What if healing from trauma isn’t about fixing what's broken — but about remembering what was buried? In this episode, somatic therapist, interfaith minister, and trauma alchemist Santa Molina-Marshall joins Amy to unpack the raw, unfiltered truth about what it really takes to reclaim yourself after abuse. This isn’t a sanitized conversation about “resilience.” It’s a visceral dive into how trauma shatters our sense of safety — and how healing demands that we rewire our nervous systems, reconnect with our bodies, and call our souls back from the shadows.Santa shares her personal journey from surviving childhood sexual abuse to becoming a fierce healer who blends science, spirit, and somatic wisdom. Together, they challenge the myth that healing is linear or “clean.” If you’ve ever felt like therapy alone wasn’t enough — this conversation will validate, awaken, and arm you with new tools. You’ll walk away seeing trauma healing as both sacred and rebellious — and yourself as more powerful than you’ve been led to believe.

🔗 Connect with Santa Molina-Marshall:
🌐 Website: https://hpbysanta.net
📺 YouTube: @santamolina-marshall7187
📱 TikTok: @santamolinamarshall
📸 Instagram: @santamolinamarshall
💼 LinkedIn: Santa CanteWi Molina-Marshall

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🔥 HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO GET BACK UP? | Toxic Relationship Recovery & Healing After Abuse 🔥

Nobody tells you that leaving is just the beginning. They don't tell you that you'll get knocked down again and again AFTER you escape. This episode is for the warriors who've crawled out of hell only to realize the battle wasn't over—for the women who've had to start over not once, not twice, but again and again and are STILL STANDING.
This is the raw truth about what happens after you leave the narcissist, the toxic relationship, the abusive situation. This is about the fall after the fall—the part nobody glamorizes, the messy middle that breaks you down and somehow teaches you to rise differently.

💪 IN THIS EPISODE, WE'RE COVERING:

✨ Why getting out is just the beginning of your healing journey
✨ The brutal truth about non-linear recovery from narcissistic abuse
✨ How to measure your strength by how many times you GET BACK UP
✨ Why getting knocked down doesn't mean you're failing—it means you're HUMAN
✨ The real strength that emerges when you stop performing and start discovering who you are
✨ How every time you rise, you prove them wrong (but more importantly, you prove YOURSELF right)

If you've ever wondered "how many times can I really keep getting back up?"—this episode is your reminder that you've been getting back up your ENTIRE life, and you're not done yet.

🎯 YOU'RE NOT HERE FOR FAIRY TALES—YOU'RE HERE FOR TRUTH.
This is Passion from Pain, where we strip away fake healing narratives and talk about what it REALLY takes to rebuild your life from the ashes. No sugarcoating. No Instagram-worthy Phoenix moments. Just raw, honest truth about healing from toxic relationships, narcissistic abuse, gaslighting, and manipulation.

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Passion from Pain is THE podcast for women rebuild their lives after toxic relationships, narcissistic abuse, and manipulation. Hosted by author, speaker, and survivor Amy Pease, this show combines deep psychological insights with raw survivor stories to give you the REAL tools for healing—not the fairy tales that keep you stuck.

Every episode delivers brutal honesty, expert advice, and warrior wisdom from those who've walked through hell and lived to tell the tale. Because the truth is what sets you free.

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"I found a bird in my closet with its head ripped off. A so-called shaman told me someone sent a witch after me. That's when I knew I'd been giving my power away."

This episode of Passion From Pain, The Podcast is about the dangerous shit that happens when you're so desperate for healing that you'll follow anyone who promises relief. Lisa Babincsak's story will wake you up to how easily spiritual manipulation can disguise itself as guidance - and how reclaiming your power can literally change the trajectory of your life.

After leaving what looked like a "successful" life in the States, Lisa moved to Mexico where everything started to dismantle. Business betrayal. Financial collapse. Soul-crushing desperation. She tried EVERYTHING - peyote ceremonies, moon circles, shamans - searching for her awakening, for her healing, for some kind of relief from the pain. Then came the wild goose chase with a fake shaman that lasted two days, involved vampire houses, impossible hikes, and manipulative mind games that finally broke the spell. The moment Lisa said "I'm done giving my power away" - everything shifted. And she became a writer overnight, even though she'd never wanted to write.

What we dive into:
- The red flags of spiritual manipulation (and why we ignore them when we're desperate)
- How "giving your power away" shows up in healing journeys 
- The moment of reclaiming that changes everything
- Why slowing down can feel like your life is falling apart (spoiler: it's supposed to) 
-The Mexican concept of "apapacho" - embracing with the soul - and why we're starving for it
- How writing became Lisa's unexpected path to transformation 
-The difference between brief relief and actual healing -
- Why we've lost community and soul connection (and how to get it back) -


 **CONNECT WITH LISA:**
✍️ Substack (The Altar of Becoming): https://thealtarofbecoming.substack.com
📱 Instagram: @thealtarofbecoming
✉️ Email: [email protected]
📖 Check out The ReFrame Series on her Substack - these essays will challenge everything you think you know about spiritual healing.



