful tour.

    Finally, with a moan and a push, she led me to the end of this part of our journey. Set in goose-bumped areolas, her swollen, highly sensitive nipples were my last target. I began with gentle licks, then small kisses, on one, then the other, and back. Then it was nibbles, fingers rolling them, sucking them, pressing them, and manipulating her nipples as many ways as I could. She began to writhe beneath me, her words tapering off into moans and gasps. No longer directing me, I played, I explored, I teased and tantalized her. A shudder, followed by a long sighing gasp was the signal she was done with this, and she gently pushed me away.

    "Oh, Kenneth, that was wonderful! Thank you. Now lay back, I want to explore you."

    I did as she bid, and Tess started touching, stroking, fondling, and kissing her way from my ears to my toes. She didn't spend too long in any one place, and she avoided my cock completely. Little questions, do I like this, or that, and little comments about what she found or liked, interspersed her explorations. She found some ticklish places, and she also found some really arousing places too. Places my wife had never found, places I never suspected I had.

    By now, there was a puddle of pre-cum on my abdomen, and she shifted her position to inspect me more closely. She lifted my cock and licked the most recent droplet from it. Then she dipped her head down and lapped up that puddle. My stomach muscles flexed and clenched as she tickled me with her agile tongue. She giggled at my 'gut reaction' as she called it.

    Then the most wondrous sensation hit my rigid cock. Her mouth closed over me, and that agile tongue found a new place to play. My late wife hadn't been much for blowjobs, so this was a rare treat indeed for me. Last time would have been probably 25 years ago. And it didn't stop with her tongue, amazing as it was. My shaft began to disappear into her mouth bit by bit, as she bobbed up and down ever so slowly. I stared stunned and slack-jawed in amazement as Tess worked my cock into her throat.

    I kept my hands to myself, clutching the duvet, and desperately willed myself not to cum. Alas, this last was in vain, because this goddess continued to pull strings on her mortal puppet. She wanted me to cum, so cum I would, whether I wanted to or not. I groaned and muttered "I'm gonna cum" through gritted teeth. She heeded my warning by humming and pulling back until just my head was in her warm wet mouth. She redoubled her efforts with her tongue, swirling around and around my throbbing manhood. With a whimper I came, shaking and pulsing over and over into her eager mouth. She swallowed my load and kept licking and sucking until I wilted in her mouth.

    "How was that?" she asked.

    "Oh god, Tess, that was the best I ever had."

    She giggled again. "I'm just glad you picked a toy the right size. Practice makes perfect. Although my toy doesn't cum like you do, that was a bit of a surprise. It doesn't taste bad at all, but the texture is weird."

    As I listened to her words, she made me wonder, and I had to ask. "Was that your first real blowjob?"

    "Uh huh. First ever. It was good?"

    "Like I said, best ever. I can't believe that was your first time doing this!"

    "First time for real, it was always just my toy before now."

    "Wow."

    "Now it's your turn to please me" she said, rolling onto her back and tugging my arm. Those strings again, pulling me wither she desired, and this time it was her most private place. I used my hands and forearms, my lips and tongue, to stroke and touch her all over. It was my turn to find her interesting places, her ticklish spots, and make her squirm in anticipation.

    I touched her face and neck, kissing and stroking, and proceeded to her shoulders and arms. Another chance to play with her lovely breasts was not to be denied either, and I did indeed have her squirming now. I worked my way down her body, making sure to test every place I could for sexual suitability. She directed me to a few places that she liked, and I found some spots she didn't yet know about. She began to get more vocal, calling my name occasionally, giving hints and feedback and directions, interwoven with a progressively louder and more varied series of moans and gasps.

    I stopped, and rose to preview what I was about to acquire. I softly brushed my fingers all around her panties, and her movements became more erratic, changing from a slow undulation to twitching and shuddering. Slowly, I peeled the bright yellow lace from her hips. I could scent her now, a wonderful mix of the robust and the delicate at the same time. She had a beautiful reddish-brown bush, lush and soft, that led to her sex.

    I nuzzled her lovely triangle of fur, all the while drawing in her heady aroma. I discarded her panties now, and her legs fell open to my gaze. Beautiful. Exquisite, even. Her lightly furred vulva surrounded a pair of dark-edged lips, glistening with the source of that scent I was enjoying. I pushed her legs farther apart and looked up at her. She smiled back at me and said "Teach me". Fuck.

    A lick, along her slit, hammered my senses of taste and smell, filling me with her. She was sour and sweet and floral and meaty, with a little saltiness from her sweat. I moaned into her as I plowed her with my tongue again, deeper, harder. More contact, more flavour, more joy! I pulled back and looked for her clit. That little peak in her folds held a secret I wanted to discover. I drove my tongue into her again and licked all the way up to try and find her clitoris. It was there, small, but firm, still buried in those folds, I could feel it. She could too, based on how she squeaked and jumped when I hit the right spot.

    Her breathing was getting faster, and her thighs were flexing, so I assumed she was very close. Did I want, or even need, to tease her? I needed to know what she wanted, so I asked. "Do you want to cum now, or make it last a while?"

    "In a little while, but not too long" she said as she brought her ha

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  • Saving Ourselves For Marriage: Part 3
    Saving Ourselves For Marriage: Part 3
    More Valentines Days.

    Based on a post by Architect 23 94, in 3 parts. Listen to the Podcast at Connected.



    The guilt provoked by Mr. Jacobs' observation was fleeting,

    and Emily texted me 3 days later, "Can we have another Valentine's Day
    tonight?"

    It was clear that the charade was over, and 'Valentine's

    Day' was her chosen euphemism for spending less-than-wholesome time together.
    Our relationship had become a dichotomy of two very different and
    compartmentalized romances. One of a pure and honorable public courtship, and
    the other of two young lovers clandestinely exploring physical passions.

    "Yes, 7?"

    "See you then."

    This time I locked the side door while we were closing the

    store, then unlocked it for Emily after Mr. Jacobs left.

    I thought about our new paradigm while sautéing some chicken

    then slicing it over the top of two Caesar salads. We were no longer pretending
    that our physical explorations were isolated happenstantial occurrences. The
    primary purpose of the night was clear, and I decided I might as well plan for
    it.

    An erection was imminent, and I decided to change clothes

    rather than risk being painfully bound-up in my jeans again. I rummaged through
    drawers and hanging clothes, carefully considering the functional benefits of
    each piece while also not wanting to appear too overtly presumptuous.
    Ultimately, I decided on a pair of loose-fitting linen pants, and a nice
    front-pocket t-shirt.

    I think Emily had the same idea. She arrived wearing a

    well-coordinated athletic outfit that was very fashionable, but very out of
    character for her. She wore white running shoes with low-cut ankle socks, a
    well-fitted white Lululemon zip-down hoodie, and baby-blue Lululemon yoga
    leggings that ended a few inches above her ankles.

    I had seen Emily in a variety of very attractive dresses and

    skirts, but nothing that revealed the shape of her body like those leggings.
    They fit like a second skin and clearly showed every soft curve of her legs and
    butt. The sight was incredibly sexy, and I stared unabashedly as she hung up
    her winter coat and came to greet me in the kitchen.

    We met in an all-consuming embrace and I lifted her into my

    arms. She added support by wrapping her legs around my hips and we began
    hungrily kissing, tongues eagerly intertwining.

    I was not interested at all in the salads sitting on the

    counter and carried Emily over to the sofa. Her legs loosened their grip on me
    and, with our mouths still joined, I bent forward to place her on the floor.
    She guided me backward into a slouched seating position and climbed over me to
    sit straddled over my left thigh, in the same way we had a few days ago.

    As each second passed, our desires grew and inhibitions

    loosened. In the midst of our urgent kissing, Emily began slowly and deliberately
    rocking her pelvis on my leg, and my hands boldly slid over her hips to
    encourage their motions.

    The erotic scenario brought physical sensations on a level

    that I had never experienced before. I could feel my erection obscenely tenting
    the thin fabric of my pants, and my balls hanging heavily between my legs. Both
    were hyper-sensitive to every subtle movement, and my completely engorged cock
    throbbed with every beat of my pulse.

    I loved feeling the motions of Emily's hips in my hands but

    yearned for more direct contact than I could have through the thick cloth of
    her hoodie. My large hands clumsily attempted to slide under the snuggly
    stretched tails without success.

    Sensing my intentions, Emily pulled away from our kissing

    and maintained eye contact while she sat upright on my thigh. Without a spoken
    word, she unzipped and discarded the hoodie to reveal a thin, strappy sports
    bra matching the baby-blue color of her leggings.

    Her eyes watched mine as they surveyed the amazing sight

    before me. The bra concealed two compressed mounds that appeared proportionate
    in size to her very petite frame, with subtle curves of cleavage extending
    above its swooping neckline. My eyes soaked in her feminine form above and
    below the bra, absorbing the softly toned body and flawless flushed skin
    revealed to me for the very first time.

    She watched as I admired her in amazement, "You are so

    beautiful."

    Without saying anything, she laid herself back on top of me

    and our mouths passionately met again. My hands went to her hips, feeling every
    curve through the thin fabric leggings and directing her to resume rocking on
    my leg.

    She did, and her motions quickly evolved from rocking into a

    firm rhythmic grinding. Shortly thereafter, our kissing stopped and we pressed
    our foreheads together, both breathing heavily with mouths inches apart.

    I could feel heat building on my thigh, emanating from both

    her legging covered folds and the friction of her intensifying pressure. Our
    eyes locked, Emily placed her hands on my chest and pushed her torso upright to
    adjust the angle of her grinding. She continued supporting herself on my chest
    while my hands slid up the sides of her thin waist and intuitively palmed her
    bra covered breasts, kneading them the best I could through the restrictive fabric.

    Emily intensified her grinding and the combined stimulation

    sent her to a new level, eyes rolling backward and body tremoring while she
    lost control. One hand still supported herself on my chest, but the other
    unconsciously dropped downward and grasped my fabric covered cock.

    The mere touch of her hand triggered my own reaction,

    tightening my balls and soaking my linen pants with copious surges of cum. I
    looked down in horror to see the messy results of my eruption, but also saw a
    large darkening blue circle in the crotch of Emily's leggings.

    I looked upward from the sights and smells of our

    fornication and met Emily's eyes. We silently stared at each other for several
    minutes, telepathically sharing a complex and confusing mix of lust, shock, and
    guilt.

    Eventually, Emily dismounted my leg and did her best to make

    herself presentable before leaving. We said goodbye with a timid hug, uneaten
    salads still on the kitchen counter.

    Guilt.

    We both knew we crossed a sinful line that night, and I

    think we were both scared. It wasn't sex in the traditional sense of the word,
    and we were technically both still virgins, but our actions were clearly
    outside the acceptable boundaries of Biblical purity and integrity. I know I
    was scared for several reasons but, most of all, scared that our relationship
    may have been permanently damaged. I wasn't the spiritual leader she wanted me
    to be, and I wasn't strong enough to maintain her purity.

    Over the next 12 hours, I vacillated between wanting to

    address the issue head-on and wanting to bury my head in the sand to ignore it.
    Around noon the next day, I manned-up enough to do the right thing and texted
    Emily, "Can you stop by the store this afternoon?"

    "Yes. What's up?"

    "I think we should talk about last night."

    My phone rang a few seconds later with a voice call. It was

    Emily.

    "Hi Michael."

    "Hey."

    "I can stop by the store, but I'm not ready to talk

    about last night."

    I started to protest, "I'm so sorry. I'm worried I

    ruined;”

    She interrupted firmly but compassionately, "Stop!; Michael,

    I love you. Nothing that happened last night changed that. I wanted everything
    that happened just as much as you did, if not more. You are not to blame. If
    anybody, I was the instigator."

    "But I;”

    She interjected again, "Michael!; I have a lot of

    conflicting feelings and I'm not ready to talk yet. I'll let you know when I
    am. Until then, please know that I love you and I don't want this to be an
    awkward thing between us. It's just something that we need to figure out
    together."

    "Ok, I love you too."

    We ended our phone call, and my phone chimed a text alert a

    few seconds later, "I'll stop by around 4. I love you."

    I typed back, "See you then. I love you too."

    Emily did stop by the store that day and it was surprisingly

    relaxed and comfortable. We talked about current happenings with school and our
    friends, just like we had during any of her past social visits to the store.
    Mr. Jacobs was there and even commented how he enjoyed Emily's visits and
    seeing us together, to which we both smiled in appreciation.

    Vivid Dreams.

    The 'public courtship' portion of our relationship continued

    as normal over the next days and weeks, spending time together as we always
    had, though I was admittedly self-conscious and sheepish during Sunday
    afternoon dinners at her parents' house.

    I mentally declared the end of 'Valentine's Day' and prayed

    constantly for the health of our relationship, patiently waiting for Emily to
    be ready to talk. My determination for future integrity was strong and
    steadfast; for about a week. After that, occasional flashbacks of passion and
    physical pleasure began creeping into my thoughts, and slowly started eroding
    my resolve. Several nights, I awoke from very vivid and unwholesome dreams with
    painful throbbing erections, effectively eliminating any remaining willpower I
    may have had.

    Coincidentally, about 3-weeks after our night of debauchery,

    I had just woken up from a night of graphic dreams when my phone chimed with an
    early-morning text from Emily.

    "Valentine's Day tonight?"

    I had little resistance to the idea while lying in bed with

    a rock-hard erection, but still felt the need to offer at least a minimal
    façade of reluctance.

    "Are you sure?"

    She replied immediately, "Yes, I miss V-day."

    "Me too. 7?"

    "See you then!"

    My anticipation escalated exponentially as time slowly

    ticked forward and I went about my typical daily activities. I needed a
    distraction from watching the clock and soaked in some sun between classes and
    work by walking to the grocery store.

    It happened to be an unseasonably warm April day with

    temperatures in the upper 70s, and the town was alive with people emerging from
    winter hibernation. Students studied on blankets and played lawn games in the
    campus quad, while an abundance of bikers and joggers overtook the local streets
    and sidewalks.

    After Mr. Jacobs and I closed the store, I went upstairs to

    find the apartment was sweltering. I opened the front windows and quickly
    changed into a t-shirt and a pair of loose-fitting breathable gym shorts. The
    gentle breeze slowly brought indoor temperatures down as I assembled two salads
    using a mix of spring greens, grilled chicken, dried cherries, candied pecans,
    gorgonzola cheese, and a raspberry vinaigrette.

    Emily arrived promptly at 7 o'clock wearing a very cute

    little sundress and white designer sneakers. The pastel mint-green dress was
    made of a light-weight linen fabric and had a fluttering bottom hem that ended
    a few inches above her knees. Thin spaghetti straps crisscrossed over her
    exposed shoulder blades and reconnected to the dress fabric midway down her
    back, low enough for me to recognize she couldn't be wearing a bra. The dress
    wasn't overly revealing by most standards but was definitely more adventurous
    than Emily's typically modest outfits.

    "Wow, you look incredible!"

    She gave me a flirtatious smile and said, "I'm glad you

    approve. I was thinking about you when I bought it."

    I responded with a teasing, "Oh really;” and

    pulled her into my arms for a hello kiss that turned into four or five.

    Breaking our kisses, I pointed at the bowls on the counter

    and said, "Let's eat before we; get too distracted."

    Emily laughed and we sat at the kitchen table to eat our

    salads, chatting like the best friends we had become. Conversation flowed
    easily despite our recent complexities and was testament that our relationship
    was grounded and true. I felt closer to her than ever.

    When finished, we both stood and placed our respective

    dishes in the kitchen sink. Emily turned to step away, but I quickly grabbed
    her by the waist and she squealed in surprise when I lifted her to sit on the
    edge of the counter. I stood between her legs, gazed into her eyes, and
    proclaimed from the depth of my heart, "I love you Emily Fulton."

    I immediately pressed my lips against hers and she responded

    by wrapping her arms around my neck and clutching her legs around my waist. The
    slow, deep, passionate kisses that followed were an honest and true expression
    of our pure love, and nothing less.

    Those first kisses filled with gentle romantic passion

    gradually evolved into more eager desire, our tongues exploring each other's
    mouths and searching for a greater depth of joining. I wrapped my arms around
    Emily's waist and lifted her from the counter, her arms and legs clutching me
    tight.

    She giggled playfully as I collapsed backward on the sofa,

    her landing on top of me, straddled over my lap. Our kissing continued with her
    body pressed fully against mine, my hands roaming her back and enjoying the
    soft skin exposed by the open-back dress.

    Emily occasionally shifted the weight of her hips from side

    to side as we made out. I sensed that maybe the position was uncomfortable for
    her, and asked between kisses, "Are you ok?"

    She sat upright on my lap and reached for the bottom of her

    dress, "I'm fine, the dress is just bunched up and I can't move."

    She planted her knees on either side of my lap and lifted

    upward to pull the dress out from underneath herself, revealing a quick glimpse
    of white low-rise bikini-style panties. At the same time, I took the
    opportunity to reach into my shorts and adjust my fully engorged cock to a more
    comfortable position, pointing the swollen head toward my stomach and utilizing
    the elastic waistband of my shorts to hold it in place.

    Emily watched intently as I adjusted myself then momentarily

    studied the resulting bulge before pressing herself back against me. My length
    was firmly sandwiched between us and the feel of her body against mine was an
    indescribable new experience, even though it was through a few layers of
    fabric.

    As we renewed our make-out session, Emily was enjoying the

    feel of my cock pressing into her stomach and slowly began inching her way up
    my body. When her mons came to rest over the base of my shaft, she began slowly
    rolling her hips forward in an effort to gain better contact with her
    panty-covered pussy. After repeated attempts without the desired effect, she
    momentarily pulled away from our kissing and very purposely shifted further
    upward to place her womanly heat squarely on the middle of my shaft.

    She intently rocked her pelvis forward and backward,

    nestling my girth between her folds as much as the cotton barrier would allow,
    then increased her movement to slide up and down the length of the shaft. My
    hands instinctively moved to Emily's hips to reinforce her motions, then more
    boldly slid to cup and squeeze her ass.

    The physics of her motions, and my erection's desire to

    stand upright, worked in concert to move the elastic waistband downward from
    where it had secured my cock against my stomach. The exposure was hidden from view
    by the hem of her sundress, but I easily distinguished the new sensation of her
    warm, wet cotton panties rubbing directly on the sensitive underside of my
    shaft.

    We gazed lustfully into each other's eyes, heavily inhaling

    and exhaling, as Emily sat upright and wantonly pleasured herself on my length
    and girth. The movements pulled at the fabric of her sundress, rhythmically
    becoming taut with each cycling motion and imprinting her stiff nipples through
    the thin fabric. The temptation was too much, and my hands slid up the sides of
    her torso to cover her breasts through the dress.

    Emily kept her eyes locked on mine when she brushed my hands

    away, then slipped the thin spaghetti straps off her shoulders allowing the top
    of the dress to fall away and pool around her waist. She continued grinding on
    my cock and watched intently as I took in the sight of her naked breasts for
    the first time. The perky mounds were in perfect proportion to her tiny frame
    and jostled slightly with each of her pelvic thrusts.

    My fixation was interrupted by the longing in her voice,

    "Touch me Michael."

    The luxuriously tender pillows conformed to the curvature of

    my hands, slightly puffy areolas and hardened nipples pressing into my palms. I
    kneaded them with fascination as Emily hastened her pelvic motions and
    vigorously crushed our genitals together with all her body weight. The product
    of her arousal copiously soaking through the thin panties and generously
    lubricating our 'dry' mating.

    I cupped her breasts with my hands and squeezed them such

    that her nipples were gently pinched between my thumbs and forefingers.

    The erotic sensations sent both of us over the edge. Emily's

    movements on my shaft became erratic and her entire body began trembling in the
    throes of orgasm. Simultaneously, my heavily swollen balls constricted and a
    torrent of cum surged through my cock, pumping stream after stream of milky
    fluid into the sundress that still draped over our joined mid-sections.

    Emily collapsed onto my chest and laid motionless, only

    rising and falling with the movements of my chest as we both attempted to catch
    our breath. Once our breathing slowed, she spoke somewhat exhaustedly,
    "You didn't let me answer you earlier. I love you too, Michael
    Walker."

