Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Jessica grew up in a “normal Baptist family.” She was aware of the dangerous, toxic family system she grew up in, which also adopted many of their foster children. But her childhood was a trick. This was also a family of generational occultic practices. The family system came down hard on Jessica when the flashbacks started, and she needed to be silenced.  Jessica drifted between enforcing boundarieswith her family and allowing them back in. Each time, she lost her peace of mind and had to fight to regain it. The incident with her dad showing her theelectronic box that he had used to electrocute her into dissociative parts finally showed her that she couldn’t chance being around any of her family again. This interview not only follows Jessica’s story, but also her walk with God and the wisdom she shares with other survivors that came from her hard-fought battles.

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Rebecca Davis wrote about the opening ceremony of the 2024 Summer Olympics on her Facebook page and was surprised by the controversy it started. I asked her to come on the podcast to discuss the Olympic's creative depiction of their "Living Last Supper" and what the Christian response has been and should be. What were the SRA elements in that depiction and why is it ritual to have the world watching? I highly recommend Rebecca's "Untwisting Scriptures" series which can be found on Amazon. You can catch up with them on her author's page here: https://www.amazon.com/stores/Rebecca-Davis/author/B001K8GE7O?ref=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_1&qid=1722878610&sr=8-1&isDramIntegrated=true&shoppingPortalEnabled=trueRebecca's Blog: https://heresthejoy.comLisa's Website: https://onlygodrescuedme.com

The after-effects of trauma leave the survivor with the feeling of being stuck in any current event that triggers feelings of pain or suffering. This makes sense with the past horrors of extreme abuse that went on for years with no resolution. One ritual seemed to go on forever. Multiply that by dozens or hundreds of rituals, and you get the idea that they would never end. The safe, adult survivor is still going to feel stuck in the present. Kardia Joi presents us with fascinating ideas that we need to think through to acknowledge this state of being, so we can begin the process of breaking free to explore choice and freedom. God has given us the courage to walk free. He is with us on this complex path of healing to navigate out of this confusion to find all the freedom of a life that we have yet to joyfully experience. It sounds like we have some good things to come!

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Adult survivors of SRA have layers of mind control programming that lead them into a life of passivity. They must be passive to themselves to protect their family and the group of origin to grow up (that's their job), and as adults, they internalize that job as it comes through in many other areas of life that get justified as necessary. They may find themselves playacting to look a certain way to people, blocking off feelings to keep others from truly knowing them or knowing themselves, refusing to protect themselves by having no boundaries, a refusal of self compassion, or holding onto dissociation as a coping mechanism when instead they could choose dealing with situations to get out. Instead of taking self on to cope, learn, and grow, the survivor gets stuck due to internalizing the original programming. The original purpose of the programming was to protect the family at all costs, and this lie continues with the need to protect something, as the survivor continues to fill in the blank with endless reasons. In today's discussion, John talks about passivity towards himself, how he noticed this in his life, how he is working to fight the programming and lies, and what a life of walking out of this mind control looks like. Past episodes with John: Writing a Memoir: https://youtu.be/JmdwBoz3b9A

John Smith: SRA Victor: https://open.spotify.com/episode/0RsTgO6KWltk7ndjj1rj25?si=FNbCbygfTG6QlwnxJyptDwOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:[email protected] help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Angie contacted me to come back on the show to talk about the rough parts of her life. This was not going to be easy because she didn't want to talk about being targeted. But as she looked over her life she had to come to terms with that has been exactly what has been going on. As we talked, I realized that all that has happened has stemmed from retaliation for a godly heart trying to reach out and help people, to minister. You can hear the fallout and the pain in her voice. Would Angie do it again? Should she have stopped caring for people and just taken care of herself? Then I realized that this targeting isn't anything other than full-out persecution. This is a riveting look into Angie's heart to see why she does what she does. To connect with Angie:https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QArchives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e...Blog: https://angelascaches.org/​Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy...Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney​Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisneyemail: [email protected]'s website: https//www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Join me for part 2 of this series on debunking Christianity Today’s premise that Satanic Ritual Abuse does not exist, and that repressed memoriescannot be trusted. Today, Rebecca Davis and I delve into the arguments of CT by going into depth on Elizabeth Loftus, the McMartin preschool case, andFBI agent Kenneth Lanning.

