In this journal, I start to notice a pattern and question the motives behind this podcast.

In this journal, I deal with wanting to continue this path. I question some of my reasons. I look at what might happen if I just give up.

I talk about how I discovered my narcissism, because of a random article. This is the article and me walking you through my interpretation. A non-journal entry.

Does one actually make a choice to be a narcissist? Is a narcissist aware they are a narcissist? Can there be hope? Is the term narcissist being misused?

Wanting to overcome NPD comes with a lot of hard work and unforeseen obstacles. One challenge is not knowing if the choices you are making are for you, the other person, or even what is best.

A random thought about how the little things might matter. That they might mean more than making one feel better about themselves.

An assignment from my therapist gets me reflecting on old friendships.

Looking back over a few random memories and regretting they will never repeat and that that enjoyment was never realized on my part.

In this first journal entry, I try and explain why I am putting all of this out there. What I hope to accomplish. Some of my confusion with narcissism. This will be an interesting journey.

A quick explanation of the podcast.