    We laid together in post-orgasmic bliss for several minutes,

    lightly kissing and caressing. The repercussions weren't immediate like they
    were a few weeks before, but they did come.

    We were both hit with the carnal reality of the situation

    when Emily climbed off me and we saw the front of her sundress completely
    soaked with a combination of our sexual fluids. It shouldn't have been a
    surprise, but the lewdly soiled dress was a graphic trigger for our guilt and
    shame.

    We didn't have any way of cleaning and drying the dress in a

    reasonable amount of time, so we placed it in a grocery bag for her to take
    back to the dorm. Luckily, we had a small selection of women's gardening
    clothes in the hardware store, so Emily wrapped herself in a towel and we went
    down to the second floor, requisitioning a pair of women's overalls and a
    t-shirt.

    It was better than nudity, but the ill-fitting clothing was

    an obvious sign that something was wrong, and it wouldn't be difficult for
    friends to figure out what was going on. We just hoped we could get her back to
    the dorm without someone noticing.

    I led the way, walking a fair distance ahead of Emily and

    giving a signal behind my back if I saw someone approaching. On my cue, she
    would duck behind a tree, shrub, building, or other form of cover until they
    passed.

    Our system worked well, but it could only go so far. Men

    weren't allowed in the women's dorm, so she would have to make the last leg of
    the journey on her own. We peered through the glass entryway and only saw the
    front desk student-worker who happened to be distracted with an iPad and
    earbuds. Emily made a break for it, quickly opening the door and scampering
    through the lobby until I lost sight of her.

    I lingered outside the dorm for what seemed like forever

    before receiving a text, "Made it. Had to hide in the stairway for a
    couple minutes. Nobody saw me."

    "Ok, good."

    The adrenaline of sneaking Emily home faded as I walked back

    to the apartment, and it was replaced by the oppressive weight of guilt and
    remorse. Not only had I yielded to weakness and temptation, but we had broken
    even the most liberal definitions of Christian integrity and purity. Certainly
    privately, and almost publicly.

    Overwhelmed by Guilt.

    I skipped my classes the next morning and laid in bed,

    wallowing in my guilt. Emily must have been doing the same, because I received
    a text from one of her friends asking if she was ok. She wasn't in class and
    wasn't answering her phone.

    I called and she answered immediately, though with a somber

    voice, "Aren't you supposed to be in class?"

    "I didn't feel like going."

    "Me either."

    "Emily, we have to talk about Valentine's Day. We both

    know what we're doing is wrong; we can't keep going on this roller coaster of
    euphoria and guilt."

    She cried, and spoke in a trembling voice between sniffles,

    "I know; but; it doesn't feel wrong; when; we're together."

    She was right and I didn't have a good retort other than

    'the Bible says,' so I j

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    I sit naked in an overstuffed leather armchair absorbing my

    surreal surroundings.

    The remnant scents of crushed rose petals and last night's

    love making fill my nostrils while the gentle glow of dawn filters through
    leaded glass windows and sheer drapery. Gold-leaf picture frames and an antique
    clock face give off a slight radiance that contrast against the historic
    mansion's otherwise dark furnishings and wood paneling. Of everything in the
    room, the object most strikingly highlighted by the soft illumination is
    Emily's smooth alabaster leg extending from underneath the king size bed's dark
    duvet cover. The room is silent except for faint, deep breaths of slumber
    emanating from beneath the duvet.

    While my senses are filled by the early morning experience,

    treasured memories of the journey to this moment float through my head.

    My childhood.

    God has been good to me. I was raised in a very loving home

    by two wonderful parents, both faithful Believers who raised their two sons to
    be Godly young men. My mom worked as an elementary schoolteacher but spent most
    of her free time spearheading our church's county-wide food pantry ministry.
    Dad was a jack-of-all-trades who probably had 20 different jobs over his
    working career, not because he wasn't good at the jobs, but because he was a
    very inquisitive person and became quickly bored with each pursuit. We weren't
    monetarily wealthy by any definition, but we were a solid working-class family
    and our basic day-to-day needs were met.

    There were a few local main street businesses that were the

    economic and social hubs for our small Midwest farming community. Linda's Diner
    was the only restaurant in our one-flashing-light town, and was where the
    retired crowd started their morning with coffee and gossip. Following
    breakfast, the older men moved to the John Deere dealership where they spent the
    morning drinking more coffee and lamenting that "they don't make tractors
    like they used to." Meanwhile, the older women went to Clancy Drugs, which
    was actually more of a "five and dime" store that had a small
    pharmacy. The owner, Oscar Clancy, had set up an area with armchairs, a couple
    sofas, and a coffee table where the women would knit and crotchet while they
    gossiped.

    Two other local landmarks were the towering white steeple of

    the First Congregational Church, and the two-story brick Burkee Hardware
    building, owned by John and Bonnie Burkee. Both were welcome visual contrasts
    to flat horizons filled with endless cornfields, and both had transformational
    roles in my life.

    The Burkee's attended First Congregational Church, as did

    nearly everyone in town, and were long-time friends with my parents. Mrs.
    Burkee often helped my mom with the church food pantry and my dad was a
    frequently found at the hardware store 'shooting-the-breeze' with Mr. Burkee.
    Nearly every Friday night, the two couples could be found playing Euchre at
    their house or ours.

    Mr. Burkee knew money was always tight for my parents and,

    when I was a Freshman in high school, suggested I help out at the hardware
    store on Saturdays. I readily accepted and he put me to work with basic tasks like
    loading customers' cars, sweeping floors, and taking out trash. Since I was
    only 14 at the time, Mrs. Burkee would pay me in cash at the end of each
    Saturday and usually send me home with a plate of cookies or some other treat
    for my family. As a couple without children of their own, I felt a bit like the
    son they never had.

    The hardware store was a natural fit for me. My family

    didn't have money to buy new things or hire repair technicians when something
    broke, so dad always fixed everything himself. He had a mechanical mind and was
    innovative with cost efficient solutions and repairs. I was always eager to
    watch him as a young child, and to participate in the repairs as I grew older.
    As grew into a young adult, my mind began to work like his, inquisitive and
    mechanical, and that translated into a lot of practical knowledge that was
    helpful at the hardware store.

    After a few months, Mr. Burkee asked if I would want to help

    stock shelves on weekdays after school. He gave a stern warning that I needed
    to keep my schoolwork and grades in order. School was to be my number one
    priority and if I didn't abide by that, working afternoons at the hardware
    store would end. He had no reason to worry and I eagerly accepted his offer.
    School came easy to me and I carried straight A's without much effort.

    What didn't come easy to me was social ease. I was a very

    introverted person and found social interactions awkward at best. I had a
    couple good buddies and did marginally well holding conversations with adults,
    but would stumble epically when even saying "hi" to a teenage girl.

    When I turned 16, Mr. and Mrs. Burkee promoted me to be a

    legitimate, on-the-books employee at Burkee Hardware and had me start
    interacting more with customers. I helped them find items in the store,
    answered general questions, and sometimes helped brainstorm on their projects.
    Mrs. Burkee taught me how to use the cash register and record store credit
    purchases for customers that were billed monthly.

    I didn't recognize it until years later, but the trust Mr.

    and Mrs. Burkee gave me in those early years allowed me to find trust in
    myself. I was confident in my knowledge and that gave me courage in my
    interactions with customers. That also spread to other aspects of my life and I
    found it easier to have more meaningful conversations with friends or adults at
    church.

    Girls were still a different story. I had zero confidence in

    that area and remained painfully awkward to the point of social paralysis. It
    was as if I was on the outside of a glass bubble looking into the real world.
    There were a few girls at school and at church that I found attractive and
    interesting, but I lacked the ability to break through that glass wall.

    Accepting failure in that part of my life, I poured my

    energies into school, church activities, and the hardware store. I became more
    involved at church where I took on a bigger role in helping my mom with the
    food pantry, joined a Wednesday evening Bible Study group, and grew much deeper
    in my personal relationship with God. Those things certainly didn't solve my
    awkwardness with girls, but they at least kept my mind from constantly dwelling
    on the subject.

    Becoming a Man.

    By the time my Senior year arrived, I was a well engrained

    fixture at church and the hardware store. The Burkee's trusted me implicitly
    and often left me to run the store or lock up at night when they had other
    commitments. Over the Christmas and New Year's holidays, they even took their
    first vacation in 20-years, a 10-day Caribbean cruise, and left me to manage
    the store.

    During that year, I began to think about life after high

    school. The hardware store was very comfortable for me and I loved every minute
    of it, but I also knew it would be difficult to support myself, and hopefully a
    future family, on a store clerk's wages.

    My mechanical mind dreamed of an engineering degree and a

    career designing complex industrial innovations. The spiritual side of me
    dreamed of a life in ministry leading people to Jesus, though that wasn't
    exactly a high-paying appointment either. The problem with both options was
    money.

    My parents had managed to squirrel away a very small college

    fund over the years but, in reality, the vast majority of college expenses
    would need to be covered by scholarships and loans. Understanding the potential
    magnitude of college debt made a non-degreed life at the hardware store look
    more and more attractive.

    Mrs. Burkee had taken a keen interest in what I intended to

    do after graduation and there were occasional slow evenings at the hardware
    store when she would sit and listen to all the conflicting thoughts rattling
    around in my head. Every time she would give the same advice, to keep my
    options open, pursue all opportunities until a decision became clear, and keep
    praying for God's guidance.

    I took her advice to heart and explored various community

    colleges and universities, both those with engineering programs and those with
    ministry fields. I found a few Christian colleges that had well regarded
    engineering programs, which would give me the perfect opportunity to pursue
    both of my dreams simultaneously. However, the schools were private and their
    tuitions rates were astronomical.

    My "top-pick" school, Powell College, was located

    in a small town of the same name and was especially pricey. Mrs. Burkee
    continued her previous advice and insisted I apply to as many schools as
    possible to keep my options open. She backed up her determination by insisting
    that she and Mr. Burkee pay for all the application fees. How could I argue
    with that?

    Meanwhile, graduation was a couple months away and the

    entire town was abuzz about the upcoming Senior Prom. I had never attended a
    school dance and had no intention of attending Senior Prom.

    My mom disagreed, arguing it was a rite-of-passage and that

    I would regret it for the rest of my life. She wouldn't accept no for answer
    and said she would make arrangements for me to take her coworker's daughter,
    Bridget, to Prom. I continued protesting and told her that I could find my own
    date, but I didn't want to go to any high school dance, Prom or otherwise.
    However, mom was relentless and I eventually resigned myself to the fact I
    wasn't going to win the argument.

    My statement about finding my own date was a partial truth.

    Thanks to family genes, I was a fairly good-looking guy and occasionally drew
    the interest of girls around my age. Moving and lifting of heavy items at the
    hardware store had slowly evolved my body from that of a scrawny child into a
    muscular, well-defined 6'-3" young man with softly chiseled facial
    features. Unfortunately, any female attention I received because of my physical
    appearance was quickly repelled by my awkward and unconfident nature.

    Prom was an absolute disaster. Set-up dates are awkward

    under any circumstances, but Bridget was very shy and just as socially backward
    as me. We were simply a bad combination and spent the first part of the night
    standing off to the side of the dance floor fidgeting nervously and trying not
    to make eye contact with each other. Eventually, I worked up the courage to ask
    her to dance when the band began playing a slow ballad. She reluctantly
    accepted.

    We slowly shuffled around in circles, clumsily looking for

    appropriate hand placements and keeping plenty of distance between our bodies.
    Thankfully, our respective friends rescued us shortly after the song ended and
    we amicably parted ways.

    Recruited.

    Envelopes with college and university logos began appearing

    in the family mailbox about a month before graduation. I had a perfect GPA, so
    it wasn't a surprise that they were all letters of acceptance. However, what I
    didn't expect was that most of them also included offers of significant
    scholarships and financial aid. I was ecstatic to learn Powell College offered
    an 80% no-repayment scholarship, which made my "top-pick" school a realistic
    possibility. I excitedly told my parents then immediately raced over to the
    hardware store to tell Mrs. Burkee.

    A few days later, I closed the hardware store and went home

    to find the Burkee's and my parents playing their regular Friday night Euchre
    game at the kitchen table. They all greeted me as I walked in the house and,
    with a strange look on his face, my dad said somewhat ominously, "Sit down
    son, Mr. & Mrs. Burkee would like to talk to you about something."

    I nervously pulled up a chair and waited patiently while

    they finished the last couple tricks of the hand. Mom updated the score and dad
    started reshuffling the cards while Mr. Burkee spoke.

    "Mike, you did a great job managing the store while we

    were on the cruise last winter and, well, we really enjoyed the time away. I
    have a proposition for you."

    I listened intently as he continued, "We would like to

    go on an extended vacation this summer. Go out west to the Grand Canyon,
    Yellowstone, Mt. Rushmore; maybe even try our luck in Vegas. We haven't planned
    it out yet so we're not sure how long we'll be gone, but I'm guessing 3 or 4
    weeks for a road trip like that. So; We would like you to manage the store
    while we're away."

    I was more than happy to do so and started to respond, but

    Mrs. Burkee cut me off before I got any words out, "However, you won't
    receive your normal hourly wage while we're gone;”

    I looked at her quizzically and waited for her to continue

    after a faux dramatic pause, "Instead, John and I will pay the 20% of
    Powell's tuition that the scholarship doesn't cover, and also help you out with
    books and course fees."

    I was quickly doing calculations in my head. Their proposal

    was easily worth 4 times what I would earn at my normal gross hourly rate, not
    even considering taxes. I sat speechless with a stunned look on my face. Here
    was the answer to my prayers. God had provided.

    Mrs. Burkee excitedly continued, "I know you really

    want to go to Powell. You're an amazing young man and we want you to follow
    your dreams."

    Mr. Burkee echoed her thoughts and added, "You've

    worked your tail off for 4 years, more so than we could ask of any employee.
    This isn't a gift. You've earned it."

    I looked over at my parents. My mom was beaming and my dad

    had a 'gotcha' look on his face. Apparently, he thought it was funny to bait me
    at the beginning of the conversation.

    I slowly responded, "I; I don't know what to say.

    That's very generous."

    I think Mrs. Burkee was even more excited than me and

    blurted out, "Just say yes!" So, I did.

    Cap & Gown.

    High school graduation and the following summer went by in a

    blur. Amid preparing to move away to Powell, I also managed to keep attending
    my weekly Bible study and maintain status quo at the hardware store while Mr.
    & Mrs. Burkee were on vacation. Before I knew it, I was loading up my car
    and saying heartfelt goodbyes to all my friends and family, and especially to
    the Burkee's for all they had done over the past years.

    After arriving at Powell, I quickly settled into my dorm

    room on the first day, then spent the second day on campus searching for a job.
    Despite my tuition being 100% covered, I still needed to pay for room &
    board and needed some spending money.

    Naturally, my first stop was the local downtown hardware

    store where I spoke briefly with the owner, a stern-looking man in his late
    50s, Mr. Jacobs. He looked at me skeptically and gruffly asked if I had any
    experience. I modestly told him that I worked at the hardware store in my
    hometown. He asked for a contact person, which I gave, and he said he would get
    back to me.

    I spent the rest of the day applying for jobs anywhere that

    had a posting, though I needn't have. Mr. Jacobs called me first thing the next
    morning to say he talked to Mr. Burkee, and I was hired.

    Higher Ed.

    I settled into a routine of classes and work over the next

    few weeks. My inquisitive mind yearned for new knowledge from both sources and
    I soaked it up like a sponge. The coursework was more challenging and took more
    effort than in high school, but was still manageable and left adequate time for
    about 20 hours a week at the hardware store.

    Between the hardware store paycheck, some help from my

    parents, and a moderate size student loan, I would be able to cover the cost of
    room & board and my general living expenses. Once again, God provided.

    During those first few weeks, I also began attending Faith

    Bible Church, which was located a couple blocks from the hardware store. It was
    a typical church in many ways, but also had a large college-age ministry given
    its proximity to Powell's campus. They had a worship service on Sunday morning
    and a variety of study and support groups throughout the week, including a
    'young adult' (a.k.a. college student) study group on Wednesday evenings that
    they called Next Gen, just NG for short.

    Due to my schedule at the hardware store, it was a few weeks

    into school before I could attend my first Wednesday NG study. I followed signs
    through the church building into a large lounge area furnished like an
    oversized but cozy living room, complete with an artificial electric fireplace.
    I would guess there were about 40-50 students socializing in informal clusters
    around the room. I recognized a couple students from my engineering classes and
    decided they would be my safest point of entry into this new group.

    My eyes casually scanned the room looking for other familiar

    faces as I purposefully walked toward my engineering classmates, that is until
    I plowed into someone. My hands instinctively reached out to steady whoever I
    just clobbered and grasped the shoulders of an extremely petite girl. I looked
    down to see a bob of strawberry-blond hair face-planted into the lower portion
    of my chest.

    Socially horrified, I quickly stepped backward and squeaked

    out a timid, "Sorry. Are you ok?"

    The girl's head tilted upward to reveal pure beauty with

    amazing blue eyes and a welcoming smile. Ignoring my question and the clumsy
    circumstance, she cheerily thrust her hand out to shake mine, "I'm Emily!
    Emily Fulton. I haven't seen you here before so I was just coming to say
    hello."

    A pang of nervousness clenched my stomach as her delicate

    hand came to rest in my big mitt "Hi, I'm Michael; er; Mike."

    "Nice to meet you Michael," she said

    emphasizing my formal name, then warmly continued, "I saw you at worship
    service the last couple Sundays, but you left before I could catch you."

    I stood with Emily's soft hand in mine, frozen in an awkward

    conversational pause and unable to formulate an intelligent response.

    Again, she ignored my ineptness and continued, "I'm

    glad you came to NG tonight! I'm a Freshman at Powell, but I grew up in this
    church and already know most of the students here. Let me introduce you to some
    people."

    Her hand slipped from our handshake as she turned and began

    walking toward a group on the far side of the room. I followed behind,
    curiously observing Emily's petite form as her short legs took 2 energetic
    steps for every one of my lazy strides.

    While small, her 4'-11" body was perfectly

    proportioned, and her tastefully conservative attire gave an impression of
    style and elegance not exhibited by other students in the room. Tasteful white
    shorts highlighted subtly athletic legs and graceful hips, while a tailored
    pastel-blue sleeveless blouse accentuated her narrow waist and modest chest.

    Emily proceeded to introduce me to nearly everyone in the

    room before the study began, skillfully prompting conversation and filling
    awkward pauses in a way that made me feel at ease. That continued into the
    Bible study as we sat in adjacent armchairs and she effortlessly integrated me
    into the group discussions.

    As the study ended and people began to informally mingle

    again, Emily turned toward me in her chair with a genuine smile, "I'm
    really glad you came tonight. Will I see you Sunday morning?"

    The inquiry was rote social courtesy for most people, but

    Emily's smile and voice radiated true sincerity that meant much more than the
    face value of the words. The genuine kindness caught me a bit off guard and I
    stumbled a response, "Ye; yes, I'll be here Sunday."

    She enthusiastically replied, "Great! I'll see you

    then!" and moved to join a group of her friends across the room.

    School  Work.

    Over the following weeks, I fell into a routine and became

    integrated into life at Powell, Faith Bible, and Jacobs Hardware. Classes were
    going well, and the hardware store atmosphere felt like a reunion with an old
    friend. Whatever tensions I had melted away when I entered through the old,
    creaky screen door on Main Street.

    At church, I began to build friendships with a few of the

    guys in NG and, on more Sundays and Wednesdays than not, Emily would initiate a
    few minutes of friendly conversation with me. Over the course of those brief
    chats, I learned she was an Early Childhood Education major, her dad was a
    tenured seminary professor at Powell, she was a cheerleader and president of
    the quiz bowl team in high school, and; she always dressed impeccably. In turn,
    I told her about my engineering major and a little about my family background,
    including how the Burke

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    As it turned out, I would learn a lot more about the subject

    during NG group a couple weeks later. The study that week was on 'integrity in
    relationships'. The study material was pretty general and covered all kinds of
    relationships, both social and business. However, discussion among the
    unmarried college students naturally morphed into a dialogue of biblical
    perspectives on dating relationships and sexual purity.

