Lord deliver me from me as i can be a whole weapon formed against me.

I laugh but it is not funny.. just hysteria... bitterness is the root cause of all vengeance. A silent agent of the enemy, it camouflages and diverts our focus from it. So help us God, that we stop giving it residence. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice.

Ephesians 4:31

I'm caused to think all kinds of thoughts, the same kinds of thoughts, good and evil exist in everyone's minds. We go around carrying the determinants of the courses of our lives in our heads and they are called thoughts. Thoughts are expressions of realities, are which is evident in all we do. Thoughts that are influence by external stimulus, The longer you ponder on them, the more it manifests.those that are evident though are those we choose. Thoughts have direct power of our brains, brains which do as they are told by our thoughts. That's why we get excited because of a thought, or sad by the same.As we are what we eat, the junk or clean, we are what we think. If you think you aren't good enough you won't be even when you are. Just coz you think it, that will be your reality. If you think you are ok that's what you will be you won't be any more or less.

Your salvation was not a one time ceremony, it is an everlasting identity and daily encounter for every single thing about your life and that you do henceforth. Your salvation works for you and dissolves you and keeps you 'saved' each second of your existence John 3:16,

Psalm 51, John 3:3,

Romans 10:9-13

It is often beyond a case of wondering why you don't have your own when those around you do. It has everything to do with the fundamental design in the spiritual realm for the Lordship that was bestowed upon the man to 'father' and pour into you, that is missing. An innate sense, a imprint within your blood through their gene that constantly reaches out with a hope to be embraced.

The role of a father compliments that of a mother and vis a vers. God is TRINITY and embedded this threefold connection into the family system... and many other world systems if you think about it. The fatherless feels the absence of the Head in the equation, a discord that causes them grief.

May you only have/be in relationships, friendships, environments and situations that bring out the best in you🌸

A word is a medium through which thoughts are expressed.

God is housed in these words, since he is spirit and requires a medium to manifest in this side of town. He is transmitted from one body to another through his word. As a man thinketh, life and death are in the tongue, guard your heart and be careful what you think about. 🌟

I meditated on this scripture some years ago, it gave me hope. Hope that one morning when i wake up things will be better. I would after many years of waking up with swollen eyes, and a heavy heart, wake up with blessings and joy.

Much to my dismay, things only got worse and guess what, i hated mornings and sleep was now my escape, my comfort. During this time though he was teaching me;

Remember: His thoughts are not our thoughts. Sleeping is rest but the night is your difficult times. Spiritual darkness.

The morning isn't a different calendar day but the moment your spirit is freed, enlightened and strengthend, which brings joy to your soul.

And the catch is, even in the middle of difficult times. Not that joy comes when they completely disappear.

..is an act of service executed with humility, and understanding that those you serve are your masters. .not a self serving quest. Leadership principles apply in the spiritual and all other Christian matters

For I can testify about them that they are zealous for God, but their zeal is not based on knowledge. Since they did not know the righteousness of God and sought to establish their own, they did not submit to God’s righteousness.

Romans 10:2‭-‬3 NIV