Nothing Special with Philip Wade

Who Am I With Nothing To Prove? - Self Realisation Zoom Calls June 2024 This Episode is another of the Group Zoom Calls edited for audio only. It begins with a Meditative Inquiry and then participants share their experiences and questions. Philip offers insight and guidance. Timestamps 00:00:00 Intro 00:02:18 Infinite Silence Meditation 00:18:57 End of Meditation 00:19:47 Question - What do I have to prove? 00:30:47 Question - mind says ‘I am here’? 00:37:00 All phenomena appear within or in front of awareness 00:40:26 Question - Can we see Awareness? 00:43:27 The Piranha question… 00:54:20 Question - My heavy body experiences 01:06:29 Meditation is not a doing 01:10:33 Its ultimately profoundly simple 01:13:02 Question - Trying to understand 01:13:55 We think there is something we have to do 01:21:35 Question - I keep trying to make pictures of it 01:25:31 Outro

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 1 November 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

What if I know nothing? Self Realisation Zoom Calls May 2024 This Episode is an edited Audio version of a Zoom Call involving a guided Meditation and Inquiry into: What if I know nothing? After the Meditation Phillip responds to questions from the participant providing deep insight into our true nature. Timestamps: 00:00:00 Harp 00:00:23 Intro 00:00:57 Meditation begins 00:18:51 Question: Life is benevolent & trusting (Ref: Trusting and Daring not to! Video see below) Head or heart. 00:26:18 When the mind is exhausted and the heavyweight comeback! 00:27:53 Trusting life and accepting all thoughts Meditation Example 00:30:54 The mind will never get it 00:31:57 Question: Changing Perceptions and beyond perception - any pointings for this? 00:39:21 Being out of your brilliant mind 00:40:12 Only presence is present 00:44:22 The Realisation Recognition 00:46:27 Question/Sharing: From head to heart and: "Is the mind aware of awareness?" 01:01:08 Question: Do all questions come from the mind? 01:08:17 Question: Is the ego a bad guy? 01:15:40 Question: Trying to expand or allowing expansion and an expectation of what Infinite means 01:28:13 Closing Harp This series of 2024 Calls is continuing and may be booked at: https://gatewaylocation.org/product/self-realisation-zoom-calls-2024-1/ The Stream mentioned: Whose mind is it anyway? https://youtu.be/yaiTA3FaEZc Trusting and Daring not to! Video is here: https://youtu.be/LGxIc9kIqYg

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence. For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 4 October 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

Who am I before the I thought? - Self Realisation Zoom Calls April 2024 

Have you asked that question inside? What might the outcome of such an inquiry taken to its ultimate resolution? It's a fundamental question. The results might be surprising, even revelatory.

Find out what emerged when this was explored in Zoom Call. It begins with a guided Meditative/Inquiry experience. People share what emerged for them and insight is offered.

It might just be one of the most important questions you will ever ask. Chapters/Timestamps: 00:00:00 Harp Intro 00:00:23 Introduction and Guided Inquiry Meditation 00:01:20 Meditation begins 00:16:50 A power washing from the inside 00:20:13 A vast presence, no-thing yet absolutely alive 00:31:28 'I' was nowhere - this was so profound 00:37:28 A release of deep sadness, relief and the pain was gone 00:51:30 It's belief that is the central block to this 00:5658 Who is the one that is before and beyond death 01:01:34 Absolute Silence beyond concepts 01:06:20 Before and beyond all phenomena 01:09:09 The Alpha and the Omega - the beginning and the end at once 01:11:20 An indescribable love of the play of Consciousness

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website. Monthly Episodes, Next: 6 September 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

Who Am I Without Time? - Self Realisation Zoom Calls: March 2024 This is an edited version of a Group Zoom call, the guided Infinite Silence Meditation includes a fundamental inquiry that sparks insights, questions and deeper clarity of the deepest truths around Self Realisation. It covers the following topics listed in the timestamps: 00:00:00 Intro 00:01:07 Infinite Silence Meditation  00:14:47 End meditation 00:15:05 Stefan (Everything is here now) 00:15:50 Fibre Optic Lamp metaphor 00:18:36 All here now 00:18:54 We think of everything on a timeline 00:20:25 Has always been a sense of time 00:21:40 Unborn & Eternal 00:24:13 A buzzing aliveness 00:26:13 Time - throw away that weapon! 00:29:43 Who or what is aware of the passage of time? 00:33:18 There is silence and frustration 00:36:55 Black Holes and The Event Horizon 00:45:43 Question - Why are we here? 00:55:42 Close your eyes and see what the heart says… 01:00:00 The event flowed through me 01:08:00 Who Am I, the question dissolves the questioner 01:12:00 Ending 01:12:55 Outro

For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 2 August 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

Who am I without knowledge? - Self Realisation Zoom Call: February 2024 The episode is from an online event begins with an Infinite Silence Meditation and Inquiry included as part of that. Then Philip responds to questions and issues emerging from the Inquiry. Topics and questions include: Dissolving the emotional pain body through Awareness; Beyond Tools and Techniques; Beyond knowledge is wisdom; The fear of letting go of knowledge; Trusting Awareness and Life; Embracing Awareness; The Windscreen Wiper Metaphor for recognising Awareness; Phenomena Appear within or in front of Awareness and more!