    The group consisted of students from very conservative

    Powell College, so the conversation was much what you would expect in terms of
    defining physical boundaries in dating relationships, avoiding temptation,
    abstaining from pre-marital sex, etc.

    Emily was sitting a few chairs to my right and noticeably

    fidgeted with her Bible cover while others talked about various 'Christian'
    guidelines for dating. She listened politely to several volleys of points and
    counterpoints before adding her own perspective to the conversation.

    "Sexual purity is important, but I think we're getting

    lost in legalism and missing God's larger purpose. The whole purpose of
    'dating' is to find the spouse God has intended for us. That shouldn't be done
    randomly or haphazardly. We should be building serious platonic friendships and
    know that marriage is a very real possibility before ever going on a
    date."

    She continued after a slight pause, "For me personally,

    I don't want to 'date'. I want to be attracted to a guy that I already love as
    my best friend, and then have him 'court' me as an intentional commitment
    leading to marriage."

    She hesitated for an instant, then added, "I know that

    sounds unromantic and clinical; and maybe I'm being naïve since I've never
    dated; but I don't think there would be as much temptation if the relationship
    is defined by God's larger plan."

    My mental wheels started turning as Emily's comment pivoted

    the group's conversation toward God's intent for marriage. Everything she said
    made a lot of sense and I spent the next couple days reading the Bible and
    studying everything I could find on the topic. Meanwhile, I couldn't help but
    analyze our friendship, and my feelings toward her, within that newly
    discovered context.

    Emily’s note initiative.

    The next time I saw Emily was Saturday morning when she

    stopped by the hardware store to say hello. Unfortunately, there were a lot of
    customers in the store and I was busy helping an older couple choose a new
    mailbox. Emily waved while the couple debated between themselves whether or not
    to spend the extra couple dollars for a sturdier metal box vs. a plastic one.
    She wrote something on a yellow notepad by the cash register, then waved
    goodbye as she walked out of the store.

    The couple decided to go for the metal mailbox, which I

    thought was a good decision, and then I made sure they had the mounting
    hardware they would need. I went on to assist several other customers, and it
    was probably an hour before I was finally able to look at Emily's note.

    Beautiful flowing handwriting was perfectly aligned on the

    ruled notepad and read, "Just stopped to say hi! I'll be studying at the
    library this afternoon if you are free. Text me." She signed the bottom of
    the note with a simple "-E" accompanied by a smiley face and her cell
    phone number.

    I involuntarily smiled at the sight of her smiley face and

    phone number. The smiley face was just cute. The number was a welcome new step
    in our friendship.

    I saved her number in my phone and texted, "Sorry, I

    work until 6."

    I did want to see her and, on a whim, quickly hit send on a

    follow-up text, "Root beer at Muggs?"

    My phone chimed almost immediately, "Text me when you

    are leaving the store."

    Mr. Jacobs and I locked up the store at 6 o'clock and I

    texted Emily shortly after to let her know I was leaving.

    The local dog 'n suds type window-service stand was popular

    with Powell students and townsfolk alike, and was located just a couple blocks
    away from the hardware store. I was there in just a couple minutes and found
    the sunny April day had given a lot of other people the same idea. I didn't see
    Emily yet, but I figured I should claim a place in the ordering line.

    She arrived a few minutes later, fashionably dressed in a

    knee length olive-color skirt, light-tan corded sweater, medium-brown tights,
    and light-tan laced-boot style heels. We greeted each other with a friendly hug
    and then discussed what to order as the line crept forward.

    When it was our turn at the window, Emily ordered a

    chili-cheese dog, fries, and root beer. I did the same and we both paid for our
    respective meals. We shuffled a few steps over to the service window and,
    within seconds, received our tray of food. All the picnic tables were occupied
    and we waited a few moments as a family stood up and gathered their trash.

    Once seated, Emily opened her petite mouth as wide as she

    could and fiercely attacked the comparatively huge chili dog. I chuckled at the
    odd contrast of neatly-dressed, normally prim-and-proper Emily sitting there
    with an overstuffed mouth and chili running down the back of her hand.

    She facetiously reprimanded me with a mouth full of chili

    dog, "Stop it! These things are hard to eat!"

    After talking for more than an hour, we disposed our trash

    and exited the corral of picnic tables onto the sidewalk. I didn't want our
    time together to end and asked, "Would you like to go for a walk?"

    "Yes, that would be nice."

    We slowly strolled side-by-side toward the Powell campus as

    the sun moved lower in the sky. Remembering back to our conversation about
    Haiti, I asked, "Have you made plans for the summer?"

    "Yes, and I should thank you for that. I did a lot of

    thinking and praying after we talked that day at the hardware store. I'm going
    to stay here and volunteer at the Christian school's summer camp for special
    needs children."

    "That's great, but why thank me?"

    "Well, I was encouraging you that God can use you in

    great ways in your hometown; which I truly believe by the way; but, I think I
    was actually talking more to myself that day than I was you. You made me
    realize I strayed from God's calling. I chased the glamour of overseas
    adventures when I should have been right here reaching people in my own
    community."

    She told me more about the summer camp as we slowly followed

    the meandering campus pathways, and it made me happy to hear the excitement and
    joy in her voice.

    The topic of our summers dwindled to a close and we were

    content to walk in silence, just enjoying the time together.

    After a little while, Emily somewhat hesitantly asked,

    "Michael; how did you feel about the NG study last week? You didn't say
    anything during the discussion."

    We happened to be passing a bench when she asked the question

    and I gestured for us to sit down. We did, and I started talking from my heart
    without giving any thought to what I was saying.

    "Honestly, I hadn't put much thought into relationships

    or marriage before that study. Not that I don't want to get married, I do. I'm
    just so awkward around girls; er, women; you know that. Dating was never a
    relevant subject for me, so let's just say there wasn't an urgent need to study
    God's intent for it."

    Emily started to interject, "You're;” but

    truncated her comment when she realized I wasn't finished with my thought.

    "I've done a lot of praying, studying and thinking

    since Wednesday. While courtship isn't directly spelled out in Scripture, I
    think what you said makes a lot of sense. I believe God's intent is for people
    to truly know the real intellectual, emotional, and spiritual soul of the other
    person, and to seek God's guidance for them as a potential spouse. I think most
    of that can be done within the context of platonic friendship; without the, er;
    complications; of traditional dating."

    Our eyes met before I very intentionally suggested,

    "Mental and physical attraction is important too, but I think everyone
    knows that pretty much immediately without dating."

    Emily simply replied, "Yes, I think you are right about

    feeling attraction right away."

    She said it with normal tone and inflection in her voice,

    but her eyes gave her away. She had feelings for me, but was waiting for me as
    the Christian man to be the leader of the relationship.

    I was honest and a thinly veiled in my response, "This

    whole idea is very new to me. I know how I feel, but I need to do a lot more
    thinking and praying on the subject."

    Emily smiled warmly and we resumed our walk with more

    mundane topics of conversation.

    Thinking and Praying.

    I did do a lot more thinking and praying on the subject over

    the following week. I knew how I felt about Emily, but I also knew that the
    idea of courtship was a huge commitment. Did God place her in my life as my
    future wife, or just as a really good friend? The last thing I wanted to do was
    take that decision lightly and end up hurting Emily.

    The timing was also terrible. The spring term was ending in

    3 weeks and we both had geographically separate summer commitments, her at the
    Christian school summer camp, and me at Burkee Hardware.

    I didn't feel it was right to take the next step with her

    then spend the next 3 months apart. I also didn't think it was fair to leave
    her in limbo for 3 months and decided we needed to have a real conversation.

    I was working at the hardware store that Friday afternoon

    and sent her a text, "Are you free tonight?"

    She responded a few minutes later, "Yes."

    "Hardware store at 6?"

    "K"

    Emily arrived a couple minutes after 6 o'clock, just as I

    was flipping the 'OPEN' sign in the front display window to 'CLOSED'. She
    smiled and cutely waved to me through the glass as she opened the creaky screen
    door. Dressed fashionably as always, she wore nicely fitting blue jeans and a
    white tailored button-down blouse that was thin enough to reveal the subtle shadow
    of a lace bra beneath. The outfit was smartly accented with matching black
    leather ballet flats, belt, and handbag.

    The screen door squeaked shut and I greeted her from the

    front display platform, "Hi Emily. Would you mind closing the solid door
    and flipping the lock?"

    "Sure."

    She did and we gave each other a brief hello-hug after I

    stepped down from the platform. We sat facing each other in a couple old wood
    benches next to the front counter. Emily placed her handbag on the floor next
    to her, then sat rather formally on the bench with hands folded in her lap.

    I had been building up courage for the conversation all day

    and couldn't bring myself to make small-talk.

    "I've been doing a lot of praying since we talked last

    Saturday, and I would like to talk with you about it some more. I'm probably
    going to stumble my way through this, so please let me get everything out
    before you respond."

    Emily mouthed an almost silent, "Ok," while she

    sat with a concerned expression on her face and nervously fidgeting hands.

    "Emily, I want you to know that you are very special to

    me. From the day I met you Freshman year, I thought you were amazing. I was
    just a stranger to you that day, but you overlooked my awkwardness and
    genuinely cared about me as a person. And not just me, you treat everyone you
    meet with that same authenticity. You are truly a gift to everyone in your
    life."

    My eyes began to swell with tears as I spoke, "I'm so

    thankful for the time we've been able to spend together this year. You're my
    best friend; and I think maybe God brought us together to be more than friends;
    but I'm scared;”

    Emily brushed away tears that were streaming down her

    cheeks.

    "I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you;”

    I gathered myself for a few moments before continuing,

    "I want you to know that I take any commitment to courtship, and to you,
    very seriously. As much as my heart is screaming at me, I don't think it's wise
    to make an emotional decision right now; or for us to start that kind of
    commitment as a long-distance relationship over the summer."

    We were both openly crying. "I'm so sorry Emily. I hope

    you can forgive;”

    She interrupted me, "Michael! These aren't sad tears.

    You are the most incredible man; and my best friend. These are tears of
    happiness that you have the same feelings for me as I do for you."

    We both stood and organically melted into each other's arms,

    my shirt absorbing her tears as she nestled her head against my chest.

    Her voice was muffled by my chest when she said, "I

    appreciate that you are seeking God's plan us, and not just following our
    emotions. I'll be here when the time is right, no matter the answer."

    I truly appreciated Emily's graciousness and patience, but

    it was still a very unsatisfactory conclusion for me. I suspect it was for her too.

    Unspoken Understanding.

    Emily and I spent as much time together as we could before

    the school year ended. In an unspoken understanding, we put aside serious
    relationship topics and just enjoyed a simple, everyday friendship. One of my
    best memories of that period, was when Emily stopped by the store for one of
    her normal 'hello' social calls on the last Wednesday of the school year.

    I had promised Mr. Jacobs that I would price a recently

    received shipment of new inventory before leaving for the summer. He was
    old-school, so that meant manually stickering each item with a pricing gun. I
    was just starting the process when Mr. Jacobs directed Emily toward the stock
    room where I was busy opening boxes.

    There was a lot to do and I convinced her to help apply

    pricing stickers while I focused on opening boxes and making count tallies on
    the inventory sheet. I gave a quick training session on how to use the pricing
    gun, then watched in amusement as her slightly OCD personality expressed itself
    through the pricing gun. She would carefully verify the listed price for each
    item, set the dial on the gun, then meticulously apply the stickers so they had
    the same location and orientation on each item.

    We worked well together and made it through most of the

    boxes by closing time. I left a few items for last because they needed a
    special vendor symbol added to the sticker. Rather than teaching Emily, I
    dialed the symbol on the gun and quickly slapped on the stickers, much too
    haphazardly for her liking.

    "Hey! Give me that!"

    I mischievously mocked, "What?; this???" while

    holding the gun over her head.

    She jumped unsuccessfully to reach it and I retaliated by

    slapping her shoulder with the gun, leaving behind a $3.49 sticker.

    She protested futilely, "Stop! Not fair!"

    I held the gun back over her head using both hands to adjust

    the dial, "You're right, you're worth more than that. How about
    $5.99."

    She playfully punched my stomach and laughed uncontrollably

    while I landed a dozen more pricing stickers on her back and arms.

    I reveled in hearing the pure innocent joy in Emily's laugh

    and let my guard down a little too much. She swiped the gun out of my hand and
    proceeded to dance like a boxer while occasionally landing sticker hits on my
    legs and torso.

    Mr. Jacobs must have heard the commotion. He opened the

    stock room door to find Emily dancing around me with the gun, and both of us
    covered in price stickers. I made the mistake of looking toward the door, and
    Emily took the opportunity to land three more quick shots. Mr. Jacobs thought
    that was the funniest thing ever and his booming laugh joined ours in echoing
    through the building.

    Separation Woes.

    Emily and I hugged and cried as we said goodbye for the

    summer. We talked on the phone at least once every day and texted constantly
    that summer, sharing every little detail about our days.

    True to Emily's encouragement over the last year, I was much

    more intentional in my conversations with everyone; friends, family, customers,
    acquaintances; everyone. It was transformational to develop 'real' relationships
    with people that I had known superficially for many years and, in two
    instances, to be able to see them come to faith in Christ.

    When the Burkee's returned from vacation at the end of the

    summer, I insisted on taking them out for dinner at a really nice 'big city'
    restaurant. Well, it wasn't 5-star, but it was the best restaurant in the next
    larger town a half hour away.

    It was the final year of our annual tuition-vacation

    arrangement and I wanted to thank them for all they had done for me. I
    expressed a sincere debt of gratitude that I didn't think I would ever be able
    to repay, but they repeatedly assured me it was a mutually beneficial situation
    and, if anything, the outstanding debt was on their side of the ledger.

    The extended summer vacations had brought back a connection

    in their relationship that they hadn't felt since they were young. In fact,
    they were hoping that they could work out a similar agreement with another high
    school student they had hired and come to trust.

    Strangely, being physically apart from Emily for the summer

    allowed me to gain clarity. She was everything I could ever want or need in a
    life partner. We were spiritually, intellectually, and emotionally aligned. She
    was my best friend, and a beautiful person inside and out. We simply made each
    other better. And most of all; I realized what I felt was more than fleeting
    attraction. I resolutely believed that God meant us to be together.

    Talking to Her Father.

    Back in Powell on Tuesday before classes started, I was

    eager to see Emily but first needed to talk to her father.

    The Fulton's were a very conservative and traditional

    family, like Powell College itself, and I wanted to honor that. I can't say I
    knew her parents well, but Emily had introduced me at church and I usually had
    short exchanges with them on Sunday mornings. Dr. Fulton was a pleasant, though
    formal man of average height and build. Mrs. Fulton was simply an older version
    of Emily in every way, both appearance and personality.

    Professors were required by the college to hold open office

    hours the week before classes, and I knew that would be my best opportunity to
    find him without Emily knowing. I knocked on his door early Tuesday afternoon
    with a firm response of, "Come in."

    I opened the door and stepped in, "Hello Dr.

    Fulton."

    He started flipping through some papers on his desk and

    spoke inquisitively, "Hello Michael. Are you enrolled in one of my courses
    this term?"

    I felt the unconscious need to match his formality,

    "No, sir. This call is of a personal nature. Would you prefer I contact
    you outside of office hours?"

    Intrigued, he set his reading glasses on the desk and leaned

    back in his chair, "What can I do for you Michael?"

    "It's about Emily, sir. I have had the privilege of

    getting to know her over the past three years, and think she is an amazing,
    Godly woman. We've become very good friends and I believe God may have larger
    plans for us."

    I paused briefly without receiving any immediate reaction

    from Dr. Fulton, then continued, "I would like to ask your permission to
    pursue a relationship with Emily."

    "Define relationship."

    "Courtship, sir. I would like to court her with the

    intent of progressing our relationship toward marriage."

    Seemingly satisfied with that response, he asked, "Have

    you talked about this with Emily?"

    "We talked about our growing feelings for each other

    before summer break. I think we both knew we were heading this direction, but
    God really gave me clarity over the summer. With your permission, I intend to
    ask her tomorrow."

    "Are you committed to the Biblical model of

    marriage?"

    "Yes sir."

    "That includes being the spiritual leader in the

    relationship, loving and honoring Emily as Christ would the Church; and
    upholding her purity before marriage?"

    "Yes sir."

    "Very well then. You have my permission."

    He stood to shake my hand, "I know she fancies you. I

    suspect I'll be hearing news soon."

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    Joan Finds God
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    Based on the legend of Pope Joan.

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    The

    following account is fiction, which is based on the well-documented Legend of
    Pope Joan, the first, and last female Pope of the
    Catholic Church.

    As this

    story took place in the ninth century of the Christian era, or Year of our
    Lord; many of the terms are from ancient languages. Words such as slitten, which is Old English for slit, and sheath, later
    referred to as cunny or cunt. Although the specific accounts were not taken down
    on paper, the story refers to certain facts in which the legend was based.

    The first, and last
    female Pope of the Catholic Church

    In the year of our lord, 823 A D, a girl, Joanna Wellen was born in a small village not far from Salisbury

    Plain in southern England. He mother died due to complications of the birth. As
    she grew, she would often visit Stonehenge, with her father who treated her
    with great love and affection. Stonehenge was a religious center, and an
    astronomical observatory; which lay not far from their village. It was used as
    a place of worship, especially by the surfs and peasants who were not allowed
    to attend Church.

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    In those days in England and Europe for that matter, females

    were considered worthless and only good for birthing babies, cooking, scrubbing
    and cleaning for a man. They were not allowed to go to school, as society
    thought them incapable of learning.

    Joanna grew up as a scullery maid and worked on her Father's

    farm for years. From the time she learned to speak, Joan always wanted to learn
    about everything, so when she was fifteen and began to clean house for the
    village schoolteacher, they became friends and when she was not working, she begged him to teach her to read.

    As her father loved her very much, he had no complaints regarding

    her studies, and invited the schoolteacher for supper, four evenings a week in
    payment for teaching her.

    After several years, the schoolteacher, one Edmund Beddus was married to a fairly well to do somewhat older

    widow, Gwendolyn Vaughan, who's late husband was killed in a horseback ridding accident. It was not well known at the time;
    however he was drunk. As Edmund didn't earn much money, he jumped at the chance
    to marry Gwendolyn, mostly for her stature and wealth.

    After a while, Gwendolyn became angry due to the attention

    Edmund paid to Joan and threatened him with a divorce. Edmond ended his
    three-year relationship with the girl, and she had to return all of the books
    she had borrowed.

    The young village priest Father Paul had always seen Joan walking

    with a book in her hands and was taken with her beauty. One day he saw her
    passing the church, however she had no book. He called to her and said,

    "Are you no longer reading Joan?"

    "I no longer have books available to me, Father."

    She said.

    "Well Joan, if ever you wish books to read again, feel free to come by the rectory after supper and I will let

    you read some that belong to the church."

    This was a very special offer as there were no libraries and

    all books were written by hand. It would be six hundred years before; Johannes
    Gutenberg would invent moveable type and print his first bible.

    The following evening, after making supper for her Father,

    Joan walked to the church and knocked on the rectory door. Father Paul answered
    and invited her in. As the parish was pour, they only had four books. One was a
    bible, the second was a book called, "Entrance to Heaven", which was
    a guide for priests.

    The third and fourth were written in Latin, a language in

    which Joan had no knowledge. Father Paul told her to be seated by the fire,
    picked up the book in Latin and began to read.

    "When a priest has a craving for a physical union, it

    is the duty of all females to give themselves to him
    willingly. This is the law of God. Sexual union is God's reward to everyone who
    follows his decrees. The female shall spread her legs wide and allow the priest
    to enter her with his phallic member.

    "Father what is a phallic member?"

    "All males have a phallic member Joan. It is the

    essence of a man."

    "I have no knowledge of such essence. What will it

    do?"

    "It is the instrument that will allow a female to see

    God."

    "Do you have your phallic member with you Father

    Paul?"

    "Yes, I do."

    "May I see it Father?"

    "Of course my child."

    Father Paul lifted his short tunic and revealed his penis and

    testicles. Joan was very interested and asked how she would be able to see God,
    with his instrument. The Father invited her to repose on his bed of straw, and
    he would display the power of his essence.

