In this deep psychological talk, we explore the spiritual and mythic roots of narcissism and narcissistic abuse — tracing how ancient worship, sacrifice, and cult psychology still shape modern relationships.

Discover why narcissists often embody both the messiah and the martyr, how our human drive to worship creates cycles of dependency and idealization, and why the loss of religion may have intensified modern narcissism.

From ancient mystery cults to modern self-worship, this talk dives into our collective shadow, asking: are we still driven by the same primal forces that once led us to worship gods, idols, and icons?

If you’re ready to understand narcissistic abuse beyond the psychological surface — this is your guide to the deeper, mythic architecture of human behavior.

🔹 Learn about vulnerable narcissism as an inverted form of grandiosity
 🔹 Explore the ancient origins of idolization and emotional worship
 🔹 Understand the “cult of one” and how it mirrors ancient religions
 🔹 Discover how our evolutionary need to worship fuels toxic dynamics

Narcissists aren’t just drawn to codependents — they’re driven by envy. In this talk, we uncover the hidden truth behind why narcissists are irresistibly drawn to empathic, warm, emotionally intelligent people — not for love, but for control.

Discover the psychological mechanics of shared fantasy, idealization, and role reversal — where you’re subtly molded into the “mother” or “father” figure they long to dominate, blame, or punish.

Learn how to identify these patterns early, understand the narcissist’s envy and projection, and begin healing from the confusion and emotional fallout of narcissistic abuse.

If you’ve ever felt trapped in a cycle of manipulation or guilt after a toxic relationship, this episode will give you the clarity you’ve been missing.

Today’s episode dives into a shocking real-life psychotherapy story that left me questioning everything I knew about therapy and recovery.

When I told a licensed psychotherapist that I was recovering from narcissistic abuse, she said:

“Narcissistic abuse doesn’t exist.”

That sentence hit like a punch to the gut — and it exposed something deeper about the therapy world, mental health education, and how survivors are often dismissed or misunderstood.

In this episode, I unpack:

- My personal psychotherapy horror story

- Why some therapists still deny narcissistic abuse

- How to tell if your therapist actually understands trauma

- What real healing looks like after narcissistic abuse

- Why, despite it all, I still believe in therapy

If you’ve struggled with trauma, therapy confusion, or emotional invalidation, this one’s for you.

You’re not insane — you’re being emotionally manipulated.
In this episode, we break down the three undeniable signs of an unfair relationship dynamic often seen when dealing with narcissistic or controlling partner. Forget psychological jargon — this is raw, grounded truth.

Learn how to recognize two sets of rules, emotional manipulation, and deception — the real red flags behind toxic behavior.
It’s time to protect your peace, reclaim your sanity, and step out of chaos.

🔹 For those who feel trapped or confused in emotionally abusive dynamics
🔹 Understand what’s really happening behind the mask
🔹 Learn how to decentralize toxic relationships and find clarity

Everyone inside the narcissism recovery space has heard the same advice — “watch out for red flags.” But what if that entire idea is misleading you?
In this deep dive we break down why focusing on red flags is a shallow, fear-based way to navigate relationships — and how your own unprocessed trauma distorts what you see.
How to rebuild emotional safety, define personal standards, and finally stop repeating the same painful cycles with narcissistic person.

If you’re tired of chasing excitement over safety, this is your wake-up call.

This powerful story explores the haunting tale of Ekaterina — a brilliant young woman raised to be perfect, polite, and agreeable. When she meets Vassily, a charming yet dangerous man, she becomes trapped in a cycle of guilt, shame, and emotional manipulation.

But her real liberation doesn’t come from saying “no” to her abuser — it comes from saying “no” to the internalized voice of control, the rusty old robot that keeps her enslaved to guilt and perfectionism.

This epsiode dives deep into:

- Why narcissists thrive on guilt and shame

- How childhood conditioning trains us to accept abuse

- The secret psychological key to breaking free from toxic relationships

- The concept of the “command center” or superego, and how to shut it down

If you’ve ever felt trapped in an emotionally abusive dynamic or constantly blamed yourself for others’ pain — this story will change how you see everything.

Are you waking up to the truth — that your “loving” partner, friend, or parent was never who they seemed? This episode reveals the dark psychology of narcissistic abuse, how it mirrors The Matrix, and what it truly means to take the red pill of self-awareness.

You’ll learn how narcissists hijack your morality, hack your perception of reality, and feed on your life force. Most importantly, it gives you three practical exercises to reclaim your power, rebuild your sense of self, and finally escape the emotional prison you’ve been trapped in.

🔴 This isn’t just about relationships — it’s about waking up from the entire illusion.

👉 Listen until the end for actionable exercises that help you start deprogramming from narcissistic control today.

A deep dive into one of the most insidious forms of emotional manipulation in abusive relationships: the covert contract. It’s the hidden agreement you never signed — but you’re still bound by it.

You’ll learn:

• How a predator spots your vulnerability (moving country, grief, childhood trauma) and uses dark empathy to hook you.
• What the bait-and-switch really looks like: the false promise, the shimmering future, the gradual “don’t be” message.
• Why the most difficult part of recovery from narcissistic abuse is unraveling that unspoken contract and reclaiming your identity.
• Practical steps you can start today to break free: recognising the simulation, re-establishing your boundaries, rediscovering you.

If you’ve ever felt like you lost yourself in a relationship, or like something invisible was keeping you trapped, this is for you.