#S5.01 - O Holy Light 

O holy light  please shine upon me

would u let my stress go away n help me sleep

in this world I loved I think I dived too deep

in my heart there are pieces remains

and when the sun came out I felt empty 

no cause to continue it felt like defeat

and my soul was aching, cuz of some people I wish I never should've met or lost

now my existence has altered its course

and now the wind drifts me away

o let me fly far far away

not to a place where I should've stayed

but the place where I belong today

and with each stroke of my luck

I look back and made my life work

cuz it's not easy to endure a human life

u gotta carry on even if u feel not right

same days and the same nights we have to see

so o holy light please shine upon me

would you let my stress go away n help me sleep.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

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#S4.10 Humans Never Get Satisfied

We are humans we never get satisfied

we always strive to achieve more

we dont settle for what we have anymore

we always ask what's next from here

some of us stumble beacasye life's unfair

we are full of greed, hope it won't eat us alive

but if we survive through such situation yet again we thrive

the world look smaller as we get bigger

too many mysteries mankind have figured

are we gettin wiser or its just a growing phase

we are just humans trapped in this reality how can we escape?

greens are turning brown

ain't no jungles we surronded by buildings around

we searched for stones but didnt settled until we found jewels

who would've known that whatever stones that shines its value always will be bigger

we reached to the stars, galaxies and universe

tryna capture the whole universe but its a thing we can never rehearse 

planets, stars and moon

all would be captured soon

we ain't immortal so we gonna die

because we are just humans yet we never get satisfied.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.9 Where is the love ?

So tell me where is the love? where's the affection?

why innocent people suffers in the battle of the nations?

hatred inside no compassion

humanity connection declining something is wrong need correction

because they'll be dropping bombs

see what human has become

can't see another nation our heart turned so numb

so can you see where it's leading 

children are crying and they bleeding

away from home tell me how you'll be feeling ? like condition in Syria and what happened in France 

it's happening around the world if you can notice and glance

even in your own country my people also suffered

disgraced human races like terrorists when it gonna be over? 

looking at the coverage in the news and papers

I pray for the sufferers to the world's creator

what we gonna teach to the upcoming generation?

what about the value of love and compassion?

Being a human we gotta serve for humanity

if that's the case then I guess we're losing our clarity

I guess now enough is enough because stuffs like this makes me questioning where is the love ?

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.8 Generation Drop

Old school soul tryna focus on living

the generation drops gotta start believing

nobody listening aint nobody paying attention

they controlling ur mind n ur still paying the ransom

whats up son? whats wrong with u

you're aimless that's what i can see whenever I meet u

thats okay i was like that too

but what the class teach u 

ur getting older these lil kids tryna reach u

they copy ur style its like they believe u

but u have broken wings I can only show u the way but cant lead u

its ur struggle to choose the right from the wrong 

the same pressure a person feels that Eminem expressed in lose yourself song

tryna see the bigger picture dont hang around with fools

who got money to spend on things they don't need just to show they're cool

but what abt the days when ur broke or cant take a stand

guess its the tym to see who really is your friend

I see all these faces of young boys with attitude

going nowhere fast gonna crash so they gotta cherish the gratitude

growing up in a wrong way having confidence for what?

blinded with fantasies gonna regret alot

crazy how time have changed now they dont have a boundary 

gotta search your essence so ur parents and u urself can say "m proud of me"

instead i see them go sloppy n flop

act like man, enough of the dumb shit just stop

cuz m really sick of watching this generation drop.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S6.7 Drug Addiction

Too many stress, I guess I needed a fix

cuz back when I started, I was clean but then it got harder to quit

now my friends are getting high

they probably might die

no one ever wondered why, why too many of us stay high?

the trauma the cause my friends stay numb

spitting blood from mouth looking in the mirror see what they have become

I probably might have been gone when I was 20

addiction becoming the cause as the world turned filthy

it all started in the hoods now the whole nation suffers

youths in punjab suffocating shaking wonder when it's gonna be over?

it kills me inside how do I end this? 

I'm getting restless lookin back, this is not why I began this,

I just wanted to be in peace the stress I wanted to release

but it became an addiction I guess I'm stuck with it

now I wonder if they feel me it no longer heals me

if I had a gun I probably would've killed me

it's circulating in society and this hurts and pains

drug dealers being healers providing drugs bt it's vain

I can't go out I can't face the public

I'm tired I'm exhausted my mind and heart always conflicts

how can I stop this pain I guess I need a morphine

doctor help me, no weed no heroine ain't costlier than a medicine it's a feign,

so before I blackout, i don't think I'll be a college pass out

this thing ruining me i even arguing with my girl so she feels left out

now my mind going crazy alone it's hard

and I wonder if I ever be a normal person with a big heart

They try to send me to a rehabilitation 

I suffer I suffocate will I'll be fine? show me an indication

so before I go O.D. and D.O.A.