    When she complied, Father Paul knelt down and lifted her

    tattered dress, revealing her slitten, the entrance
    to her passageway. As he spread her legs, Joan wondered what he was doing and
    why. In her eighteen years she had never heard of this type of ritual, and
    wondered who had written the book.

    Kneeling between Joan's legs, Paul stripped off his tunic

    and was naked before her; his member became erect and was pointing toward the
    ceiling. As he bent forward, and guided his penis toward the opening to her vagina,
    she wondered if she would really see God. A priest would never lie to her, she
    thought.

    As Father Paul rubbed the large head of his phallus up and

    down her damp slitten, she became more interested in
    his movements. They felt strangely pleasing, and her slitten
    began to tickle and was becoming very warm, and wet. She had felt nothing like
    this in her short life.

    It was wonderful and caused her to breath

    harder. Slowly Paul began to move his penis into her vagina and she screamed in
    pain. It felt as though he was entering her with a double-egged sword. She knew
    right then, she was about to see God, as his phallus would surly end her life.
    She had never experienced a pain such as this. Father Paul was deep into her
    vagina, and moving fast as she lay under him, her tears flowed down her cheeks
    as she waited for impending death.

    However as he continued to move, her pain

    was subsiding and pleasure was replacing it. She believed that Father
    moving his phallus in and out of her; was devoid of wisdom and good sense.

    Other than a nice feeling from between her legs, the whole

    process seemed fruitless, and a bit pointless. He continued for some time and
    pointless as the process appeared to be, she was developing a wonderful feeling
    in her belly. Father Paul was creating a desire, which previously Joan had no
    knowledge of. Her belly was tingling as the Father continued his thrusts, his
    phallus sliding in and out of her passageway. She found herself lifting her
    legs, then wrapping them around Father Paul's legs,
    pulling him tight into her channel.

    As he continued, Joan's feelings for the young Father were

    growing at an alarming rate and her need for some kind of satisfaction was
    increasing. Her emotions were on a never ending latter, climbing to the sky.

    Without any warning, Joan felt herself begin to discharge

    juices with a force. She felt fulfillment and gratification of an unknown
    desire and appetite, which lifted her to extreme pleasure and contentment.

    Father Paul had not yet discharged his essence and doubled

    his efforts. As Joan felt his increasing movements in to her, desire began to
    grow again almost exponentially and she held him tight to her. Father Paul
    called out to heaven,

    "Oh Lord my God, I am your humble servant and I do your

    bidding."

    Joan felt a new gush of liquid, however it wasn't coming

    from her, it was coming from Father Paul. The feeling
    was beautiful in design and execution, and although she did not see God, she
    believed she was closer to him. The whole occurrence was a delicacy as to
    arouse intense delight, and satisfaction. Joan cared little to see God, as she
    was taking great pleasure and delight in his glory.

    Suddenly a reoccurrence of her discharge began, and she was

    lifted beyond the bounds of Earth. Her blood ran hot as her juices flowed once
    again.

    "Your phallus is as you said Father, truly the essence

    of man, and God."

    "Remember Joan, although my member, my penis, from the

    Latin, if you will, is a wonderful instrument. It would be useless without your
    marvelous passage of desire. My penis requires your vagina to achieve its
    primary and sacred function. Without woman, man has little purpose in life. It
    is God's design."

    Joan knew that her existence had taken a new direction. She

    was truly a daughter of God, and would do everything necessary to fulfill the
    Heavenly Father's design. As Father Paul lay in coitus relaxen,
    a Latin term for rest after sexual intercourse, Joan lifted his depleted penis
    and examined it carefully. She found a hidden beauty within its current state,
    although it was much more useful when it was swollen to a larger size.

    She felt closer to Father Paul than she had to any

    individual, except maybe her own Father. The closeness was of course the
    feeling most women would feel to a man; who brought her such euphoria and
    intense pleasure. Joan felt compelled to pay homage to his member and leaned
    down to kiss it.

    It had a strange yet inexplicable odor. Not a bad odor, but

    one, which could not be described. She had detected a similar odor before when
    the farm animals were ready for breeding. Joan kissed Father Paul's member on
    the tip once again, and suddenly it began to throb and swell. As she
    unexpectedly enjoyed the taste, she slid the head of his penis into her mouth,
    and for some unknown, but natural desire, began to suck on it.

    Father Paul squirmed in delight feeling something wonderful

    which he only had knowledge of, during confessions of travelers to the Far
    East. It was told to him that Egyptian girls reveled in sucking a man's penis,
    and excelled in elevating a man to an ultimate level of fulfillment and
    gratification.

    Strangely he had never heard of an English female performing

    such a wonderful service. This was something that God and the Church made no
    mention of, possibly because it had nothing to do with reproduction.

    Joan now had a challenge and believed she would be able to

    master it. As she sucked the Priest's penis he moaned, apparently enjoying her
    oral stimulation causing him arousal, and intense pleasure beyond that of which
    she provided with her vagina. The priest took hold of Joan's head and moved his
    hips upward in a masterful manner, emulating copulation.

    Joan was now eager to give the young priest something he

    would continue to desire, throughout their newly found friendship. As she
    sucked him, her hand took hold of his testicles and fondled them as one might
    do with a favorite pet. The priest in return moaned and mewed letting her know how much the manipulations of her mouth on his penis
    were appreciated.

    With little warning the priest began to spray his bodily secretions

    into her mouth with a degree of fluidity that surpassed his previous
    performance. Joan sat up wondering what was to be done with Father Paul's
    essence. Would it be a sin to expel it from her mouth? As it was a gift from
    God, she wondered what she should do. Father Paul saw the questioning
    expression on Joan's face and said,

    "Swallow it, Joan. God would want nothing less. Essence

    is too important to be splattered on the floor."

    Although the creamy liquid felt wonderful in her mouth, she

    followed directions and allowed the liquid to slowly slide down her throat.
    Although a bit salty, the essence was also sweet. A fascinating combination she
    thought.

    "Do you want me to continue reading, Joan?"

    "No. Not tonight as I believe Morpheus, the ancient

    Roman god of sleep and dreams, is calling to me. May I return after supper on
    the morrow, Father Paul?"

    "Of course my child. You may

    visit me any time you desire, and I will teach you everything I have knowledge
    of."

    Joan joins a
    priest, who is entertaining another person.

    Joan slept the sleep of chastity, although she knew that she

    was no longer a maiden, and deserved little satisfactory sleep. She could not
    understand why she had such wonderful feelings throughout her body. Apparently
    it was God's desire, and he was pleased with her actions.

    She spent the day, milking the cows, currying the horses,

    cooking and cleaning. She fed all of the animals and cleaned their stalls,
    while her father worked in the fields planting vegetables. They broke for the
    mid-day meal and sat together while eating. Her Father asked,

    "Joan, what did you learn at the church with Father

    Paul, last eve?"

    "Father Paul read to me from a large book in Latin. I

    learned about God's design and the essence of man. He also taught me how man should
    best serve God, and what God expects of his children."

    "My daughter is such a wonderful student; and has an

    admirable mind, unlike her ignorant father."

    "Father, if it was not for your understanding and love

    for me, I would never have learned to read and write. You are not ignorant and
    I love you."

    "Are you going to the church tonight little one?"

    "Yes father, if that would be convenient for you. There

    is much work to be done."

    "Of course my daughter, although I feel you deserve

    some enjoyment and rest. You work here all the day, then
    study hard after dark. A girl should also have some good times in her young
    life."

    "Believe me Father, the

    enjoyment I have received from God's love has been wonderful and fulfilling. My
    life has found new meaning and absolute pleasure. Are you remaining home on
    this eve?

    No, I plan to go to the public house and have a tall glass

    of warm Ale."

    "In moderation, father. Do not

    forget your last venture to the public house. You were unable to get out of bed
    long past sunrise."

    "Yes daughter, I recall. I will only have a pint or

    so."

    Father and daughter then parted company. Joan washed the

    dishes, swept the floors, and then went out to feed the hogs. He father
    returned to his planting. They would have a good harvest on the year.

    Supper came and went. As night fell, Joan fed the fireplace

    and as the light danced on the walls of the room, she wondered if Father Paul
    would elevate her with his phallus and essence. Taking a torch from its storage
    place, she shoved the end of it into the fire. The tip burned brightly, warming
    her face.

    Leaving the house, she trudged up the path, in the dark

    toward the rectory. Upon arriving, Joan opened the door and walked in. Father
    Paul was naked and laying on top of her close friend Lily, a postulate, or
    nun-in-training. His phallus was deeply imbedded in her sheath.

    Joan stood there and watched as Father Paul continued to

    enter into and permeate her vagina, helping her temporarily ascend to heaven's
    gate. Lily was much involved in Father Paul's God-like movements, and was
    sinking her nails in his back, moaning loud and mumbling,

    "More Father Paul, more. Send

    me to see God."

    Joan sat in a chair, next to the bed of straw and watched as

    the Father's penis slid in and out of her friend. Everything seemed to be very
    wet and coated with a viscous liquid, and a small amount of blood. Joan
    wondered if it would be better for her to withdraw, as Father was fully
    involved in her friend.

    "Joan", said Paul. "Please disrobe and join

    us in the bed. We can all do the Lord's work together."

    Quickly, as Father Paul began to eject his essence into the

    young girl, she moaned loudly and began to squirt her juices, pumping them past
    Father's penis and onto his testical sack.

    She stated to the priest; "More Father Paul, please do

    more. I want God to love me."

    "God does love you, my child, more than most women,

    whom would refuse to share their sacred passage with the sons of the
    church."

    Joan shed her clothing and joined the couple on the bed of

    straw, which was covered with a sheet like covering. Father rolled off of the
    girl as she lay in a semi unconscious state, moaning lightly.

    Joan took hold of Paul's phallus and began to stroke it as

    she had done the evening prior. It took some patient time and affectionate
    gestures of fondness, however when his penis again became tumescent, Joan
    lifted her leg over him and eased down onto his lap, allowing his coccus to
    impale her tight moist vagina.

    She moved front to back, feeling the priest's huge member

    inside of her, thanking God in a little prayer for bringing such knowledge and
    pleasure to her.

    She was full of cheer as she thought there would be more

    pain associated with another coupling, however she now
    understood that the pain was only in the initial coupling, as Eve s curse of Genesis
    proved to be very real, some 8 centuries later. From this night on, only God's
    reward of pleasure would be provided.

    As Joan became more involved in riding the priest, her

    friend Lily awoke and crawled in behind her. At the priest's command, Lily began
    to lightly fondle his testicles, and then slid a delicate finger into Joan's
    rectum. This was a wonderful turn of events, thought Joan. The pressure of his
    penis was enhanced by her friend's finger. There were so many new things to
    learn, she thought; as she began to squirt her liquid onto the priest's penis
    and testicles.

    Lily slid her hand onto Paul's penis and retrieved some of

    the liquid, spreading it on Joan's gloutos and
    thighs. She then moved her face down and licked Joan's anal orifice, between her
    arse cheeks, kissing the priest's penis and Joan's slitten.
    Lily's tongue then slithered into Joan's rectal opening and sucked the
    surrounding fleshy area. Joan squirted again, and Lily excitedly licked up her
    juice like it was delicious gravy. As the priest moved faster into Joan's
    vagina, she moaned and said praying,

    "Oh

    my Lord, your humble servant Joan, beseeches you to help her receive pleasure
    and satisfaction from your plentiful bounty. May I never invoke your wrath, or
    fail to satisfy the hope, desire, and expectations you have for me. Your will
    be done."

    Only a minute passed and Joan screamed, as she reached her

    sacred communion with God, and had a violent and disruptive orgasm. Father Paul
    smiled as Joan rolled off of him and lay quietly next to him. Lily seeing that
    Father Paul's phallus, was pointing toward the heavens, lay down and paid
    special honor and respect to his penis, by slipping the large member into her
    mouth and sucking on the tasty meaty, shaft.

    Father Paul blessed the girls and told them they would be

    granted a place at God's table for their service and aid, to a son of the Holy
    Church. Lily sucked him harder until he squirted his heavenly essence into her
    mouth. As she swallowed the slippery liquid, she knew in her heart that she was
    truly doing God's work.

    Joan examined the phallus of the priest, and wondered why it

    was no longer hard. This was not the Lord's design. She asked, "Why is your phallus deflated, Father Paul? It must be strong
    like a solders lance, to complete God's work."

    "Joan. In the first chapter of the known bible, known

    as Genesis, God worked six days and on the seventh day he rested."

    "As I'm doing God's work, I must rest also. He will

    soon give me strength to complete this day s duties and tasks."

    Joan sat there praying, and massaging Father Paul's penis;

    to provide him sensual stimulation that he might pass on God's bounty. After
    several long minutes, the member began to become tumescent again. Joan was thrilled
    and eager to complete more of the Heavenly Father's pleasurable work.

    When Lily saw the Father's foreskin retreat she became aware

    his penis was again becoming hard, and she knew God's incentives and rewards
    were at hand. She crawled next to Joan and assisted her in bringing th

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  • My Virgin Scuba Adventure
    My Virgin Scuba Adventure
    My first time with a woman was way better than porn!

    Based on a post by my deep

    six. Listen to the ►Podcast at My First Time.

    Based on the post of MsCherylTerra, in 3 parts. Listen to the ►

    Podcast at My First
    Time.





    My name is Robbie, looks-wise I'm tall and lanky, awkward,

    with curly brown hair usually too long, and up to last weekend, a virgin
    College sophomore. I learned when you are single with few friends, meeting a
    woman is hard, meeting one that will touch your cock is harder, and the fact
    that I was a poor, scruffy underclassman was not helping.

    Between class schedule, part-time work, and no real social

    outlet, I found myself stressed at school, so when I learned about a weekend
    scuba trip to a nearby quarry "Lake Lumiere", I signed up. I'd been
    "Open Water" certified in high school, but out of practice, I was
    looking forward to a little adventure.

    Saturday morning at sunrise, the charter bus dropped us off

    at the Quarry's dive shop, I grabbed my rental wet suit, fins, and other gear
    and headed for the showers to change. There was a bank of 6 doors in the cinder
    block building on the "Men's" side, and the same behind them for
    women. The stalls were tiny shower/toilet/sink rooms, barely large enough for
    two, but room enough to change. Most of the doors were closed or marked
    "Occupied", but there was one door on the end slightly ajar, so I
    pushed my way in.

    "Get in here and shut that door!" I heard a man's

    voice. My eyes were adjusting to the interior light but I reflexively obeyed,
    turning to lock the door behind me. When I turned around I saw this naked guy
    in the shower, his cock deep in a bent-over woman facing away from me, she was
    holding onto the shower wall for dear life. Her wet suit was unzipped past her ass,
    and she was moaning with pleasure: "Don't stop! Fuck me! I need your cock
    in me! Fuck! Fuck!" The shower guy was only too eager to keep going, his
    lean, muscled frame covered in hair, but you could see his six-pack abs and big
    chest flexing even as he pumped in and out of her, making her squeal and grunt.
    I tried to look away but stared as if I was watching it on my laptop.

    The shower guy was pounding her hard, then he grunted

    "Ugh ugh ugh Ugh!" and I guess he climaxed, ejaculated, his cock
    slowly pumping away at her cunt. Just as she cried out "Oh, god,
    yes!" in ecstasy I heard a banging on the door and some other guy yelling
    "Sandy? Sandy, are you in there?" The woman whispered "Shit,
    it's my husband!" and then semi-stood up and looked over my way, noticing
    I was there for the first time. She had a swimmer's body, but big boobs, red
    hair, maybe in her early 30s, a very hot MILF in retrospect. Her face went from
    a post-orgasmic bliss to a mild shock at seeing me look over at them.

    "Who the fuck is he?" she whispered to the guy

    still balls deep in her dripping cunt. He pulled out and zipped up her wet
    suit, kissed her, smiled, and said "Trust me." He reached up and
    unlocked one of the narrow frosted windows over the shower, and boosted her up.
    She was shapely, even with her with big tits stuffed into her wet suit. She
    looked around to see if it was clear, whispered "See you later,
    stud." and shimmied herself out the window, lowering herself down and I
    heard sounds of footsteps running away.

    The nude guy didn't move to get dressed or cover-up. Laid

    back for a guy who just nailed a married woman; whose husband was right
    outside, pounding on the door. He looked very relaxed, then smiled at me,
    saying: "Open the door, bud?" so I, still a little stunned, unlocked
    the door and cracked it open. The guy outside pushed it open and asked
    "Sandy? Are you in there?" Almost knocking me over. I heard a voice
    behind me say "No "Sandy" here, but you can come it."
    Looking over my shoulder, Sandy's husband made a disgusted face, then looked
    and me and shook his head, moving backward until he turned and left.

    I shut and locked the door, and turned to see the shower guy

    was still nude, then I noticed his semi-hard cock was wet and dripping cum onto
    the floor as he pulled his condom off. I looked at his face in horror. He
    grinned and said "Hi, I'm Tony" extending his hand to shake.

    I was still dumbfounded, it must have been visible in my

    face. Tony lowered his hand and started to pull on his wet suit. "Your
    name is?" he asked. "Robbie" I managed to say, still not sure
    what was happening.

    "Well, Robbie, you did a good thing just now, I owe you

    a favor."

    "A favor?" I asked, "That dude thinks I'm

    gay! The whole camp might too!" I blurted out. Tony looked at me and
    asked, "She was pretty hot, wasn't she?" I nodded. He continued
    "Do you want to taste her twat?" I nodded. Tony then wagged his big,
    still dripping cock toward me and said "She came all over my cock, go for
    it!"

    I must have looked appalled, Tony just laughed and pulled

    his wet suit up over his waist. "Robbie, you look pretty straight to me.
    But, playing gay just kept me out of a lot of trouble, so I'll make it up to
    you. Trust me."

    I shrugged and returned to getting ready, pulling my wet

    suit on. I looked over at Tony, he was my height, maybe a little more, a little
    older, not much, with thick brown well well-kept hair on his head. Big arms,
    broad shoulders, hairy. A toothy but warm smile. He was one of those laid-back
    handsome types, the kind people liked immediately.

    Tony asked me "Do you have a dive partner today?"

    I shook my head "No". He smiled and slapped my back "You do
    now!"

    The morning diving turned out awesome, the quarry was cold

    but the water clear and full of all kinds of fish, and sunken vehicles to
    explore. Tony was an experienced diver, giving me tips and suggestions and we
    were quick friends. We didn't see Sandy all morning, but did get a lot of
    attention from other girls, Tony just naturally attracted them; he'd jump out
    of the water onto the dock, unzip his wet suit and flex a little in the sun,
    and Boom! Girls. They'd make any excuse to talk with him, and he seemed to
    thrive on the attention. After a while, I got comfortable doing
    "Wingman" duties, as it was a great ice-breaker and I think I talked to
    more girls that day than my entire life before this moment. It felt great.

    At lunchtime, we dropped off our scuba tanks for an air

    refill and talked. "OK, who is Sandy?" I asked. "Honestly? Tony
    admitted, "I was looking for an open room to change, and she came up to me
    asking for help with her wet suit zipper, I noticed a ring on her finger but we
    talked and the next thing I know she's kissing me and rubbing my cock. I barely
    got my rubber on before she bent over and slid my cock up into her (very
    tight!) cunt! A minute later you showed up!" He acted like this was an
    ordinary morning for him, so I let it drop.

    After lunch, we explored the quarry until our tanks were

    almost out of air, and packed our gear up, dropping off our tanks at the rental
    shop. Again, several girls from college would stop and chat, happy to talk with
    Tony and his friend, as if I got better looking by association. We had a great
    time, I didn't notice Tony had disappeared for a while but then showed up with
    two take-out boxes of burgers and fries, saying "I've got a beer at the
    tent, come on!"

    He had pitched his tent next to his vintage red Mustang

    convertible, a real beauty. We sat nearby and talked more, Tony offered me tips
    to meet and socialize with women, what the best cars were, the best places he's
    ever gone scuba diving, and the many times a boyfriend or husband almost caught
    him fucking their wife or date. He was so casual about it as if it happened to
    everyone. I listened and hoped to remember his tips and advice. Before long the
    sun set and we lit a small campfire. There were the sounds of parties, radios
    blaring music, and cars as they returned from dinner or left the park. It was a
    great evening.