For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

Monthly Episodes, Next: Friday 5 July 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

Dying before you die a term that is used in connection with Self Realisation. What does it mean and point us to? What can we come to see and let go of when this is understood? Philip takes you on a step by step exploration of the subject and the timestamps are included below. This episode was originally Live Stream 29 on Philip's YouTube Channel and this is the edited version for the purposes of the Podcast. Two other Live Streams are referred to: Live Stream 11: Transmuting Fear into Love (Dissolving Intense Emotions) Live Stream 18: Infinite Silence Meditation Explored and Experienced

00:00:22 Intoduction

00:01:29 It's not the physical body that we're talking about

00:02:58 It's the identification, attachment and belief that's dying

00:04:23 What comes after the words I am isn't ultimately true or permanent

00:07:50 The emotional roller-coaster

00:08:17 The Realisation of the Self has no conditions

00:10:03 Be willing to let go...

00:10:29 The journey of trust

00:11:22 Beyond belief...

00:13:22 Wanting to know how...

00:15:54 Belief (ego-mind) is the big judge

00:16:20 The power of Awareness is key and dissolves belief

00:18:27 What is the purpose of Spiritual Practice?

00:23:44 Surrender...

00:24:23 Don't place any conditions on this...

00:25:39 The shift in Awareness occurs first

00:28:28 The sliver of ice dissolves into the Ocean

00:34:53 Trusting and daring not to!

00:35:48 Summary of Dying before you die

00:37:08 On the edge of Silence

00:38:09 Life is Death

00:40:37 Question: Obsessions?

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

 For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 7 June 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

The Unseen Seer: This episode along with the prior two: Who or what is this Self in Self Realisation and Who am I? The key spiritual inquiry completes a 'trilogy' about the nature of the Self and it's Realisation. Philip takes you step by step into exploring and opening to the non-pesonal nature of the Realisation and it's ultimately profound simplicity since your essence is already it. Questions from participants were answered as part of the Stream. Each of the three episodes were previously Live Streams on YouTube (and can be accessed on Philip's Channel). There is also a reference to Live Stream 11 Transmuting Fear into Love (also on YouTube).

For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 3 May 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

"Who am I?" Is the fundamental Spiritual Inquiry that all Inquiry Questions ultimately boil down to. The Question: "Who or what am I?" followed to its ultimate resolution reveals the true Self. Why is this single question so important? What does it reveal? The Episode provides in-depth insight into the question, how it works in conjunction with Meditation and can be used in daily-life. It also takes you on a journey of recognising and opening up to Awarness/Silence whist dispelling some key Self Realisation myths and misunderstandings. Numerous questions were taken live during the stream and these are all answered. An Infinite Silence Meditation is included (don't listen whilst driving!). This Stream was originally a YouTube Live Stream and has been edited to make it suitable for this Podcast. The other Live Stream Referenced in this Podcast: Beyond Phenomena may be located on Philip's YouTube Channel on the prior link. Episode 12 of this Podcast Series also provides a much brief overview/exercise with this question. For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 5 April 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

Who or What is this SELF in Self Realisation? This Episode is an edited version of a YouTube Live Stream. It is dedicated to exploring the key question and amongst other devices uses the image of a Fibre Optic Lamp as a key metaphor. The stream clarifies and points to the true nature of this SELF and what that means in terms of the call to Self Realisation. It clears up some of the key myths associated with it. The episode also includes a Poem that emerged in Meditation from someone who has experienced a lot of Philip's sharing and Meditations. A Meditation is included in the Stream. Various other YouTube Streams are referenced and may be found as follows: Live Stream 18: The Infinite Silence Meditation Explored and Experienced Live Stream 19: Beyond Phenomena to Absolute Self Realisation Live Stream 6: A Letter from God (May be found as Episode 17 of this Podcast). To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence.

For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website.

Monthly Episodes, Next: 1 March 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.

Dying before you die is sometimes used to describe Self Realisation. A Live Meditative Reading of a Poem that stems from the Realisation that flowered in Philip, many years of sharing and also the recent passing into Spirit of his mother. The Poem provides profound insight as why Life is Death and that it's not something to be feared but a portal to liberation. After the reading Philip provides further insight into Life and Self Realisation using a powerful and simple fibre optic lamp metaphor. He also expands on peoples experiences reported from the Meditation. This episode was originally a Live Stream.

To experience the Infinite Silence Self Realisation Meditation please see Episodes 19 - 25 inclusive. This is a series of seven with durations from 0.25 fully guided to 1.5 hours with increasing amounts of silence. For more free Self Realisation Resources visit Philip's Website. Monthly Episodes, Next: 2nd February 2024, released at 4pm but usually takes until about 5pm to find its way to the various outlets.