It is unfortunate that CT feels the need to bring back into the Christian debate the memories of thousands of courageous Christian SRA survivors. These are strong men and women who said no to the occult. They dared to walk away and bore the wrath of their families and the groups that abused them. They have walked a road of ridicule and unbelief in society around them. Silently they have worked to heal from the unimaginable, with some risking to come on podcasts like “Only God Rescued Me” to have avoice. To be seen. To be heard. To believe someone will listen. CT should be applauding this healing and bravery, instead they are bullying to bring abouttheir silence once again.

I call for CT to retract their podcast and to issue a verypublic apology to SRA survivors. I have written to them this very thing. If you feel so led to do the same, here is the link to contact them: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954

A clarification: Rebecca mispoke when she said that adults do not dissociate unless they dissociated as children. What she meant to say was that adults don't have dissociated identities unless they developed them as children. We are sorry for the confusion.

A clarification: Rebecca mispoke when she said that adults do not dissociate unless they dissociated as children. What she meant to say was that adults don't have dissociated identities unless they developed them as children. We are sorry for the confusion.

Thank you for listening and participating in this important conversation. Here are links to books and websites mentioned in this podcastwith my affiliate links:

Christianity Today’s Podcast: The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/

To write and complain to CT about the podcast:

https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954

Care Ministry: https://www.care1.org

The Body Keeps the Score, Bessel van der Kolk: https://amzn.to/4kKClAr

The Truth About the False Memory Syndrome, JamesFriesen: https://amzn.to/4jzCVQH

False Memories: The Deception that Silenced Millions,Lynne Crook: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2

By Silenced Betrayed, John Crewdson: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2

Restoring the Shattered Self, Heather Davediuk Gingrich: https://amzn.to/43tDDKm

Recovered Memory Archive, with over 100 cases of legally proved recovered memories: https://www.recoveredmemory.org

To contact Rebecca Davis: [email protected]

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Rebecca Davis joins me for today’s podcast, which is entitled: Christianity Today: “Chasing the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea” to Silence Victims of SRA and to Cover Up the Crime of the Ages.” This is our response to Christianity Today’s (CT) podcast series “The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: How Chasing Phantoms Distracts Us from Real Devils in our Midst.”CT has taken on Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and Repressed Memories (RM) in their series and has claimed them to both be untrue. They delve into their perceived roots of the Satanic Panic. What they present is a trail of logic leaps, red herrings, and straw man arguments that do not lead to the conclusion they want their listeners to reach. They do not want anyone to see the crime of the ages: Satanists are participating in the worship of Satan/Baphomet/Demons. This is part one of our response. Here are links to books and websites mentioned in this podcast with my affiliate links: Christianity Today’s Podcast: The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/To write and complain to CT about the podcast: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954Care Ministry: https://www.care1.orgThe Body Keeps the Score, Bessel van der Kolk: https://amzn.to/4kKClArThe Truth About the False Memory Syndrome, James Friesen: https://amzn.to/4jzCVQHFalse Memories: The Deception that Silenced Millions, Lynne Crook: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2By Silenced Betrayed, John Crewdson: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2Recovered Memory Archive, with over 100 cases of legally proved recovered memories: https://www.recoveredmemory.orgOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:[email protected] help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Irene joins us today in our fascinating journey through the history of SRA that has been hidden in our midst. Today, we discuss Kaballah and the Rosicrucians. We look at the last Pope's non-Christian cross, King Charles with his Epstein-styled Egyptian mosque crown, and look at what books the Luciferians draw their rituals from. This is very informative. Many thanks to Irene for all the work she has done on this series.

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Joan reached out to me because she was being attacked by demonic forces at night and she thought it had to do with abuse from her past. Nothing in her life made sense and she needed help. This led Joan on a path of discovery. Her mysterious father was spy. Was her mother involved in the occult? Who abused her? Who can she trust? Her tale is one of crying out to God for help in the midst of confusion and He reached down to set her free. Join us today for Joan's amazing journey. If you would like to access Joan's prayer for mind control, visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and access the OGRM Community page to find Joan. Her prayer will be there.Only God Rescued Me: 

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Hephibah Grace worked long hours without any downtime so that she wouldn't stop to figure out what was bothering her internally. This worked well until she ended up at her grandfather's funeral. Her carefully constructed world came crashing down, and she couldn't figure out why. Nightmares of snakes kept her from sleeping and started her on a journey of discovery. God was her hero and rescued her from her past of SRA. Discover with me her healing journey, the healing modalities she tried, how studying the names of God helped her to trust Him, what HOLD means to her, and how healing is a lifelong journey. There are so many nuggets of wisdom throughout this entire interview.

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