    Tony checked his watch and said, "Sandy will be by

    soon, she told me her husband drinks and passes out not too long after
    dark." I was impressed, he knew how to read people, that was certain.

    "Look," Tony said, "Stay out here for 15

    minutes or so after she's in the tent, then come on in." I must have
    looked puzzled, but he winked and said "You'll know what to do."

    Sure enough, as the sun set and the sound of crickets grew

    louder, we heard Sandy calling out "Tony?" softly, and he got up to
    greet her. I stayed in the shadows as he told me, watching them kiss and her
    hands going to his ass and balls while he squeezed her gravity-defying tits
    over the long t-shirt she wore. Her red hair was in a ponytail and she kicked
    off the beat-up sneakers she wore. She roughly pulled his swim trunks down, he
    stepped out of them and his semi-hard cock bounced and swayed, to her delight.
    Eagerly, without even looking around, he led her into the tent.

    Almost instantly, I could hear the unmistakable sounds of

    her slobbering on his cock, and him moaning and encouraging her. "Suck
    that cock, Sandy, lick my balls!"

    Sandy replied between gasps of air "Your balls are so

    good, I love your cock, it's so big! I'm hungry for your cum!" She
    squealed and gagged as Tony fucked her mouth, making sloppy wet sounds. A few
    minutes later, I heard her say "Oh, yes, your big cock fills my cunt so
    much! Yes! Deeper! Fuck me! Oh, yes, yes!" Then Tony: "You're twat is
    so tight! Oh, Oh, I'm close!" I never listened to real people having sex
    before, it was different than porn, that's for sure, more spontaneous, or real,
    maybe passionate? It's hard to say. It was getting me hard, though. This went
    on for a while until I heard her cry out, and Tony grunted "I'm cumming!"
    and she replied, "Fill my cunt, stud!" I suddenly remembered Tony
    wanted me to come into the tent, and even though I was apprehensive, I didn't
    want to chicken out now.

    Tentatively, carefully, but doing as instructed, I entered

    the tent. Seated on the floor, Tony had both hands on Sandy's head and was
    fucking her mouth. There was a magnum condom discarded nearby, full of cum. Her
    ass was pointed up, her tits hanging out of her t-shirt, and I could see she
    was bare-bottomed, her cunt wet and glistening in the firelight, her lips red
    and swollen. Tony grinned at me, then nodded to Sandy's ass, and winked. I
    lifted her t-shirt over her ass, watching the firelight glint off her wet cunt.
    Tenderly, I touched my first cunt, running my fingers through the smooth wet
    folds and trying to find the elusive clitoris I've only seen in porn. Sandy
    moaned and spread her legs, inviting me to explore deeper. Tony flipped me a
    condom, and I dropped my trunks, my hard cock springing free, then fumbled to
    put it on as quickly as possible.

    By now, my animal instinct took over and I was rock hard, I

    slipped out of my trunks completely and positioned myself behind Sandy, using
    the tip of my cock head to spread her wetness around. Sandy moaned again and
    said impatiently, "Just put it in!", so I positioned myself as best I
    could tell, and pushed.

    No matter how much porn you watch, getting things to line up

    in person is not a simple task. I think she thought my awkward poking and
    sliding around was teasing because she giggled and gasped and finally pushed
    her hips back and I sunk in, she was so wet that I was balls deep before I knew
    it. Sandy started to fuck me back furiously, and I pretty much just held onto
    her hips for dear life.

    "Oh Oh Oh!" she cried "Fuck me! Fuck fuck

    fuck! I can feel your cock, so hard!" she took her mouth off Tony's cock
    long enough to kiss up his chest and then stick her tongue down his throat.

    Sandy was unleashed, her hips moved in and out and she

    rotated them, I looked down and saw her beautiful cunt split to take my cock,
    her cunt lips dragging over my hard shaft tightly. I felt like I was going to
    cum very soon, and tried to last longer but I had no control. I felt the hot
    cum boiling up and then my cock swelled up and I started pumping a giant load
    deep into Sandy's body, hot jet after hot jet. This only made her wilder and
    she fucked back more energetically than before. She bent over and started
    sucking Tony's cock again, her head bobbing up and down in time to my cock
    pounding her.

    Tony leaned back and Sandy took his balls into her mouth,

    roughly, causing him to pull her up by her ponytail for a moment. She tugged
    loose from his grip and returned to his cock, licking all around and then
    taking the head into her mouth.

    I had finished ejaculating, but Sandy's tight cunt felt

    great and she was still fucking me and I easily stayed hard, pounding her back
    and reaching for her big tits, to play with the nipples. Tony lay back and
    pulled his legs up, and I think she was eating below his balls, near his ass,
    from the animal sounds she was making the grunts from Tony. This woman was a
    crazy fuck, how her husband didn't take advantage of her nature, I'll never
    understand.

    At some point she flipped over and around, pulling off my

    cock and bringing her knees up to her chest, exposing her dripping cunt to
    Tony, telling him "Fuck me now! I need to feel your cum in me!" Tony
    eagerly obliged, A fresh condom appeared on his cock like magic, then he
    grunted, sinking his meaty cock into Sandy. She cried out with pleasure and her
    hips ground against his pelvis, wildly. I was kneeling near her head, my slick
    cock bouncing right near her face. Tony lifted her legs onto his shoulder and
    pounded her deeper and faster than before, Sandy was making sounds like a crazy
    woman, as orgasm after orgasm shook her body.

    Finally, Tony grunted and held her close, his body rigid and

    his breathing labored, then he relaxed and rolled off Sandy, propping himself
    up on one elbow and grinning. Sandy crawled over to him, kissing him on the
    face and down his chest, and idly playing with his semi-soft cock.

    Tony reached back and grabbed a beer, offering Sandy a

    drink, she took it and drank long before giving it back. Tony finished it and
    lay back, closing his eyes, and said sleepily "Kid, make sure she gets
    back to her tent safe, OK?" and that was that.

    Well, Sandy gave up trying to get his cock to respond, and

    frustrated, pulled her t-shirt down and found her sandals. "Come on,
    Kid!" she said, starting without looking back.

    I ducked to leave the tent when Tony opened one eye and said

    "Kid!" and I turned just as he flipped a new condom at me, winking
    before leaning back and closing his eyes. I put it into my pocket and then
    sprinted to catch up.

    I was not sure about getting too close to her tent, husband

    sleeping or not, but Sandy had other plans. We took a detour down to the
    quarry, to the boat docks. She stripped off her shirt and jumped into the water
    nude, then called back for me to join her. So, I did.

    "So," she said, "You were a virgin, well,

    until tonight." I must have looked stunned and started to think of how to
    deny it and look non-dorky but she took my hand and said "You were fine,
    don't sweat it, kid." then she got closer and whispered in my ear "In
    fact, you were more than just fine, even for your first time!" I admit I
    was relieved to hear that, no one wants to learn they are no good in bed. She
    leaned in a kissed me, for a second I was too surprised to move, then my body
    took over and I kissed her back, my tongue deep into her mouth, and hers in
    mine. I took a chance and felt her hard nipples over her t-shirt, until she lifted
    it up and put my hand directly onto her tit, forcing me to knead and fondle it.
    I felt myself getting hard again.

    She felt along the dock until she found a bar of white soap,

    they were everywhere since the divers used them to lubricate up their arms and
    legs before pulling on a tight-fitting wet suit. We washed each other in the
    cool water, it was very nice, she made sure I cleaned her tits well, then she
    guided my hands down to her lower back and of course, her well fucked cunt and
    tight ass, and she, in turn, made sure my cock and balls were clean. In this
    brief lull in the action, we made small talk, as if two nude people, a college
    boy, and a married woman, washing each other in the dark in a lake, was
    completely normal.

    Not knowing what else to say, I asked "So...Married,

    huh?" Sandy kind of chuckled as she soaped my chest. "Yeah, I am. I
    do love my husband, but he likes to drink and then he can't get a hard-on, you
    don't know how difficult it is to be so frustrated!" she admitted.
    "Tony's not much of a fuck, but he's got a nice cock, you know?" She
    asked. I kind of grunted a "yea", not sure if I should admit I
    noticed.

    She pulled me into the shallows and we sat in the soft

    pebbles, she soaped up my hand and asked "Have you ever fucked anyone in
    the ass?" I was puzzled by the question, If I was a virgin, how the heck
    would I have had experience with anal? Sighing, I admitted "No." She
    grinned. "I'll show you."

    She pulled my soapy hand to her asshole, and leaning back,

    helped me find her tight pucker. "Start by circling the ring, working your
    way slowly to the center.." She moaned her approval, and continued
    "Then, slowly, gently find the center and push a fingertip past the
    muscle.."

    I did, her ass felt smooth under the soap, her hole hard and

    unyielding, but I followed her instructions and gently worked a fingertip past
    her tight ring. She inhaled, and whispered into my ear "Let my body relax,
    then when you feel it loosen up, slowly push in deeper." Her voice was so
    erotic, and her directions so sensual, I felt my cock harden again and my
    breathing starting to quicken.

    As she said, I felt the hard ring soften a bit and then

    pushed my lubed finger past the second knuckle until it was as deep as I could
    get it. She made soft cooing sounds of pleasure, holding me closer, I felt her
    hard nipples against my chest. I moved my finger in and out slowly until I felt
    things get loose again, then added a second finger. She smiled and rotated her
    hips in time to my finger fucking her ass until I felt like a third finger
    would slip in easily, it did.

    She writhed and clutched me closely, gasping and breathing

    out slowly. I was enjoying being in control over her body like this, with only
    three fingers, when she said "I think I'm ready for your cock, now."
    I deftly slipped my condom on.

    She lay back on the beach and I got between her legs, she

    rotated her hips up further than with Tony, and I could feel her ass teasing
    the head of my cock. She reached down positioned it right at her sweet little
    hole, and said "Slowly, let me get used to your thickness." I loved
    hearing that I had "Thickness".

    I put pressure on her asshole and felt my cock head hit the

    resistance of her tightness, then slip into her as she gasped and tightened her
    grip on my arm. I held it for a few seconds until she told me to go ahead, then
    I pushed gently and felt my cock slip into the base, deep inside her.

    Sandy inhaled sharply and I froze, then I felt her hips

    start to move and she rode my cock in and out of her ass, after a few moments I
    started to fuck her ass back, using long, slow strokes. It was amazing, very
    different that the hot wet cunt I had earlier, but something so mind-blowing
    and taboo about it too, I think I was feeling an orgasm rising in my brain
    be

    32 min
  • Scout's Oath
    Scout's Oath
    “To help other people at all times..”

    Based on a post by Tx Tall Tales. Listen to the ►

    Podcast at My First Time.



     

    Jeannie was mortified.

    She wanted desperately to be a member of Rho Iota Epsilon;

    her mother would be devastated if she wasn't. She'd endured the normal hazing,
    the cold showers taken while racing against the other pledges to repeat the
    Greek alphabet, cleaning the toilets with her toothbrush, the yelling and name
    calling, being woken up at night, even the embarrassing skits.

    But this was too much.

    She knew she shouldn't delay, that it wasn't going to get much

    better. There were only three people on the sidewalk in front of the building.
    She braced herself to make a run for it, taking one last look from her shelter
    behind the shrubs. A group of half-a-dozen frat brothers poured out of the
    entrance across the way, and she huddled down, praying they wouldn't look her
    way. With every minute that passed, she knew it would only get worse, as more
    and more students started heading to their early morning classes. Jeannie
    kicked herself for hesitating.

    She shut her eyes tightly, fighting the tears. One lousy

    mistake. That's all it had taken, and now the pledge mistress had it out for
    her. She knew she should quit and just walk away, but she didn't want to give
    the bitch the pleasure. And her mother would never forgive her.

    "What the hell's going on?"

    She opened her eyes in shock to see a guy standing just a

    couple of feet away, looking her up and down. She blushed from head to toe, and
    he couldn't miss the fact, since the only thing she was wearing was her
    sandals. That, and a clipboard in one hand, a pencil tied to a string around
    her wrist in the other.

    Jeannie hunched over, trying to cover up. "I can't

    say."

    "Pledge?"

    She nodded weakly.

    He stepped closer and she trembled. Then he turned

    effectively blocking the view of her from quad. "You don't have to do
    this, you know? This is way out of line, and dangerous. They could get kicked
    off campus and shut down for pulling this kind of crap."

    "It's not that simple."

    "How long do you have to stay out here?" he asked.

    "I ... I have to walk the quad circuit."

    "Bullshit!" he snapped. "No fucking

    way."

    "Please, don't interfere. I have to." Jeannie was

    on the verge of crying again. She'd been watching for fifteen minutes, praying
    for a lull in the traffic, so she could sprint around the perimeter. It was
    only a couple of hundred yards. Then the horror would be almost over.

    The guy shook his head, and started removing his shirt.

    "I can't. I can't wear anything."

    He ignored her, laying the shirt over the bush beside him,

    then started taking off his shoes. She watched him in terror as he opened his
    pants.

    "No. No way," she hissed. "Don't."

    "Calm down," he said, folding his jeans in half

    and putting them beside his shirt. Then he removed his boxers and he was as
    naked as her.

    "What are you doing?"

    He smiled and extended his hand. "C'mon. Let's get this

    over with."

    She placed her hand in his, and felt the small squeeze. She

    resisted his pull, but he was relentless.

    "Stand tall. Proud. Don't let the bastards get to

    you," he said. He pulled and she stepped out of her shelter, and onto the
    sidewalk. She bowed her head, staring at the ground in front of her.

    "I'm Alex."

    She allowed the stranger to pull her along, and she kept

    pace, with short mincing steps. "Jeannie."

    "Dude! What the fuck? And who's the babe?" Jeannie

    glanced up to see two guys walking toward them.

    Please, God. Don't let them ask about the clipboard.

    Please.

    "This is Jeannie," her partner in nudity said.

    "We're celebrating National Nude Day."

    The guys stopped just a few feet away, and she looked up to

    see them grinning. "Nude Day? For real? That's righteous," the one on
    the left said.

    Alex put his hand around Jeannie's waist, and tugged her

    along. She was in shock, but followed docilely.

    "Yeah. You guys should get with it. Or are you afraid

    to let the world see what you got?" Alex said.

    "Hell yeah! I'm in." The second guy was taking off

    his shirt, when Jeannie passed them. "She's a keeper," one of them
    added.

    "Stand straight," Alex whispered. "Proud. You

    know your sisters are watching." He reached over and took the clipboard
    from her hand. "What's with—"

    "Stop!" she hissed. "Please don't ask.

    Please."

    He nodded, and moved his arm from around her waist up across

    her shoulders. "Dicks at one o'clock," he said, sotto voce.

    DKE. Jesus. That was the last thing she needed.

    Three guys walked toward them, laughing. "Best

    walk-of-shame ever," one of them said.

    Jeannie felt the tips of her ears burning. She felt his

    breath against the side of her face. "Ignore them," he whispered.

    As they got closer, they started to spread out, leering at

    her.

    "Figured the Dicks would be too lame to go along,"

    Alex said, a sneer in his voice. "Cowards."

    "Fuck you Hamilton," the middle one said. "We

    ain't 'fraid of shit. Not some pussy Sig."

    "Go along with what?" the one on the left said.

    "Nude Day. Flaunt it if you got it. I figured you had

    nothin' to show."

    "Bullshit," the one on the right said. "Nude

    Day ain't till July."

    Alex slid his arm around Jeannie's waist again, pulling her

    along, trying to stem her trembling. "That's National Nude Day, dickless.
    Today's International Nude Day. But I just bet you're looking for any
    excuse not to strip down and show your poor excuse for a pecker."

    "You're full of crap," middle guy said.

    Two of the Deltas had stopped to listen in on the

    conversation. Jeannie thought she would die. They were drawing a crowd.
    Everything she was afraid of.

    Alex didn't seem to care. "Of course I am. And you

    three are living proof why the Dicks are the most laughed at frat on campus.
    The one day you can let it all hang free, and you're hiding behind your Dockers
    and tighty-whiteys." He nodded toward the girls. "Bet they have more
    balls than you." He grinned at the new audience. "It's Nude Day. I
    hope I'm not offending you ladies."

    They giggled, and looked him over. "Not in the

    least," the shorter said.

    "Ignore the cowards, they've got nothing to show,"

    Alex said with a nod toward the three DKEs, and a wink at the girls.

    "Fuck off, Hamilton, I got just as much as you."

    "Sure you do," Alex laughed, as he tugged Jeannie

    along picking up the pace.

    "Is it really Nude Day?" the taller of the Deltas

    called after him.

    "All day long." He glanced backward, and Jeannie

    turned with him. The Delta's followed their gaze toward the naked asses of two
    guys who were almost to the greenway, laughing it up. They'd even picked up
    another nudie.

    Jeannie turned back around and struggled to keep up the

    quick pace that Alex was setting.

    "Are they doing it?" he whispered.

    She looked back and was shocked to see the guys starting to

    undress, and struggled to suppress her laughter. She couldn't believe that one
    of the girls was stripping down, while the other argued with her. "How do
    you do that?" she said, putting her arm around her partner's waist.

    "Do what?"

    "Walk around like it's no big deal, naked. Like you own

    the world. Make it sound like they're the idiots for being dressed."

    He shrugged. "I don't judge myself by how others see

    me, and I've got nothing to be ashamed of."

    They had already covered half the distance around the quad,

    when Lisa, her best friend and fellow pledge came running across the quad,
    naked.

    "Lisa!" Jeannie gasped.

    "It's ridiculous that you have to do this. They're

    fighting like crazy in the house. The bitch is getting an earful." Lisa
    looked up at Alex. "Hi, I'm Lisa."

    "Alex," he replied with a smile, sticking out his

    hand. She shook it briefly, grinning before falling in on the other side of her
    friend.

    Alex gave Jeannie a tug to get her moving again. "So I

    guess you're celebrating Nude Day with us?"

    Lisa walked beside the pair, taking Jeannie's hand in hers,

    grinning. Lisa had no issue with walking around naked. It was her favorite
    outfit. She'd do it all the time, if she could get away with it. "July
    14th."

    "July what?" Jeannie asked.

    "Nude Day is July 14th. Not October." Lisa

    grinned, "It's a big day back home."

    Alex laughed. "I guess you caught me. I figure it's

    close enough for our purposes."

    A few more students were exiting the fraternity and sorority

    houses. There wasn't much foot traffic at 7:30 in the morning. There weren't
    that many early classes. A group of Gammas jogged over as they reached the end
    of the buildings on the west side of the quad.

    "Hey Alex, looking good," the tall brunette in the

    front laughed.

    "Heather," Alex nodded, smiling. "Gonna join

    us for Nude Day?"

    The new girls fell in step as Alex kept walking, dragging

    Jeannie along at his side. "For real? Is that what this is about? No
    shit?" Heather asked.

    Alex waved her over, and she stepped in beside him, opposite

    Jeannie. "No, I'm not gonna lie to you," he said softly, his words
    for her alone. "We're caught up in a pledge thing."

    She nodded. "And the boy scout couldn't leave it

    alone."

    He just grinned. "Guilty. You know me too well."

    She tugged on his arm, getting him to stop. "How bad is

    it?"

    "Nothing, really. She just has to walk the quad in her

    birthday suit."

    Heather nodded. "Need company?"

    "I think we'll be fine. I appreciate it though."

    Heather turned and stood in front of him, stopping him from

    going any further. She looked over at Jeannie. "Rho house?"

    Jeannie nodded, slightly intimidated by the gorgeous

    brunette.

    "Sandra, I bet. She's been bragging about torturing her

    pledges. She's a total bitch."

    Lisa spoke up. "She has it in for her. I'd a quit.

    Probably have to after this."

    Heather looked over at the three girls with her.

    "Alright pledges, anyone who walks the quad naked with me is in. No more
    testing. Anyone up for it? No repercussions if you don't. It's a lot to
    ask."

    "You don't have to—" Alex started, before

    Heather cut him off.

    "You never have to; it doesn't stop you does it?"

