Mom, could you see me as your daughter who really loves you. I did everything you want to make you happy, to make you proud of me. My life became so tough to fulfill your ambitions that you put on my shoulder. I never had friends, I became so ambitious to be your beloved daughter. I study very hard, I work very hard. I ignored people around me, I never had lover, I was alone, I was suffering, only to make you see me. Mom I really love you, no matter what people say, you are my sunshine. But still, in the end you throw me away without seeing me even once. I'm the abandoned. Now I'm alone, hopeless, without somebody.