I once knew a woman who, for over 20 years, was married to a raging grizzly bear of a man. No one would have condemned her for leaving him, but she was a godly woman and trusted her future to God. One day this grizzly bear met God and radically changed, the grizzly bear became a teddy bear. Still a bear, but a bear of a very different kind. The transformation was shocking to all who knew him, but undeniable.
Today we are going to consider another bear of a man who God changed from a raging animal killing and terrorizing the church into a raging missionary terrorizing the Devil and his kind. The change went so deep that his name needed to be changed. This is the story of how Saul became Paul.
But Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any belonging to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem.
Now as he went on his way, he approached Damascus, and suddenly a light from heaven shone around him. And falling to the ground, he heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?”
And he said, “Who are you, Lord?”
And he said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.
But rise and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.”
[Acts 9:1-6 ESV]
Now there was a disciple at Damascus named Ananias. The Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.”
And he said, “Here I am, Lord.”
And the Lord said to him,
“Rise and go to the street called Straight, and at the house of Judas look for a man of Tarsus named Saul, for behold, he is praying, and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him so that he might regain his sight.”
But Ananias answered,
“Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints at Jerusalem. And here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who call on your name.”
But the Lord said to him,
“Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel."
[Acts 9:10-15 ESV]
For some days he was with the disciples at Damascus. And immediately he proclaimed Jesus in the synagogues, saying,
“He is the Son of God.”
And all who heard him were amazed and said,
“Is not this the man who made havoc in Jerusalem of those who called upon this name? And has he not come here for this purpose, to bring them bound before the chief priests?”
But Saul increased all the more in strength, and confounded the Jews who lived in Damascus by proving that Jesus was the Christ.
[Acts 9:20-22 ESV]Is it the day before or the day after?
It occurs to me as I read this story that meeting Saul the day before his conversion, and meeting Paul the day after his conversion would be a very different experience, especially if you were a Christian. And it caused me to think about the people in my life, am I talking to them the day before or the day after?
Far too often I put people in little boxes that I have built for them in my mind, boxes that are more like cages in reality, because I am very reluctant to let them out of those boxes.
Ananias needed a new box
Ananias had a box like this prepared for Saul, and very understandably so. Saul was a genuine threat to any Christian in his day. People talk today of “existential threats” but rarely are they talking about anything like people riding around with the authority to do harm like Saul. Ironically though, Saul saw Christianity as the existential threat to his beliefs and he was not going to sit around and wait to see how it turned out, he was going to act.
So you see, when God told Ananias that he should pray for Saul his response was quite understandable. People like Saul just don’t change, he was quite sincerely an avowed enemy of the faith. Ananias was no child, he knew how the world worked, but now he was being told something that did not fit in his box at all. He was being told to believe something that was exactly opposite of all his experience. He was being asked to pray for healing for a man who had come to harm him and his friends. He was being asked by God to let Saul out of the box he had him in, and allow Saul be who God created him to be. God gave Ananias a new box for a new Saul who would now come to be known as Paul, a man God used to change the world.
With this in mind let’s consider a passage from 2nd Corinthians where Paul was reflecting on the change he experienced which is the change we must all experience.
For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this:
that one has died for all, therefore all have died;
and he died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves
but for him who for their sake died and was raised.
From now on, therefore,
we regard no one according to the flesh. (according to who or what they were)
Even though we once regarded Christ according to the flesh,
we regard him thus no longer.
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.
The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.
All this is from God,
who through Christ reconciled us to himself
and gave us the ministry of reconciliation;
[2 Cor 5:14-18 ESV]This Week
Let’s take a little time to think about the way we think about others. Do we see them as new creations in Christ, or do we still have them safely wrapped up in the box of who they were. Are we helping them to become all that God has created them to be or do we continue to treat them as if nothing has changed. You might be saying, “what about the people that don’t change?” well that is another article, but today we are talking about the people that have turned to Jesus in sincerity. For those that have yet to repent their behavior is on them, but our behavior is on us. We do not change people God does. The question for us is, are we going to help in the transformation like Ananias did? Or, are we going to be an obstacle to God’s work in their life? That’s a question that we can actually answer.
This week let’s encourage the transformational work of God everywhere we see God working in people. Let’s be Ananias to someone God is changing this week. And remember, today you might be talking to Saul, but tomorrow God might transform him into Paul. So if you meet a “Saul” this week remember Jesus loves him, and if you happen to meet a “Paul” this week, let him out of your box and help the poor guy he probably still can’t see very well.
Have a great week!
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