    She grinned at him as she pulled her shirt off, and unsnapped her bra.

    It wasn't two more minutes until Alex and the bevy of

    beauties were continuing their walk, the latest girls wearing nothing but their
    backpacks, stuffed full of their books and the clothing they'd shed.

    Jeannie was still in shock at how things were turning out.

    She'd been terrified. Now she stood tall, walking in the crisp morning air,
    naked as the truth she had to face. She didn't want to be a Rho Iota Epsilon.
    Not after this.

    Heather looked around Alex as they made the turn as the end

    of the frat quad, just before academic row. "You're not a quitter, are
    you? You're not gonna give that bitch the satisfaction of breaking you."

    "Not in this lifetime," Jeannie said.

    "Good. If you change your mind about where you want to

    belong, look me up. We need girls like you. And Gammas stick together."
    She looked over at where three of her own pledges were walking naked. Heather
    looked over at Lisa. "You too. Love that you didn't make her do it alone.
    Big respect for that."

    Just before the Rho house, Heather stopped. "Get

    dressed," she announced to her pledges. Then she turned and gave Alex a
    big hug. "Still the best."

    He grinned squeezing her tightly and making her squeal when

    he lifted her off the ground. "Love you, sweetie."

    She held his head in her hands, and kissed him. "My

    once and always hero." Another brief peck and she took off her backpack
    and started getting dressed, as if she didn't have a care in the world.

    Jeannie watched, feeling a tug of jealousy she'd never

    expected. Then his arm was around her waist again, pulling her along.
    "Almost done. You gonna explain the clipboard, part?"

    "Oh shit," Lisa gasped. Then she laughed, and ran

    the last few feet to the sorority house.

    Jeannie sighed. She thought she'd get away with it. "If

    anyone asks me about the clipboard, I have to ask them three questions."

    "Are they that bad?" Alex asked.

    She took the clipboard from him, and readied her pencil.

    "What's your favorite type of music?"

    "Hard rock," he answered instantly, without a

    thought.

    She noted his answer on the paper. "If you could have

    dinner with any four people who are no longer alive, who would you
    choose?"

    Alex took a few seconds to think that one over, as more

    people started to wander through the quad, eyeing the odd naked couple doing a
    survey.

    "Jesus, Buddha, DaVinci, and my grandfather."

    Jeannie looked up at him in surprise. Not the answer she was

    expecting. She wished she could ask him more about that, but now wasn't the
    time. She wrote down his answers, and looked up at him. Her hand was trembling
    and she felt her eyes tearing up.

    "Do you want to have sex with me?"

    It was only the last question that mattered. That was the

    hazing.

    Alex took the clipboard from her shaking hand, put his hand

    behind her neck, and pulled her forward against his body. He tilted her head
    back, brought his lips to hers, hesitating before they touched. He gazed into
    her eyes, as he completed that last half-inch, his mouth covering hers, his
    tongue brushing her lip. She heard the clipboard clatter against the ground, as
    his other arm pulled her tightly against him.

    Jeannie sighed, kissing him back, feeling his hardness press

    against her. That hadn't been there earlier, while they were walking. Now it
    was a hefty presence, scaring her. She wasn't a quitter, but she didn't know if
    she could go through with it. Not that he wasn't interesting and handsome, but
    she didn't even know the guy.

    When he released her, she was shaking.

    "No." Then his lips brushed her again, and she

    felt his erection brush against her belly.

    She stared at him, her forehead furling in surprise.

    "No?"

    "No, Jeannie. I don't want to have sex with you if

    that's going to force you to do something you're not ready for."

    She absorbed the unexpected response. If he had said yes,

    she would have had to go through with it. That was the rule. Asking her to give
    the survey, while naked, to a random person was unfair. She knew the bitch had
    done it to make her quit. Even if she hadn't quit, the shame of giving up her
    virginity to a stranger would have been unbearable. Not following through was
    all the excuse the bitch needed to drop her.

    She looked into his eyes, seeing the concern. "You

    know."

    He nodded, a hint of a smile turning up the side of her

    cheek. "I don't know you, Jeannie. Not that I wouldn't love to get to know
    you. I'm not the kind of guy to take advantage of a girl in distress."

    "But ... how?"

    He laughed. "It's a legend around here. The sorority

    pledge with the clipboard. The guys have a similar thing, where the pledge has
    to ask questions. His pencil is on a string that goes into his pocket and it's
    tied to his balls. The sorority sisters all know about it, and they're supposed
    to take the pencil from him and tug on it. The DKEs still do it." He
    leaned over and kissed her softly. "Usually the question from the pledge
    is 'Do you want a handjob' or at worst 'Do you want a blowjob.' Any frat
    brother seeing that clipboard in your hand would have been all over you. None
    are going to pass up a good thing, especially not one that looks like you.
    That's why I had to take it from you." His eyes turned hard. "Your
    sorority sisters don't play nice. You could do better."

    "My mother was president. She'll die if I don't become

    a Rho."

    "I doubt that. I bet if you told her what they expected

    of you, you'd get a different response."

    "You don't understand. It's all she's ever talked

    about, how wonderful it was, what a great group they were. Her best friends are
    still her sorority sisters from back then."

    Alex shook his head. "Talk to her Jeannie. Don't do

    something you don't want to. Nothing's worth that." Then he smiled.
    "I think Nude Day is over. Maybe you should go in." He looked down at
    her naked body. "Damn, you're a pretty thing. Go, before I change my
    answer."

    Jeannie looked around as more people were wandering the

    quad, giving her and Alex odd looks, and laughing. Fuck 'em, she
    thought.

    She picked up her clipboard, and looked at the strange guy

    who'd come to her rescue. "Do you want to take me out?" she asked,
    smiling, her pencil poised over the paper.

    "In a heart-beat. Nothing I'd like better."

    She wrote on the paper, then tore off the bottom, and handed

    it to him. She stood on tiptoe and gave him a brief kiss. "Call me, boy
    scout."

    Then she turned and ran inside the house, leaving Alex

    holding her phone number.

    More Hazing

    Inside the sorority house, all the sisters and pledges were

    gathered. Most broke out in applause as she entered. Jeannie turned to Sandra,
    the pledge mistress, and thrust the clipboard at her.

    The startled Sandra took it in her hand and started reading

    it as Jeannie pulled on her panties. "So when are you going to fuck
    him?

    54 min
  • My Sheep Girl: Part 3
    My Sheep Girl: Part 3.
    Sorting things out with my parents.

    Based on a post  by SquattingEagle.

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    Now that morning had arrived, it was finally time to learn

    who this unknown blonde goddess really was.

    The early morning sun shone in through the many cracks and holes in the
    weathered planks that made up the roof and siding of the dusty old barn,
    bathing everything inside in a dim, yellowish light. The girl was still
    sleeping peacefully, with her head on my shoulder and her arm draped around my
    chest, her breathing regular and deep and slow. Because of how she was lying, I
    still couldn’t see much of her face, and what I could see was largely obscured
    by the curly wisps of blonde hair.

    It was still very early in the morning, and the world was still quiet and
    asleep. I lay awake in the hay for some time, listening to her breathe and
    enjoy the feeling of her warm, naked body against mine. As I studied the girl’s
    features, I realized she was not a lamb anymore. The thick woolen sweater lay
    discarded in the hay behind her, and of course she’d already given me her
    sheep’s tail after our first meeting. During the night, her headband with the
    lamb ears had come off, and even the black make-up had rubbed off her nose and
    upper lip. Like in the legend, my true love had transformed from a sheep back
    into a real girl.

    The horse blanket lay loosely draped over our bodies, hiding her from my sight.
    Though I didn’t want to wake her up, I couldn’t resist taking a little peek
    underneath the blanket. I carefully lifted our covering and got my first view
    of her gorgeous young body. I wasn’t disappointed. She had the physique of a
    swimmer, or maybe a distance-runner. Lean, toned and extremely well
    proportioned. She had a small but curvy bottom with a cute pair of dimples at
    the base of her spine and a slim waist that gave her a pleasing hour-glass
    figure. I could see only part of her breasts, but I liked what I saw. The
    apple-sized breasts were nothing short of perfection, as I had always known
    they would be. They were pale, with small reddish-pink nipples that pointed
    slightly upward and just begged to be kissed and nibbled on

    I vividly remembered how soft the smooth skin of her creamy globes had felt
    underneath my hands and the way her little nipples had stiffened between my
    lips. My cock also remembered, and was growing once again. My balls had
    replenished their supply of cum and my body was getting ready to have sex with
    the girl once more.

    But, as much as I wanted to crawl between those well-toned legs and renew a few
    of last night’s memories, I simply couldn’t do it; my love was sleeping too
    lovely. I consoled myself with the knowledge that I would have all day and
    maybe the rest of my life to kiss and admire her. I draped the blanket back
    over her shoulders and gave her a kiss on her head.

    With every minute that I lay there, the need to know who the girl in my arms
    was became stronger. I didn’t mind having to wait until she woke up to hear my
    love’s name, but I could not stand another moment without knowing what her face
    looked like. I carefully lifted her arm off my chest and wiped the curly
    strands from her face. The girl mumbled softly in her sleep and tilted her head
    a little back in reaction to my soft touch. As I lay eyes on the girl’s angelic
    face, my feeling of happiness turned into sheer terror. The nameless goddess I
    had met and made passionate love with in the dark, the girl I assumed to be my
    one true love, was none other than my own little sister Lizzy.

    I had committed incest with my little sister! And what was perhaps even worse,
    I had enjoyed it immensely.

    It was unreal. I didn’t even know my younger sister was going to take part in
    sheep-shaggin’ this year. Sure, Lizzy was old enough, but she never seemed to
    show any interest in boys. She always seemed to enjoy spending her evenings at
    home and reading her books better than going out and meet people. Every once in
    a while, her friends pressured her into going on a date with someone, but those
    dates never progressed into something more, and as far as I knew, she was still
    a virgin. Until tonight, that is.

    Silently I cursed my luck. Not merely because I had shagged a sheep that turned
    out to be my sister, but mostly because I knew I had hopelessly fallen in love
    with her. Even now, I longed to kiss her again, to show her my love and feel
    loved in return. I was being tormented by the conflicting feelings inside me.
    Never had I met someone that made me feel like I did when I first kissed Lizzy,
    and never had I enjoyed making love with someone half as much as with my little
    sister. Sex with her was not merely physical; we had connected in a way I had
    never known before. Making Lizzy happy and giving her pleasure was the best
    feeling I ever had, better even that the carnal sensation of making love with
    her.

    Yet, she was my little sister, and that made everything I wanted impossible.
    The things we had done when we were strangers in the dark were bad enough,
    willfully doing it with my sister would be; immoral.

    Lizzy was still sleeping peacefully, unaware of the unspeakable things we had
    done during the night. Looking at her, it wasn’t difficult to see why I had not
    recognized my sister in the darkness. She had left her thick-rimmed glasses at
    home, bleached her hair and used mom's curling iron to give her a perm like a
    sheep's coat. I had to admit, the result was absolutely stunning. Gone was the
    little bookworm and in her place was now a sexy blonde knockout, delicately
    beautiful, but with a killer body. Nevertheless, though Lizzy may have looked
    like a completely different girl, I had to accept that she still was, and
    always would be, my little sister. Nothing could ever change that.

    I managed to disentangle myself from my sister’s limbs without waking her and crawled
    out of the haystack. The only way to protect Lizzy from this humiliation and
    possible mental trauma was to get as far away from here as possible, before she
    woke up. Until now, the darkness and her farsightedness had kept my identity
    concealed from her, but I knew my anonymity wouldn’t last another minute once
    she woke up, even in the early morning light. I carefully gathered all my
    belongings, and made sure I hadn’t left anything that might implicate me. I had
    to go. Now. Really.

    Casting one long, last glance at Lizzy, I realized that I was about to leave
    behind the girl that was everything I could ever want in a woman. She was
    stunningly beautiful, with a body that was made to worship, but at the same
    time she was funny and smart and had the most caring personality; sweet, pure
    and innocent.

    Walking away from her was perhaps the hardest thing I ever had to do. I gave my
    love a farewell kiss on the lips and inhaled her scent for a last time. She
    mumbled softly in her sleep as I kissed her, but luckily, she didn't fully wake
    up. Knowing I had pushed my luck as far as possible, I picked up my gear and
    tiptoed out of the barn.

    I didn’t feel like going home, there was still too much going on in my head.
    For the next hour or so I roamed the coastline, climbing over the rocks and
    crossing the beaches as I tried to clear my head. It was to no avail. I was
    still troubled and confused when I snuck into the home.

    It was still early in the morning, and I could really use another couple of
    hours rest, but I was not ready to go back to bed. I took a can of beer from
    the fridge and sat down at the kitchen table. Last night had been both the best
    and worst night of my life. I had fallen in love with a girl, only to learn I
    could never be with her. There were literally thousands of girls on this
    island, and yet, the only one I wanted was my own little sister.

    Then, as I opened a second can, my thoughts drifted to Amanda. I had all but
    forgotten about my cheating slut of an ex-girlfriend. I opened my wallet and
    took out her photo, the photo that had always been with me for the last three
    years, and I tore it in half. Next I tore up the halves and then again and
    again, until her picture was reduced to hundreds of tiny pieces, nothing but a
    heap of confetti. Feeling a little better, I put my wallet back in my pocket.

    Besides my wallet, there was another object in my pocket. It was a woolly tail,
    the sheep’s tail Lizzy had worn under her skirt and given to me after our first
    meeting. I pulled the keepsake out of my pocked and let the soft fur run
    through my fingers while I recalled some of last night’s events. Thinking of
    her was mental torture, but I couldn’t stop myself. Every time I closed my eye,
    I saw Lizzy’s beautifully sculpted body and I remembered the touch and taste of
    her skin. Most of all, I remembered the way she had kissed me, hungrily and
    sincerely, and with a promise of more to come. There wasn't anything about her
    I didn't like, and there were so many things left to explore. If only...

    I walked back to the fridge and looked inside. There was a whole six-pack
    waiting for me. I decided it'd be better that, instead of taking a third can of
    beer, I'd go upstairs and take a cold shower. Getting drunk now would be stupid
    and dangerous.

    A little later I lay down on my bed and waited for sleep to come. The shower
    hadn’t done a thing to calm me down, and the alcohol hadn’t helped either.
    Finally, after a lot of tossing and turning, sleep came. Not much later I was
    roused again by the smell of bacon and coffee.


    “Good morning Jethro” mom greeted me as I stumbled into the kitchen. She pulled
    back a chair for me and put down a plate with toast, scrambled eggs and bacon
    in front of me. “Dig in”

    “Thanks” I groaned groggily.

    She sat down opposite of me and slowly sipped from her mug of tea. I knew there
    was something on her mind, but she was unsure how to bring it up. “So, err; You
    left a bit of a mess last night” she said after a while.

    “I'm sorry. I know you don't like me drinking, but I'm old enough and I’ll pay
    for it if you want.”

    “You don’t have to pay for anything. And that’s not what I meant anyway. I was
    talking about the photo.”

    I looked up. “Photo?”

    “That picture of Amanda, torn into tiny pieces. I guess last

    night didn't go too well?”

    “No. Not at all. I've had it with her.”

    “You're breaking up with her?”

    “Yes”

    “Oh, my; What happened?”

    “I don't want to talk about it” I said, knowing full well

    mom wouldn't back off until I had told her the whole story. She had the
    tenacity of an inquisitor.

    “I'm sorry Jethro. Are you gonna be okay?”

    “Yeah. I was thinking about breaking up with her anyway.”

    “Oh, why's that?”

    “I don't know; we've been drifting apart. She's changed.”

    “That's too bad; She wasn't there?”

    “Oh, she was there alright” I growled over my cup of coffee.

    “Did you have a fight?”

    “No, we didn't fight. Didn't even speak.”

    “Then what happened?”

    I shrugged and rolled my eyes.

    “Please tell me, what happened?”

    “Okay; well. So, I was out looking for Mandy, and one of the first places I
    looked was the pond in Jack’s grove. You know the place?”

    Mom nodded.

    “It’s always been one of our special places, and I really thought I would find
    her there. Well, sure enough, there was a lamb that looked like Amanda, and I
    kissed her. But when I asked, she bleated like she didn’t know me. So, I moved
    on and kept searching for hours.”

    “Hmm; and then what happened?”

    “Well, the thing is, that girl in Jacks grove, it was Amanda.”

    “She was? Why would she do that?”

    “I didn’t know that either, but I found out later. Before I

    went home, I went back to Jack’s grove, to see if I hadn’t missed her. The
    small pasture by the pond was packed with people. There were at least thirty
    guys, and Mandy was there, and so was Diane. They were both naked and having
    sex with all those guys, fucking two and three at a time, one after another” I
    blurted out.

    “Oh, I'm so sorry baby” she said, hugging me tightly.

    “Thanks mom.”

    Suddenly I felt like crying. I missed the good old days of being a kid and not
    have to worry about life. The days that mom’s hugs cured every pain, and I
    could still play innocently with my sister without dreaming of her sweet kisses
    and her perfect naked body.

    “I never liked that girl, Diane. I bet it’s all her doing” mom said as she sat
    down again.

    I shrugged my shoulders and stirred my eggs.

    “Remember, there are many girls that are much nicer than Amanda”

    “Yeah, I know.”

    “Hi there,” dad greeted me as he entered the kitchen. “Wow, you look like
    you've had a rough night”

    “He and Amanda broke up last night”

    “Breaking up at Sheep-shaggin’? Are you daft?”

    “Please, be a bit more sensitive, Dan”

    “Why? He doesn't seem to mind it much. Anyway, all I’m saying is, if he had
    dumped her just one day sooner, he'd be single for Sheep-shaggin’, which is the
    best night to be single. I bet he could have shagged over half a dozen lambs.
    You know, when I was his age-”

    A stern look from my mother shut him up quickly.

    “I'm sorry son. You'll eventually get over her” he said as he poured himself a
    cup of coffee.

    “I am over her.”

    “Well then. Onwards and upwards, I say.”


    He drank his cup of coffee and grabbed a sticky bun.

    It wasn’t a lie, I honestly was over Amanda. Now I had to get over Lizzy, which
    might prove to be a more difficult, if not impossible task. All I could think
    about was my poor, sweet little sister, waking up alone in Jim’s barn. During
    the night, our bodies had made a promise, and I had broken it.

    “Are you?” mom asked suddenly.

    “Am I what?”

    “Are you really over Mandy?”

    “Yes!”

    “Then what's eating you?”


    Damn it mom, you really don't want to know.

    “I err; never mind”

    “Just tell me what happened, son?”

    I sighed. I might as well tell her. She’d find out one way or another anyhow.

    “Well; last night I met this other girl and we; you know”

    “We know, don't we?” mom said, winking to dad.

    “Sheep-shaggin’” he replied.

    “Was this after you found out about Amanda?”

    “Ehm yes; and also; before”

    “Also? Like, twice?”


    I nodded, blushing.

    “So, you must have really liked her?”

    “Yes, I did, more than I’d like to admit, but;”

    “You did; Then what's the problem?”

    I took a deep breath and spilled my secret.

    “I err; well, this girl; it was Lizzy”

    “Lizzy? Like, our Lizzy?”

    I nodded. “But in my defense, I didn't know it was her at the time”

    “Jethro;” mom chuckled, slowly shaking her head.

    Dad was less considerate. He burst out in laughter, so hard his eyes were
    tearing up. “Oh boy, you really screwed the pooch this time” he snickered.
    “Though I must admit, son, you really have a fine taste in women. My
    compliments!”

    Mom slapped his arm, silencing his snickering.

    “I’m sorry, mom. I didn’t mean for it to happen”

    “It’s okay, Jethro. That’s sheep-shaggin’, I’m sure something like this happens
    a dozen times every year.”

    She was probably right, as always. Who knows how many guys shagged a niece or
    sister in the dark, and never got to find out like I did. Why did I have to go
    back, and fall for her like that?

    “Not like this, I mean, she; I…”

    Mom sighed and nodded. She read me like a book. I didn’t have to tell her how
    badly I was in love with my little sister.

    “Does Lizzy know it was you?”

