If you have a very strong imaginative mind, you'd realise that every time you were told ; There's light at the end of the tunnel, you didn't quite see yourself in the company of a loved one. Strolling in that tunnel, whistling and you know. Swinging hands.

Gone was the gentle soul who kept calm to resolve issues or just overlook.

In her place was a young lady raging, and going by all means to express it.

Her anger was shattering the silence,

being very confrontational, hitting walls, shouting in jealous rage...

Trust isn't the absence of information that has the potential to hurt.

Trust is deciding not to look in...at least that's what I thought.

I feel like I have a split personality , I enjoy my true self who loves the tranquility of her space and lives in quiet areas, where the sound of the clock and droplets of water disturb my peace.

I feel like I have a split personality , I enjoy my true self who loves the tranquility of her space and lives in quiet areas, where the sound of the clock and droplets of water disturb my peace.

It was the longest night ever, that began the birth of other long and terrible nights in which I had hoped that my eyes will at least close in sleep, but no, it didn't happen.

I've been wondering lately on how to conquer certain challenges and I'm perplexed. Its overwhelming to say the least but, I've wondered what God wants me to do in the situation, like okay, yes the Grace has been made available, yea,.so now that its pressing us like this, are we to sit and watch with crossed hands waiting on the 11th hour?

Its a 7-.10min walk to my office, 10minutes is when I'm taking a leisurely stroll, which I barely do..

I'm told I walk too fast for a lady...

Lol, it is what it is, I'm in a hurry to go do my work diligently,the.bible hold a promise for me based on that. Im in a hurry to fulfil scriptures. We aren't playing here lol! I nor dey Port Harcourt to shoot kite or fill zobo cup.

It is said that there's strength in silence, I can't tell if that's the actual way it is put out. But, I just know that keeping calm when you know the root cause of your challenge or the person who taunts you or causes you pain from afar its actually not a beautiful walk in the park, enjoying the evening breeze kind of thing...

Truth is, I have a nack for sensing things, but I tried to caution myself like, hey, don't get paranoid or something, yea people did stuff doesn't mean there's now something sinister about everything. Oh ,so I tried to calm my nerves.