Prod (Raspo) Lyrics: Reality punched me in the face,
Time swings by like a mace,
Broke every bone in my body,
Feeling numb to a disgrace,
Every where I go,
I look around,
nobody knows,
How fast their life can get buried away,
Like cold snow,
Cold world,
Got me in a awe,
Got me in a whoa,
I wish I can take my flow,
And float down river,
to a waterfall,
Alcohol destroying my liver,
Do I cry Or do I ball,
Is it just me or arnt we all,
Waiting for a miracle,
For a spiritual,
Man to take us by our hand,
tell us we will be okay,
Well I’m not too spiritual,
I’m just a little lyrical,
I’m just a typical guy,
Everyone thinks I’m a lie,
They think I just lie,
Well that’s fine,
Every line,
Has a reason,
Every rhyme,
Is a sign,
That I don’t wanna die,
I wanna stay,
But I can’t pray,
To live every day,
I’ll get sick and cold,
Sick and tired,
Of the same old feeling,
Of the same old ceiling,
every person leaving,
But I gets that’s the rules,
I guess where are humans and fools,
are we just tools for this planet that we live on,
We are just made to build and live on,
But most of us are still wondering if suicide is even wrong,
I’ll but my foot down and my head up,
For the ones that we lose or gave up,
I’m here for those that staying strong,
But sadly it won’t be for long,
I wake up,
And look around,
See me in the mirror,
See a frown,
Tears come out like ant mound,
But hold on,
I keep thinking,
Is it selfish,
That I wish,
That this,
Is what I want,
I just wish this,
Wasn’t the way things had to be,
And the things that can happen to,
you and me,
Is it better to stay quiet or say,
Help me please,
Regardless,
At the end of the day,
I’m still on my knees,
Thinking about the all ways,
I can leave,
But all I can think about is everyone’s feelings,
What if im putting more on everyone’s dealings,
Would I be on the news,
Or on a grave,
Will anybody talk about how I tried like slave,
Will the world go quiet,
When they heard I went away,
Well,
I guess I live another day,
But this is how I feel today,
I feel like I’m half dead,
Half alive,
I see everything like it’s black and white,
But everything gets darker at night,
No matter how hard I try,
This world juggles my feelings,
Keep grabbing and letting go,
Got me lookin like a clown,
I keep losing those,
My friends and my bro’s,
I wish they could stay attached like some cloths,
I feel like every answer is on the tip of my nose,
But I can’t feel shit from my head to my toes
I was worrying about hoes,
But now I’m worrying about my friends,
I worry bout losing my girl,
My happiness develops slow and rare,
Like a pearl,
Look at this world,
I wish it wasn’t tragic,
when I look at a picture of them,
My feelings are automatic,
I’m just practical,
I tried to be physical,
Now I’m musical