    “I don't think so. It was dark when we were, you know; intimate. And I left at
    sunrise, while she was still sleeping.”

    “You ran off?”

    “Yes, I didn’t want her to know it was me.”

    “Why?”

    “Because. I was scared it would upset her”


    “No; You shouldn’t have done that”

    “No?”

    “You men…” she sighed, shaking her head. “Whatever you do Jethro, just; be
    careful you don’t break her heart” mom said. “She's a delicate, sweet girl and
    she’s had a crush on you for a really long time”

    I nearly choked in my coffee. “She’s what?”

    “You men are just too thick. I don't know why we keep putting up with you”

    “If you need a reminder, I'll take you upstairs and explain it to you” dad
    suggested.

    Our conversation was cut short when my youngest sister barged into the kitchen.


    “Good morning” Julie greeted us.

    Mom and I said hello, while dad was still gasping for air. Of course, my sister
    sensed there was something going on.

    “What did I miss? Something happened last night?”

    “Jethro sheepshagged Lizzy” dad said, unable to suppress a wide grin as he
    informed his youngest daughter of my nightly indiscretion.

    Julie looked at me, then at mom then at me again. At sixteen, she was too young
    to partake in the nocturnal activities of sheepshaggin, but of course she knew
    what it was all about.

    I nodded. “Mea Culpa”

    “Oh my God! Does she know?” Julie asked wide-eyed.


    “Not yet,” dad chuckled.

    “Shall I go tell her?”

    “Nobody's gonna tell Lizzy anything” I interjected.

    “You sure? I don't think she'd mind. In fact-” Julie started to say.

    ”Please, don’t you start as well” I sighed.

    “All I’m saying is;”

    “Julie, give your brother a break” mom cut her off.

    “But;”

    “It’s his choice what to do. If Jethro decides to be an idiot, then we'll just
    have to accept that”

    Once again, the argument was cut short. This time it was Lizzy who entered the
    kitchen.

    “Hi mom, dad, Julie, Jethro”

    God, she was truly beaming. I've never seen her this cheerful. Or beautiful.
    Also, the blond hair suited her really well, especially now that she had
    showered, and her hair was straight again.

    It was the first time the rest of the family got to see her new looks, and the
    resulting barrage of compliments masked the commotion my testimony had caused
    earlier. Blissfully unaware of the moral quandary she was part of, she sat
    down.

    “Well, don’t you look joyful this morning” mom said.

    “Found your true love, have you?” dad added, smirking like the cat that ate the
    canary.

    Lizzy nodded, a little embarrassed, but smiling. I noticed a few scratches on
    her left cheek, probably from when she slumped onto the ground after I fucked
    her senseless that first time by the rock wall. It reminded me to hide the cuts
    on my hand before she’d identify them as her own bitemarks.

    “Tell us, who is the lucky boy?” He asked saccharine. His smile stayed on his
    face, even as mom kicked his shin under the table.

    Oblivious, Lizzy sat down and continued her story.

    “I don't know his name, but he is out there somewhere, and I'm sure I will find
    him again”

    “I know you will” mom said. “Sometimes, all you need is a kiss. When I first
    kissed your father, I knew I’d never want to kiss another man but him.”

    “Yeah, I know what you mean” she said dreamy. “You know, I didn’t even want to
    go on sheep-shaggin’, but I’m glad Linda made me do it. At first there were a
    couple of guys, but I, you know, didn’t want to. Not like that. And then I met
    him and when we kissed; It felt so right, everything after that just sort of
    happened.”

    “That’s how it should be, sweetie. Just follow your heart”

    “I did; but mom, how did you know it was dad?”

    “Well, the next morning, I woke up in his bed; and I never went away”

    Her smile disappeared. “Oh;”

    “He left, didn't he?” mom asked.

    “Yes; does that mean he didn't like me?”

    “No, it just means that he's an idiot. But then again, all men are. I'm sure
    he'll realize he made a mistake soon enough”

    “I hope so. I've never felt this way about someone before”

    As Lizzy said this, mom looked at me. Without saying anything, she conveyed her
    message: You break her heart, and I'll break your legs.

    “Just let the spirit of Linus be your guide, and you might find him sooner than
    you think”

    “I will, mom” she said and kissed her on the cheek. “Love you”

    “Wait; do you actually want me to be with Lizzy?” I asked once my sister was
    out of hearing distance.

    “Sure, you'd make a cute couple”

    “But she's my sister” I said in absolute bewilderment.

    “Jethro,” mom sighed, “we live on an island. Almost everyone here is related in
    one way or another. I could name a hundred couples that are relatives. Close
    relatives too, and more than a few of them brother and sister, like you and
    Lizzy. Do you think any of that matters when you truly love someone? Heck, even
    our own family is so convoluted that your father and I are second cousins, and
    if you go back in history only two

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    The girl was shivering in my arms as the cool night breeze chilled the damp
    skin of her back. Although I wouldn’t mind fooling around a little more, I
    didn’t want her to catch a cold, or worse. I was feeling around for her sweater
    when my hand landed on something soft and furry. Picking it up, I recognized it
    as the woolly tail the girl had been wearing around her waist. At some point
    while we were having sex, the ribbon had come undone and the tail fell off.

    “You've lost your thingy” I said.

    “My thingy?”

    “Here” I said, giving her the furry tail.


    “My lucky tail; Here, you keep it,” she whispered, “and think of me.” She
    handed it back to me and gave me one more kiss. After the kiss, her lips stayed
    near mine, as if she was hesitating. “But; If you want; I'd; really like to
    spend the night with you”

    ‘Spend the night’ didn’t mean just more sex, it also implied waking up
    together. It was as close to asking me who I was as was allowed. It meant I
    wasn’t the only one who felt something special had happened here tonight.

    “Little lamb, I wouldn’t want anything else” I whispered, “But; I can’t. Not
    yet. There’s something I have to do first; I…” I didn’t know what to say, how
    could I tell this girl that I loved her, but that I first had to dump my
    girlfriend of three years, and not sound like a complete douchebag?

    I tucked the wooly tail in my pocket and got up. We didn’t say another thing
    while we dressed ourselves and reluctantly got ready to part. I hesitated to
    let her go while her identity was still a complete mystery to me.

    “I…” I started.

    “Shush” she said, laying her finger on my lips. “It’s okay, I understand; But,
    if you change your mind, I’ll be waiting for you in Old Jim's barn. And please,
    for God’s sake, be quiet” she whispered. Then she stepped back and disappeared
    into the darkness. She was gone, and I missed her already. Almost immediately
    she reemerged and gave me one last sincerely affectionate kiss. Then she
    disappeared for good, and I was alone.

    After I had gathered my belongings, I sat down on the rock wall and replayed
    her words, digesting them and making sure I remembered them correctly. Despite
    its obvious intention, it was a strange request. Old Jim, or uncle Jim as we
    called him at home, was a grumpy old bastard who was known to chase people off
    his property with a loaded shotgun. He was my mother’s uncle and I knew him
    well, so he probably wouldn’t shoot me, but the girl couldn’t know that. Why
    then would she ask me to go to such a perilous place? Was she testing me? Did I
    have to prove my valor by risking my life to be with her? Or had my rejection
    angered her and was she now playing a cruel trick on me?

    Then another idea came to mind. What if she had chosen Jim’s barn because she
    knew nobody would look there but me? It was the option I liked best, but I knew
    there was only one way to learn her true reasons, and that was to spend the
    night together and ask her in the morning. It was another reason on my already
    long list to go there, but before I could allow myself to take one step in the
    direction of Old Jim’s barn, I had to find Amanda.

    Suddenly, I was feeling terribly guilty. I had cheated on my long-time
    girlfriend. Even if Amanda turned out not to be my true love after all, I still
    betrayed her when I had sex with that gorgeous lamb. It was an act I
    disapproved of wholeheartedly, despised even, and I could not understand what
    had come over me to let myself go like that. What made my infidelity even worse
    was that I didn’t regret it, and longed to do it again. Making love with the
    little blonde, even as rushed and anonymous as it had been, was so much more
    intimate and passionate than it had ever been with Mandy. It had been
    everything I yearned for these last months, and much, much more.

    I decided that first, I had to find Amanda and figure out my feelings for her.
    Only if there really was nothing worth salvaging, and I had formally broken up
    with her, would I allow myself to think about that other girl again. The only
    problem was time. I had no idea who the little lamb was or where she lived, I
    only knew that she would be waiting for me at uncle Jim’s barn. It meant I had
    to hurry if I wanted to see her again. Who knows how long an angel would wait
    for someone like me? Half an hour? An hour? Two?

    One thing was clear; if I wasted too much time looking for Amanda, the identity
    of the blonde goddess would remain a mystery forever. With renewed
    determination to find my girlfriend, I fastened my duffel coat and hurried off
    into the darkness. Having already checked all the familiar places, I decided to
    revisit the ones I checked first, in case I had missed her before. My first
    stop should be somewhere nearby; a small forest known as Jack’s grove. Hidden
    in the heart of that dense group of trees was a little pond and next to it a
    patch of mossy grass. It was one of our dearest spots on the island. It was
    there, on that secluded pasture, that Mandy and I had made love for the first
    time. It was also where I had found Mandy on our first night of sheep-shaggin’,
    three years ago.

    When I first visited that place, there was a dressed-up girl hiding by the
    pool. A lamb I initially thought to be Mandy, had it not been for the stale
    taste of cigarettes on her lips and a coldness in her kiss. While I was still
    undecided, she quickly broke off the kiss and a resolute bleating sealed her
    rejection. That was three hours ago, but it felt like years had passed since.

    It took me a while to figure out where I was exactly, but then I was off.
    Running most of the way, I made it to Jack’s grove in under ten minutes. As I
    neared my destination, I heard the sound of male voices hollering in the dark.
    I decided to check out the source of the commotion and headed in the direction
    of the voices. Maybe I’d find one of my mates, or someone who might know
    Amanda’s whereabouts. A couple of yards ahead, I discovered the clamor of
    voices originated from inside Jack’s grove.

    As I made my way through the trees, the hollering fell silent for a brief
    moment. No longer drowned out by the loud male voices, I could now hear a
    series of hoarse moans. It was a girl who was doing the moaning, and she
    sounded suspiciously much like Mandy. I could not yet see what was going on
    inside the clearing, but the noises that echoed in the forest left little to
    the imagination. The loud, lustful moaning was cut off by muffled gagging and
    slurping noises, and accompanied by the rapid, repetitive sound of flesh
    slapping against flesh.

    At last, I reached the opening in the forest, and the source of the racket. As
    I looked through the trees, I saw the small patch of mossy grass was
    illuminated by the soft glow of a kerosene lamp. Carrying a lantern or
    flashlight was expressly forbidden by the unwritten rules of sheep-shaggin’,
    but I did not care about that, because it allowed me to see what was going on.
    There were at least thirty guys standing in a semicircle, drinking beer and
    scratching their balls as they gazed at the lewd display that was taking place
    next to the pond. Peering through the group of men, I saw a glimpse of not one,
    but two naked girls, one of them being Amanda. She was on all fours and had her
    head buried between another girl’s long, shapely legs, while some fat guy was
    fucking her hard from behind.

    I quietly crawled through the brush to the other side of the pond and hid there
    in the darkness. From this position I had an unobstructed view of the action
    across the water. There was no mistake, the girl was Mandy. The legs wrapped
    around her head belonged to her new friend Diane, also known as the biggest
    whore on the island. I did not know the guy that was fucking my girlfriend, nor
    did I know either of the two Neanderthals who were having their cocks sucked by
    Diane. Actually, I wouldn’t be surprised if the girls didn’t know them either.

    I had already suspected that Mandy’s friendship with Diane was partly
    responsible for the growing divide between my girlfriend and me. She knew I
    didn’t like her associating with people like Diane, and she assured me she had
    nothing to do with her, barely even knew her. Like all her lies, I had believed
    it at the time. It was only later, when Dave swore me that he himself had seen
    them going out together, getting drunk and having fun with guys in bars that I
    started to doubt her words.

    Now there was no doubt anymore. She claimed she hardly knew Diane, yet here I
    was, less than twenty feet from my whoring soon-to-be ex-girlfriend, watching
    her lick Diane’s hairless pussy like it was made of ice cream. I had no idea
    Mandy even had any lesbian or bisexual appetites, but it was obvious Amanda was
    well versed in the art of eating pussy. She was slurping lustfully on Diane’s
    clit and fingered her sloppy hole at the same time. Her friend was grabbing
    handfuls of hair and moaned loudly whenever her mouth wasn’t filled with one or
    more cocks.

    All this time, the nameless fat guy was pounding away at Mandy’s pussy. His
    bloated, hairy belly slammed against her ass with smacking sounds that reverberated
    in the forest. After another minute of this brutal fucking, the man bellowed
    that he was going to cum. He slammed into Mandy’s ass one last time and then
    clenched his butt as he flooded her canal with his sperm. Amanda didn’t even
    look up as the guy came inside her, she just kept lapping and sucking Diane’s
    pussy.

    When he was completely spent, the guy withdrew his wilting cock, pulled up his
    pants and staggered away. A flood of his slimy semen gushed from Mandy’s
    inflamed pussy and oozed down her legs. Judging from the amount of cum already
    dripping down her thighs, this man wasn’t the first to unload inside her
    tonight. Nor would he be the last.

    Right then, one of the guys who Diane was blowing grunted a few words and
    yanked his cock from her lips. He pumped his fist up and down his shaft a
    couple of times and then poured a dozen squirts of cum into her wide-open
    mouth. Then he too tucked his cock back in his pants and stumbled back to his
    mates in the pasture. Meanwhile, the other guy was also jacking off and within
    a couple of seconds he too ejaculated into Diane’s gaping mouth. After he had
    added his load to that of the first guy, Diane closed her mouth and got up.

    With her mouth full of cum, Diane pulled Mandy up on her knees. She grabbed
    Mandy’s head and, while the crowd was going insane, let the slimy cum drip from
    her lips. Amanda opened her mouth and let her friend feed her the double dose
    of cum straight from her mouth. The girls kissed and swapped back and forth the
    large mouthful of sperm until Mandy swallowed it all. She then proudly
    presented her empty mouth to the audience, and promptly called out to the crowd
    for more men to fuck her.

    A new guy walked up to the girls and dropped his pants. I knew the guy, a total
    asshole. The girls couldn’t care less about his personality, they only had eyes
    for the big, throbbing, pre-cum drooling erection he offered them. They both
    jumped at it, but it was Mandy who won. She gobbled up his cock and really went
    to town on it. Diane, formerly the biggest slut on the island, was forced to
    play second fiddle to her friend and pupil. All she could do was lick the guy’s
    balls and asshole, and hope Mandy wouldn’t have sucked him dry before she had
    her chance to blow his cock. To add injury to insult, while my cheating slut
    ex-girlfriend was slobbering on the asshole’s cock, a second guy grabbed her
    ass and rammed his cock in her sodden pussy.

    With Mandy being fucked from both ends and having no cock inside her herself,
    Diane was feeling left out and she also called for more guys, practically
    ordering the audience to come and fuck her. A small group of volunteers emerged
    from the crowd and not much later she was sucking cock, bouncing up and down in
    another guy’s lap while a third guy fucked her ass. With all her holes stuffed
    and her role as top slut somewhat restored, Diane was happy again. The audience
    was cheering wildly as the five men proceeded to fuck the girls in all their
    holes.

    I gazed at the depraved spectacle for maybe fifteen minutes while I was trying
    to digest this new information and decide what to do next. I figured I had only
    two options; either make my presence known and give Amanda a piece of my mind,
    or just leave and forget about her. As I watched her thirstily gulp down
    another load of cum and then hoarsely call out for more, I decided to take the
    second option. Making a scene would be humiliating, risky even, and utterly
    pointless.

    Besides, I really didn’t care that much anymore. I had seen how my cheating
    girlfriend was being passed around like a 5-dollar whore and cummed in by one
    guy after another. There was no doubt as to whether she was participating
    willingly. Whenever Mandy’s mouth wasn’t on a cock or pussy, she was asking for
    more guys to fuck her ass or pussy and ordering them to fill her holes with
    cum.

    I also understood now that the girl I had met here earlier had indeed been
    Amanda after all. She undoubtedly had known who I was when I kissed her, and
    she chose to reject me. Maybe it was at that moment that she decided she didn’t
    want me anymore, or, more likely, she and Diane already had their little
    gangbang prearranged, and she didn’t need me hanging around. Frankly, it didn’t
    matter, I had seen enough.

    The sounds of Mandy’s infidelity were fading quickly as I distanced myself from
    Jack’s grove. My feet carried me away aimlessly, and soon I was completely
    alone again, surrounded by silence and darkness. Once again, my path was cut
    off by one of the low rock walls and again I had to decide where to go. But
    this time, before I could pick a direction, I first had to determine my
    destination.

    I sat down on the hard, cold rocks and tried to make up my mind. There was a
    lot to think about and I had to clear my head a bit before I made any rash
    decisions. I had set out to find Amanda, and I had found her. Seeing her and
    discovering her true nature, didn’t make me feel angry. I didn’t even feel
    betrayed. I already didn’t want her anymore before I even entered Jack’s grove.
    If I felt anything, it was relief that our decaying relationship was truly and
    undeniably over.

    I pushed my hands in my pockets and let the furry tail slide between my
    fingers. The little keepsake was the only evidence I had that the encounter
    wasn’t a dream, that the girl was real and the time we enjoyed together really
    happened. The girl’s whispered request to meet her in Old Jim's barn was firmly
    etched in my mind. At the time I couldn’t take her up on her offer, but now
    that I had declared myself single again, I was morally allowed to see her, and
    even spend the rest of the night together. Maybe I should just go there to see
    if the girl was really waiting for me.

    I really, desperately wanted to be with her again. Not just for more awesome
    sex, but to hold her in my arms, smell her hair and kiss her lips. And of
    course, to spend the night together and get properly acquainted after sunrise.

    At the same time, there was another voice inside my head, warning me that it
    might not be the best idea to rush into another relationship just yet. While I
    couldn’t ignore the fact that there was wisdom to that voice, the idea that I
    might lose the only chance I had to find out who the lamb really was, scared
    me. It was almost an hour already since we parted. Bad idea or not, I just had
    to go back to her, back to Old Jim’s barn.

    But, where the hell was I?

    Not surprisingly, I was once more completely surrounded by darkness. I knew
    that behind me was a hayfield and on the other side of the rock wall border
    there appeared to be an empty meadow. I could see the stars in the sky above
    me, and far away in the distance a few buildings, but no recognizable
    landmarks. I climbed over the wall and continued my hike in the direction of
    the houses. Maybe I’d know where I was when I got there, or else there would be
    a road that would lead me back to civilization. I made my way through the
    knee-high grass until I arrived at a barbed wire fence. As walked along the
    fence, I had an almost religious experience.

    The building I was heading for was none other than Old Jim's barn. Fate, or
    maybe the spirit of Linus, had guided my feet directly back to my little lamb.
    There was only one thing I could do. I hopped over the fence and tiptoed
    towards the big old shed.

    Uncle Jim was probably asleep, and I happened to know that his aging watchdog
    was practically deaf. Still, the dog could see well, even in the dark, and his
    sense of smell wasn’t bad either. I knew that as long as I kept quiet enough
    not to wake either Jim or the dog, I should be reasonably safe. A few nervous
    seconds later, I had made it across the yard and reached the barn. My heart was
    pounding in my throat as I pushed open the big door.

    Inside the barn it was even darker than outside. I whispered into the darkness,
    announcing my arrival and closed the door behind me. Though there was no reply,
    I had the uneasy feeling that I was being watched. Then I heard a noise behind
    me, and as I turned around, the silhouette of a girl leaped into my arms. Even
    though I was quite startled to say the least, I caught her mid-air. She had
    covered my entire face with kisses before her mouth found mine and her tongue
    snaked between my lips. Her sweet kisses were like a drug to me, and the longer
    we kissed, the more I wanted to keep kissing her. The increasing need for
    oxygen made us break it off eventually.

    “Little lamb, could you really be my true love?” I whispered after I got my
    breath back.

