I’ve lived abroad for most of my adult life.
Japan. The US. And now nearly ten years in Spain.
Brexit didn’t force me to leave the UK.
It gave me the excuse and the momentum I needed.
I packed up my life and my five-year-old daughter and started again in a country where no one knew me, the language, or my story.
From the outside, it looks like the dream.
Barcelona is one of the most visited cities in the world.
People tell me all the time how lucky I am to live here.
And I am.
But lately, I’ve felt a pull back to the UK at the exact same time so many people are trying to leave it.
This episode isn’t about Spain versus the UK.
It’s about seasons. Identity. Anonymity.
And what happens when a life that looks right on paper starts to feel unfinished.
If you’ve ever questioned a choice that once felt certain, this one’s for you.