In this episode, Terry shares the devastating loss of her daughter, Jaclyn, "Muffin" ,who died in a car accident at just 17 years old. Known to many as the voice of Caillou, Jaclyn’s light reached far beyond her work as an actress. Terry speaks tenderly about who her daughter truly was,  a kindhearted, compassionate soul whose impact is still deeply felt.

In this week’s episode of Out of Order, Cynthia bravely shares the story of her son Thomas, who died from cancer at just 14 years old,almost eleven years ago. With honesty and tenderness, she reflects on his courage, the light he carried, and the ways his absence continues to shape her life. Cynthia opens up about the journey no parent should ever have to walk: the diagnosis, the fight, the moments of hope, and the heartbreak of losing a child far too soon. She also speaks to the love that remains, the memories that still guide her, and the ways she’s learned to live inside a grief that doesn’t disappear with time.

This week on Out of Order, Lucie shares the story of her daughter, Martina, who died suddenly at the age of 20. Martina was kind, humble, and deeply genuine. She led with quiet strength, never needing to announce who she was;her presence spoke for itself. Lucie reflects on the joy of knowing her, the shock of losing her, and the ongoing journey of finding a way to carry her forward. This conversation holds love, memory, and the truth of a mother’s heart.h

At just 24, Georgette lost her mother unexpectedly.  In this heartfelt conversation, she shares how loss reshaped the course of her life.  Georgette opens up about stepping into adulthood, building hr own life, and finding her path without the anchor who had always grunded her.  Her bond with her mother continues to live on beyond death

In this deeply moving episode, Jessica opens her heart to share the story of her beloved son, Leo,  a bright, curious, and creative “renaissance man” whose joy for life touched everyone around him. Though Leo’s life was tragically cut short at just 11 years old, his spirit and laughter continue to inspire those who knew him. What began as an ordinary case of the flu soon revealed itself to be something far more serious, B-cell leukemia. Through tears, love, and remembrance, Jessica reflects on Leo’s courage, their family’s journey, and the lessons of strength, gratitude, and presence that emerged from unimaginable loss.

Tonight’s episode features Megan ,a mother who turned her pain into purpose. Jake diagnosed at the age of 3 with leukemia and died at 6 years old.  She shares his courageous journey, and the heartbreak of his loss. Through her grief, Megan created a social media support group for parents who have lost their children to cancer  offering comfort, understanding, and hope.

In this deeply personal episode, Raegan opens up about the loss of her father Arthur, who passed away twenty years ago after a battle with non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma. With raw honesty and heartfelt reflection, she shares how his passing shaped her life, the journey of grief and healing, and the ways his memory continues to guide her today.  Raegan’s story is a poignant reminder of the enduring love between a parent and child and the strength that can come from remembering.

In this deeply moving episode, Sarah opens her heart to share the story of her daughter Ziva, who passed away from cancer at the age of 6, five years ago. Ziva was a bright, imaginative soul who saw magic in the everyday and lived as if the world were her fairy tale. She was Sarah’s fairy, full of wonder, laughter, and make-believe worlds that brought joy to everyone around her. Sarah reflects on their journey together, the heartbreak of loss, and the quiet strength it takes to carry love forward after tragedy.

In this deeply moving episode, Amanda opens her heart to share the story of her beloved son, Dylan affectionately known as “the gentle giant.” At just 18 years old, Dylan’s life was cut short by cancer, but his spirit, kindness, and quiet strength left a lasting impact on everyone who knew him. Amanda speaks candidly about the journey of his diagnosis, the painful reality of grief, and the love that endures beyond loss.

In this deeply moving episode, Elsa shares the powerful story of her daughter, Maria, who was diagnosed with stage 4 Hodgkin's lymphoma at just 19 years old. Maria faced her battle with extraordinary courage, and although she passed away two years ago, her spirit continues to inspire everyone who knew her. Elsa opens up about the emotional journey of being a mother to a child with cancer. The hope, the heartbreak, and the moments of grace that emerged in the midst of unimaginable pain. She honors Maria’s life, her strength, and the legacy she left behind.