    “Maybe;” she replied, and gave me another peck on the lips. “Yes”

    She took me by the hand and led me deeper into the barn. She must have spent
    some time exploring before I arrived, as she appeared to be quite familiar with
    the interior of the barn. It was utterly dark in here, as even the faint light
    of the stars was mostly blocked by the tattered roof, yet the girl effortlessly
    maneuvered us past empty stables and old farm equipment. I couldn’t help but
    feel a little pride swelling inside my chest as I imagined the girl roaming the
    barn while she was waiting for me, preparing herself for another encounter with
    her true love.

    My little lamb carefully guided us through the darkness to our destination,
    which turned out to be a haystack. She halted and turned around. I bumped into
    her and she caught me in her arms.

    “We’re here” she whispered.

    She undid my coat and let it fall on the ground. Then she took my hands and
    sank down into the soft hay. I moved with her and sat down next to her. We both
    knew we had the entire night ahead, and despite our mutual desires, there was
    no rush. I couldn’t be happier. Being with this girl was all I wanted, for as
    long as possible.

    All my thoughts, all my hopes and wishes revolved around the girl, yet I still
    didn't have a clue who she really was. All I knew was that she was about 7 or 8
    inches shorter than me, with a willowy physique and a head full of blond, curly
    hair. This only narrowed it down to a couple of hundred girls on the island. I
    still couldn't ask her name, but there was no rush. There was a time for
    talking and a time for making love, and this wasn't the time for talking.

    We made out in the hay for a long time. I couldn’t get enough of her kisses and
    her hot, supple body. While our tongues dueled, my hands sneaked underneath her
    thick wool sweater and ventured into the enticing territory hidden below. Her
    soft skin was radiating with heat, burning my fingers as I felt her up. Inch by
    inch I caressed my way up from her waist, dragging her sweater up as I went. As
    I reached her shoulders, I had her upper half almost naked. Finishing the job
    for me, she pulled it over her head and sent it flying. Like before, she wasn’t
    wearing anything underneath, and again I cursed the darkness that prevented me
    from ogling her treasures. Like a blind man, I reached for her chest and cupped
    my hands around her pert little breasts and studied them by touch.

    I squeezed and kneaded her supple female flesh. The delightfully full and firm
    breasts were barely a handful, but they were hers, and I didn’t want them any
    other way. I could feel her erect nipples as they poked into the palm of my
    hand as I caressed the soft skin. I let my fingers trace around the puckered
    nubs and over the tiny bumpy areolas surrounding them. Her nipples were small,
    but they were firm and perfect for sucking and nibbling. Though I didn’t know
    what she looked like, I was sure I could make a perfect sculpture of her face
    and body.

    My half-naked lamb was dry humping me as I explored and teased her with my
    fingers. She was already hot and willing, but I wa

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  • My Sheep Girl: Part 1
    My Sheep Girl: Part 1.
    I found true love while participating in one of my hometown’s little known,
    but deeply cherished local traditions.

    Based on a post  by SquattingEagle.

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    Island folklore.


    Hi, I'm Jethro, I’m nineteen years old and I live with my parents and two
    younger sisters on one of the small islands off the east coast of Ireland.
    Although, to be truthful, that’s where I used to live, as I'm currently
    spending most of my days on the mainland, attending university. But the island
    will always be home to me and once I’ve graduated, I’ll surely go back. There's
    just something special about life on a small, isolated island like ours that
    simply can’t be found anywhere else.

    Until the day I’ll return to the island for good, I can only try to visit home
    as often as I could, which is nowhere near as often as I wanted. You see,
    merely driving from the campus to the harbor would take at least four hours. If
    traffic was heavy, five or six hours was more likely. And that was just the
    first part of the journey. From there on, the only way to the island was by a
    three-hour boat trip. Weather permitting, this boat shuttled back and forth
    three times a day. Bad weather, however, was liable to keep the ferry moored at
    the harbor for days at a time, especially during the stormy autumn and winter
    months.

    While this remoteness was a bit of a pain to me now, the isolation was also
    what made our island unique, and is therefore essential to the story I am about
    to tell you.

    As you can imagine, our community is largely self-reliant and very much
    independent of the mainland. It’s been like that for centuries, and even modern
    technology had not been able to change that. According to the tourist board,
    our 'picturesque island' houses about 19,000 people, and over 50,000 sheep that
    roam the fields and forests. Apparently, we are ‘known for our own unique and
    age-old traditions', most of which are in some way connected to our ‘long
    lineage of brave fishermen’ and dedicated to ‘the men who sailed stormy seas to
    bring home nothing but the finest fresh fish’.

    While most of our local festivities do indeed involve the sea and its bounties
    in one way or another, one was quite unlike all the others. That particular day
    is known as Linus Day, and it is probably the most cherished of all our
    traditions. Linus Day is celebrated each year on the day of the first new moon
    in spring and got its name after a nobleman that featured in one of the local
    legends. It was because of this holiday that I had decided to skip my classes
    and visit home for a couple of days.

    The Legend of Linus.

    A long time ago, there lived on the island a man named Linus. As the story
    goes, he was a wealthy nobleman who had everything his heart could desire. Good
    looks, lots of money, a luxurious home and scores of friends. His good fortune
    seemed complete when he met a beautiful girl with a smile that brought sunlight
    to a rainy day. He quickly fell in love with her and within weeks of their
    first meeting, he asked her to be his wife. She gladly accepted his proposal
    and a huge wedding feast was announced. Everyone on the island was invited.

    Unknown to Linus, his fair young fiancée wasn't the only one who had fallen for
    his handsome looks and charming personality. There was another woman, one who
    was deeply scorned when she learned of his betrothal. On the evening before the
    wedding, this other woman paid the nobleman an unannounced visit. She warned
    him that his fiancée was not his true love, and that he should marry her
    instead. When Linus replied that she was mistaken and that there was nothing
    she could do to change his mind, the woman burst out in anger. In a fit of
    rage, she summoned the ancient spirits and put a curse on the bride-to-be.

    Before storming out the door, the enraged woman swore that if Linus did not
    call off the wedding, his bride would be turned into a sheep and be cursed to
    roam the island among the other animals for the remainder of her life. Only if
    Linus could prove his love for the girl was true, would he be able to lift the
    curse.

    Linus was a judicious man and in too good a mood to let the woman’s angry
    ravings ruin his day, and quickly forgot the entire incident. However, the next
    morning, on the day of the wedding, the young bride was reported missing. The
    townsfolk searched the whole island and left no stone unturned, but the girl
    was nowhere to be found. It was then that Linus recalled the woman's angry
    words, and fear struck his heart. He ran into the fields and scrutinized every
    herd on the island, desperately looking for his lost fiancée among the sheep.
    He searched all day, but the animals all looked and sounded the same.
    Devastated, he returned home.

    Before long, people started talking about the nobleman's increasingly eccentric
    behavior. He hired a dozen huntsmen and ordered them to shoot all the wolves
    and wild cats on the island. Once that was done, he had all his lands converted
    into pastures and bought many acres more, only to let them lay unoccupied,
    except for a few flocks of sheep. He subsequently declared that no-one on the
    island was to ever lay a finger on the animals and assured the people he would
    repay all damages caused by them.

    Even his friends and family believed he had lost his mind when Linus then sold
    his wealthy home and became a shepherd, living in a wooden shed. The years went
    by and the nobleman spent a fortune doing everything he could to protect the
    island’s ever-growing population of sheep. His resources were diminishing fast,
    but still he managed to feed and shelter the animals throughout one of the
    longest and harshest winters the people on the island had ever witnessed. At
    last springtime arrived, and on the night of the first new moon he lay in his
    shack, alone, cold and hungry. He had lost absolutely everything, every penny
    he owned, his mansion and his scores of friends. Everything but his looks and
    the thousands of animals he cared so deeply for.

    On that first moonless night in spring, though he himself was starving, he gave
    his last piece of bread to one of the sheep that took refuge with him in the
    shack. Then, as he watched the animal devour the dry morsel of bread, it suddenly
    shed its thick coat and from under the layer of wool emerged a beautiful young
    woman. It was none other than his long-lost fiancée, his one true love. By
    sacrificing absolutely everything he had, Linus had finally managed to lift the
    curse.

    Reunited at last, Linus and his fiancée were married the very next day. The
    news quickly spread throughout island and the townsfolk now arranged to host a
    feast for the impoverished nobleman and his beautiful bride. Together they
    built them a new house in the fields, where the couple lived happily ever
    after. Linus and his wife had six children, all beautiful girls with blonde,
    curly hair like that of a newborn lamb, a trait that was still prevalent on our
    island to this day.

    As the story goes, it was this legendary wedding feast that the people hosted
    for the nobleman and his wife that evolved into the local holiday now known as
    Linus Day, and it is still dedicated to that ancient couple's true love.

    Although you won't find it mentioned in any of the tourist board's leaflets,
    the legend of Linus was also linked to another, more obscure, but equally
    cherished tradition. This tradition was commonly referred to as Sheep-shaggin’.

    On the evening before Linus Day, all the young and unmarried women would dress
    up as sheep and hide in the woods or fields. Then, as soon as the sun had set,
    the men would go out as well. If they were in a relationship, it was their task
    to find their girlfriends and if they did, their love was supposedly destined
    to be true.

    The festival of sheep-shaggin’ was arguably even better for those who were not
    in a committed relationship. If you were a single guy, tradition allowed you to
    go into the forest and have sex with as many dressed-up girls as you could
    find. All night long, all single and willing females were considered fair game.
    And better still, the complete darkness of the new moon and absence of electric
    lights practically ensured complete anonymity, if that's what you desired. It
    was understood that even a total loser could get lucky on sheep-shaggin’.

    Me, I was not a total loser and furthermore, I was in a serious, albeit waning,
    relationship. This night, like every other sheep-shaggin’ for the last three
    years, my girlfriend Amanda was somewhere out there waiting for me, but tonight
    I had not been able to find her. I had been searching the dark woods and
    desolate fields for ages and looked for her in all the places that used to mean
    something to us, yet I was still wandering alone. I had run into several
    dressed-up girls in various locations, but none of the lambs proved to be my
    true love.

    In a way, it was indicative of our relationship; I just did not know what Mandy
    was thinking anymore. After we finished high school almost a year ago, I left
    the island to attend college while she chose to stay behind and find a job.
    Although we telephoned almost every day and I did my best to be with my
    girlfriend as much as possible, our relationship had been going downhill ever
    since. Especially over the last few months she had changed, becoming more and
    more detached from me. Whatever remained between us now was purely physical. I
    mean, the sex we had was still great, but at times it felt more like she was an
    escort than a girlfriend.

    A month ago, my friend Dave told me that he had heard that Mandy was making new
    friends and seeing other guys. A few days later I had confronted her, and we
    had a big fight, during which she vehemently denied the accusation. The
    subsequent make-up sex was spectacular, and maybe I was a bit too eager to
    believe her after that. But it didn't seem so far-fetched to me now. In fact,
    it would explain a lot.

    It was pitch dark. The only light around was from the few ships far away on the
    ocean and the millions of tiny stars above me. A gentle breeze rolled in from
    the sea, dragging thin, ghostly shards of fog into the valleys. I was
    shivering. Although the vast stretches of water surrounding the island provided
    us with moderate temperatures all year round, it was quite chilly tonight. It
    was unlikely anyone would be hiding here on these inhospitable beaches, least
    of all Mandy, who absolutely despised the cold. I left the dewy shores behind
    me and directed my search more inland. As I moved on to higher grounds, the
    climate improved greatly, but still I couldn’t seem to shake off the cold.

    It wasn’t the weather though, that caused my discomfort. The duffle coat I was
    wearing was thick enough to keep me warm, but no amount of wool could keep the
    chill from my heart. What I really needed to fend off the cold were a loving pair
    of arms around me, and a supple, warm body to cuddle and caress. Unfortunately,
    apart from those few twinkling lights far away on the ocean, there wasn’t a
    single sign of human life around.

    As I strode on, the dead silence of the night was broken by the sound of church
    bells tolling in the distance. It was twelve o’clock, which meant I had
    fruitlessly traversed the fields and forests for some two hours now. Who knows
    what would happen tonight. Spending this much time searching the island was
    proof of my love for Mandy, right? And maybe when I finally kissed her lips,
    she'd turn back into the girl I used to know and forever be my true love.

    On the other hand, if it didn't happen tonight, we might as well break up. Part
    of me was already willing to accept that I wasn’t going to find her and take it
    as a sign that Mandy was not my true love after all. Though the idea of going
    home surely was tempting, it wasn’t in my nature to quit this easily. I could
    not give up the search until I had examined every place that had some kind of
    special meaning or memory to us, no matter how insignificant. I pushed my hands
    deeper into my pockets and walked on, feeling more and more morose and
    pessimistic with every step I took.

    Another hour later, I was just about to throw in the towel. I had checked every
    site I could think of that had some memory attached to it, and for the last
    twenty minutes I had been wandering around aimlessly. I knew it was time give
    up, go home and seriously rethink our relationship. But which way was home?
    Looking around, I had to admit that I was lost. All I knew was that I was in
    the middle of a large hayfield, surrounded by a vast, empty darkness. With no
    recognizable landmarks anywhere in sight, the only thing I could do was to keep
    walking and hope to eventually stumble across some point of reference to point
    me home.

    As I cut across the field, my path was blocked by one of the old rock wall
    borders that haphazardly divided up the fields. With no particular direction to
    go, I walked along the border to wherever it was leading. A couple of hundred
    yards further on, I saw something moving in the darkness, something grey or
    white. By now, most of the girls would have been taken home by their lovers,
    whether old or new, and only a girl who was truly dedicated to her love would
    still be around. The figure seemed to be a little too big to be a stray sheep,
    it could be a dressed-up girl. Who knew, maybe this time I was lucky.

    As I closed in on the creature, the sound of my footsteps alerted it to my
    presence. The way it moved was like a girl, not like a sheep. With new hope, I
    walked toward the girl. A soft, hesitating bleat soon confirmed my suspicion as
    she greeted the stranger approaching her from the dark. I was still a couple of
    feet away, but I already knew this girl wasn’t Mandy. She had the right kind of
    curly blond hair, but her girlish figure was too small, too lithe and her voice
    too soft and kind. I bend over and kissed her anyway. Her lips were soft and
    warm. Her scent and the touch of her lips made me thirst for more. Sadly, our
    kiss ended all too soon.

    I held the girl in my arms, delaying the moment I had to let go of this little
    lamb and head back into the cold and lonely darkness. I really wished this lamb
    was the girl I was looking for. Though I had no idea who she was, I felt a
    strange connection with her. If I wasn’t supposed to be looking for someone
    else, I would have loved to stay. The girl must have thought the same thing,
    because as I was hesitating to let her go, the blonde pressed her lips once
    more against mine and gave me another kiss. A little shy she opened her mouth
    and licked my lips. Knowing I shouldn’t, I opened my mouth anyway.

    Had that first kiss merely been a traditional and rather impersonal greeting,
    this second kiss was something completely different. Tender. Intense. Playful.
    Inquisitive. Sensual.

    It is hard to describe how much I enjoyed kissing this girl. But, although our
    second kiss lasted a whole lot longer than the first, it too had to end
    sometime, whether I wanted it to or not. When our lips disconnected, my head
    was spinning and my search for Amanda suddenly seemed a lot less important than
    before. Before she released me from her embrace, the girl gave me one last peck
    on the lips. Then she got down on all fours again, and went back to her role as
    a sheep, like she was supposed to.

    “Little lamb, could you be my true love?” I asked the customary question.

    I was unsure of how she would react. I didn’t even know how I wanted her to
    react. Had she been my true love, she would now get on her feet and take off
    her costume, then whisper “yes” and kiss me once more. If she was waiting for
    someone else, then she'd look away and bleat again. Secretly, I was hoping for
    option number three. If this girl was single and willing, she would now present
    me her rear for some more anonymous, casual fun.

    The girl remained silent. Still on all fours, she hesitated for a few moments
    and then, finally, she moved. My heart rejoiced as she turned around; not only
    was the girl still single, she was single and willing. Even though I couldn’t
    accept what she had to offer, it was a relief to know that somewhere on this
    island there was a sweet girl that wanted me. She brushed impatiently against
    my leg, like a playful lamb. As if her intentions weren’t clear enough, she
    then grabbed my hand and placed it under her skirt, between her legs.

    I wavered. The smooth skin of her inner thigh was soft and warm, and it felt
    dangerously good. The only thing that kept me from ravishing this lovely little
    lamb on the spot was a deep-rooted moral obligation to my girlfriend. For a guy
    in a relationship, kissing other girls was permissible during sheep-shaggin’,
    but anything beyond that was still considered cheating. But what if I wasn’t in
    a relationship anymore? It would be a shame if I passed up this lovely lamb
    because of a misplaced sense of loyalty to a girlfriend who was nowhere to be
    found tonight. A girlfriend who I was just about finished with anyway, and who
    in all likelihood had been cheating on me for weeks, if not months.

    I was fighting a losing battle with myself. The frustrations of this long,
    lonesome night and the doubt that had grown over the last months got the better
    of me. I knew the right thing was to stay faithful to Mandy and leave before I
    did something I’d regret later, but no matter how hard my conscience was
    ordering me to stop, I simply couldn't. There was something about this sexy
    little lamb that held me captivated. It was like the spirit of Linus was
    whispering to me, telling me that this girl and I belonged together.

    While my conscience was still battling my carnal desire for this girl, my hand
    had begun moving on its own, drawn like a magnet towards that wonderful place
    high up between her legs. I was so close to her pussy now, I could feel the
    heat radiating from it. The lamb bleated impatiently and spread her legs even
    more, granting me full access to her fiery sex. As she was moving, I felt
    something tickle my wrist. I knew it was something other than her skirt, but
    didn’t have the time to find out what it was, because an instant later my
    fingers encountered a downy patch of hair and then a very, very aroused pussy.
    She gasped as my thumb slid between the slick and delicate female petals and
    traced her little treasure from the tiny bead of her clit to the tight hole
    beneath her puckered ass.

    She pushed back against my hand and gently rocked her hips as I played with her
    pussy. While my hand moved up, her ass moved down and the tip of my thumb
    lodged itself into her opening. While I was still hesitating, she immediately
    pushed back, and her vagina hungrily accepted the intruding digit. She was
    tight but wet, and I entered her smoothly. My thumb was enveloped by her moist
    heat. I pulled it out a little and then pushed back in, gently squeezing her
    juicy peach between my fingers.

    The girl groaned sexily as I explored and played with her pussy. Getting her
    this horny was in itself very gratifying, but I knew it was only a prelude to
    what the night held for us. By now, there was only one thing on my mind, and
    that was bringing this nightly encounter to a mutually satisfying end. I was
    determined to give us a good start by making her cum first. Guided by her
    reactions, I quickly learned what excited her most. When I slowly pushed my
    thumb in and out of her pussy and rapidly rubbed her swollen clit with my
    finger at the same time, I knew I had struck gold. Her moaning quickened and
    then she bucked her hips as her orgasm took control of her body.

    The way her tight pussy had been squeezing my thumb when she came was unreal. I
    could only imagine how incredible it would feel to have those muscles work on
    my cock. I could take her right now if I wanted, while she was still in the
    throes of her climax. All I had to do was drop my pants, aim for penetration,
    and we’d be fucking. As much as I looked forward to doing exactly that,
    something was holding me back. It wasn’t my girlfriend. It was the notion that
    this girl was special, someone who deserved much more than a rushed, anonymous
    shag in the dark. While I couldn’t do much about the anonymous part, there was
    nothing that could stop me from taking my time with this girl.

    Knowing I was going to have sex with the lamb in due course, I first sought to
    taste her kiss again. I kneeled down next to her and pulled her into my arms.
    She was still panting when our lips met, but as my tongue slipped between her
    lips, it was eagerly greeted by her own. She truly was a great kisser. She
    displayed a tenderness and enthusiasm that I just couldn’t get enough of, and
    despite us being complete strangers, her kisses had the distinct taste of
    something I had been missing for a long time; genuine desire and sincere
    affection.

    After another lengthy and passionate kiss, I was starved for air and feeling
    drunk on the little lamb’s lips. I opened my eyes, half expecting to be greete
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