I pray to the god I hope I'll stay 

my demons talking to me I'm stucked in this mess and I'm depressed

activist protesting against drugs they even show it in the press

but farmers still plant them drug dealers still sell

kill you for some money it's a story nobody tells

too many souls suffered it's hard to contemplate 

save a soul from drugs before its too late.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.6 World through my eyes

Come see the world through my eyes tell me what u witnessed?

do you feel the same, it's regardless of your wishlist

can you see the sufferings can you see the brokes?

can you see the death in life and can u see there's no hope?

can you see the beggars begging for your emotions?

all they want is your heart because money can't satisfy their commotion

can you see the brokens can you see their pain?

it's like they tryna hide it but then wanna tell you why they're insane

can you see those invisible tears?

underneath those eyes lies their deepest fears

can you see the souls in need?

we bounded by more always full of greed

can you see the people that never make it home?

did you ever noticed the people who u used to see but now they're gone

can you see the blurry eyes of those who lost their love ones in early age no clarity

can you see the scared children victim of inequality

I see things I can't deny

what can I do so I pray looking at the sky

I guess it's so little to help cuz imma less cruel

don't get me wrong I just have a big heart, not a fool

although it's hard to witness such things when you have a big heart

come see the world through my eyes you'll see the things that are falling apart.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

#S4.5 Scandalous World

I see blurry faces

in these unholy places

no humanity it's disgraced human races

contradictory of the picture they taught us

this world is full of constant threats how can we focus?

is it a waste of educational functions?

when we meet the world's real introduction

things like the first bribe they told us to give and take

to make the system work which sounds like a fake

and the officials ain't doing their jobs

have you ever wonder why there are criminals who robs?

why there's so many greedy when they taught us about the value of time

betraying for money like they got toxic in their mind

it's all crazy I know the young people will understand this

growing up in a world where everything's scandalous

we are losing our charm no humanity to help

god not always save you sometimes you gotta do it yourself

sometimes I wonder why there are fake friends

like you haven't done anything wrong to someone why the bond has to end?

does jealousy becomes a thing?

expectedly or unexpectedly the hate it'll bring

somethings will always happen that we cant control

individual minds of people got their story to be told

sometimes its crazy I know the young people will understand this

growing up in the world where everything's scandalous.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

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#S4.4 Be the real man through giving

What if Mandela would've never stood for blacks?

what if Dalai Lama would've never spoke for peace?

what if Guevara would've never sparked the fire of revolution in the youth on the streets?

what if Gandhi would've never chosen ahimsa and done the hunger strikes?

what if million of peope and Martin Luther King Jr would've never sacrificed their life for the civil rights ?

as I recall the events they all tried to "give"

did they done all that for money? na! it was all for their beliefs

so only a man can be a man 

understand this my friend

they can only be a man through giving

so when the time will come, through death or by gun the world will remember you when you will be leaving,

taking our chances

we all came from similar masses

attended the similar classes 

now we can see the time passes

are we growing wiser? or committing the same mistakes

tryna stay real in a world full of snakes and fakes

I've seen the dumbest met the wiser

some helpless souls and some fearless fighters

never give up what you believe in

tryna understand what it feels like living,

because you don't need a reason

to know that you are stronger than these tough season

so only a man can be a man 

understand this my friend

they can only be a man through giving

so when the time will come, through death or by gun the world will remember you when you will be leaving.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and edited by Sumon Gohain

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#S4.2 Suzy- The Palestinian story

Suzy Eshkuntana is a 6 years old Palestinian airstrike survivor in Gaza, the airstrike took her mother and her 4 siblings luckily her father survived and they both reunited in the hospital, this poem is a just a story of many children like Suzy who are facing the terror and chaos of the world, can u see the bigger picture?

LYRICS - 

She raised from ashes never going down

its been too long now this strength she finally found

destruction everywhere they tore the buildings down

children are crying but nobody hears their sound

through bombs and rockets they cursed the holy land

all is left are debris and there's no helping hand 

killing innocents in airstrikes

people are dying who's gonna pay the price?

she was with her family in her home

They bombed her house now her family is gone

it took her mother and her four siblings

bombs were exploding she still remembers her ears being ringing

trapped in debris for seven hours she was alone

crying for help calling for her family who were gone

rescuers finally came  took her out of debris

what a crazy world where survival isn't free

They took her to hospital to treat her wounds 

But nobody talks about the trauma these kids face, what about those inner wounds?

She got better and then she found out

her father survived, they reunited in hospital and cried their heart out

Suzy Eshkuntana is her name

Just like Suzy there are other children with different names

many killed in the battle of politics

from Israel, Palestine to Gaza strip

When will the violence stop?

until these so called in power becomes dead corps?

and when these survivor kids grow up they'll remember those who are deceased

its pity that so many people have to die to know the value of peace.

Written and voiced by Saurav Kanojia

Published and Edited by Sumon Gohain

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