Not RUSHING To Growth

Crediting God for helping me stay sober and learning who I am…by age 39/40.

Another TWOFER- Giving this feeling of depression over to God. Asking God for forgiveness for not forgiving. Enjoyed 12 hour prayer on 6/9.

I talk NOW because I didn’t THEN. Wonder if anyone noticed with care.

When my mouth say fuck shit I gotta pray it off my heart. Matthew 12:34

I have to do better at moving when God gives me simple directions. I ask for things and He tells me what to do yet I still hesitate.

Kept my eye on my little brother. Coming to the conclusion that I felt abandoned when my little brother became my little cousin. “A&K all the way.” -the 6th man

Mentally then vs mentally now. I'm blessed to say there's been an adjustment in my mental.

Utilized some coping mechanisms to deal with my sadness. After my sadness comes my depression. Learning to nip it before I really get hit.

Should’ve told my psychiatrist the truth when I first met him. Now I’m on a personal 10 year plan to tell him the truth.