Episode 33 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! Still lost and trying to figure out what I want to do to with my life, I have to pay the bills. Cleaning gigs are drying up, hustle mode is still on, I start going to therapy and land a temporary assistant manager job working for a temporary Halloween store.

Episode 32 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! I'm lost after being handed a stack of losses and things are still falling backwards for me. I dig back into my hustle mentality and take a shot at being a self-made house cleaner with a niche. After that well runs dry quickly, I take a crack at selling extended auto warranties over the phone.

Episode 31 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! I go back into hustle mode after giving up on failed big dreams of being a comedian, actor and winning reality show contestant. I find myself waist deep in the hotly contested No On Prop 8 campaign in California as a data coordinator. Little did I know this job would also seal the fate of my current relationship.

Episode 30 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! After I lose on a reality show, after I quit my day job, after I end my comedy career...what's there for me to do? Survive! While I am taking on a fun and easy job at a thrift store, my mental health has been  quietly stuffing a whole mess of stuff under the rug. What is it and why does it start breaking me down?

Episode 29 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! Divorcing myself from the gay bears and riding high on an LGBTQ comedy wave, I struggle as an actor and finding quick work.  Through all of this, I end up getting cast on a reality show. Does it help or hurt the comedy career? Tune in to find out!

Episode 28 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! Take the show on the road? It's 2007! I'm hustling for acting gigs, moving up in the LGBTQ comedy ranks I produce and record my first comedy CD and DVD. So, why not find out if a gay bear music tour can break through to the gay mainstream?

Episode 27 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! I'm on the fence with no strong identity in the LGBTQ comedy world as my life as a gay bear comic has one final chapter to go. Before that all happens, I gain momentum as a background actor in Hollywood living that day-to-day hustle of wanting to become a star!

Episode 26 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! I run screaming from the building at Gamefly and take a leap into DIY LGBTQ comedy that takes off, meanwhile the gay bear comedy pursuit of career happiness punches me in the face in Chicago. How do I manage to get through with little to no safety net?

Episode 25 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! I land on my feet after leaving Best Buy at a fun new start-up called Gamefly! Meanwhile, my comedy career is taking a fork in the road in the ways of my identity and the observations of where I am within the LGBT and bear communities.

Episode 24 of my 25+ year journey of hustling through jobs, dreams and careers. A guide through my choices and experiences to provide perspective and hope! My comedy career is picking up steam as I'm back in California but simultaneously losing ground within the gay bear community...all the while I am still trying to find the comedy voice within. How does the funny man start to fall apart?