Not RUSHING To Growth

Two AudioDiary entries surrounding my Birthday Twin and why I’m not feeling this year but grateful I’m alive.

Not seeing myself. Being attracted to women that look like myself. Will I truly feel pretty or handsome forever.

God/Jesus loves me, this I know and not just because the Bible tells me so.

Discussing sexual assault is difficult sometimes but you have to. I assumed I’d dealt with it but I didn’t…yet.

Late but realizing I love myself. Gotta understand the feeling behind the eyes.

Thoughts on moving, who I used to be, dad realizing I was good before me, and staying focused.

Being sad is a normal emotion for me. Not knowing how to stop is too but it’s what I don’t like.

Voices might not know I’m loved but I know I am.

Reasons I needed the medication to begin with. Reason why the VOICES won’t win.

Trying to figure it out. From my then to my now, I’m just trying to figure it out for myself.