**ABOUT PASSION FROM PAIN:**
We don't do sugar-coating here. This podcast is for people over 30 who are rebuilding their lives after leaving toxic relationships and challenging situations. Hard truths, real tools, zero BS. We believe pain isn't punishment - it's a portal. A sacred call to rise higher and step deeper into who you were meant to be. If you're ready to transform your pain into purpose, you're in the right place. 🎧 New episodes drop weekly (moving to twice weekly soon!)
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Let's talk about the most uncomfortable truth in trauma recovery: the "authentic you" was built by someone who hurt you.

So maybe it's time to fake being someone else—someone stronger who doesn't take that shit anymore. This episode destroys the myth that you need to feel ready before you act. Using neuroscience, Bushido warrior philosophy, and Sun Tzu's Art of War, we prove one thing: You don't think your way into a new way of acting. You act your way into a new way of thinking.

Learn why your brain can't tell the difference between fake and real when taking action, how to use neuroplasticity to rewire trauma responses, and why discipline in preparation creates freedom in battle.

Plus: the Fear Challenge, daily rituals to reprogram your nervous system, and the brutal questions that reveal who you're becoming versus who you've been. If you're recovering from #toxicrelationships, #narcissisticabuse, #gaslighting, or #emotionalmanipulation—this is your battle plan.

The old you is dead. Stop trying to resurrect them. Start building their replacement.
 🔥Visit www.passionfrompain.com for resources, courses, and community
📱 Follow: @og.passionfrompain (TikTok) | @amy_pease (Instagram) | @passionfrompain (YouTube)

This is Passion From Pain. No BS. No sugarcoating. Just the hard truths that set you free.

 #TraumaRecovery #HealingFromAbuse #PersonalTransformation #ToxicRelationshipRecovery #Empowerment #MentalHealthRecovery #BoundariesMatter #IdentityReconstruction #WarriorMindset #LifeAfterAbuse —Amy Pease

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What if the dreams you've been ignoring are actually the roadmap to your breakthrough?
This conversation with Caleb Matthews goes deep into dreams, spiritual experiences, and divine nudges - breaking down how to actually USE them as practical tools for transformation when you're rebuilding after toxicity.

Caleb's a motivational speaker, dream interpreter, and spiritual strategist who knows what it means to turn pain into power. We dive into dream interpretation as a practical roadmap, spiritual DNA, breaking free from religious trauma, walking through the lonesome valley, and reinventing yourself when everything familiar has been stripped away.
No toxic positivity. No "manifesting" your way out of real problems. Just using EVERY tool available - including the ones society tells you to ignore - to rebuild yourself stronger.

CONNECT WITH CALEB:
🌐 The SeeLink: www.calebmatthews.net
🏖️ The Itinerant Oasis: www.theitinerateoasis.com
📺 YouTube: www.youtube.com/@TheSeeLink
📱 Instagram: @calebontherunway
🐦 X/Twitter: @calebmatthws
👤 Facebook: Caleb Matthews

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You've been waiting. Waiting for the apology that never came. Waiting for someone to finally see your pain. Waiting for rescue. But here's the truth bomb you need to hear: Nobody is coming. And that's not a tragedy—it's your liberation.

Welcome to Season 2 of Passion From Pain. We're kicking off Episode #1 with the raw, unfiltered truth that will either piss you off or set you free. (Spoiler: it's going to do both.)  If you're stuck in the aftermath of narcissistic abuse, betrayal, toxic relationships, gaslighting, or emotional manipulation, if you're drowning in depression and anxiety waiting for someone to fix what they broke, then this episode is your wake-up call!

In This Episode:
✖️ Why "nobody's coming to save you" is the most liberating truth you'll ever hear
✖️ The dangerous lies about healing we've been sold (spoiler: time does NOT heal all wounds)
✖️ How to stop waiting and start taking your power back TODAY
✖️ The 3-step action plan to write your own damn rescue story
✖️ Why the silence of abandonment is actually your freedom

This isn't about survival. You've already survived. This is about rebellion. This is about thriving. This season, we're blowing the lid off healing from trauma, overcoming adversity, and finding your purpose in the ashes of your pain.No more waiting for closure. No more praying for validation. No more holding your breath for people who will never show up. It's time to become the hero of your own story.

🔥 JOIN THE MOVEMENT: Screenshot this episode, post it to your story, and tag @PassionFromPain with the words "NOBODY'S COMING. GOOD." Let's make this a rebellion.
💬 YOUR STORY MATTERS: Drop your "nobody's coming" moment in the comments below. Your breakthrough could be someone else's lifeline. Let's build this tribe together.
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COMING THIS SEASON: Mental health experts, authors, coaches, and fellow survivors sharing their journey from pain to purpose. Guests who've helped thousands break free from toxic patterns, narcissistic abuse recovery, codependency, and trauma.#NarcissisticAbuseRecovery #ToxicRelationshipRecovery #HealingFromTrauma #EmotionalAbuseRecovery #OvercomingBetrayal #SelfHealingJourney #LifeAfterAbuse #NoContactHealing #TraumaRecovery #MentalHealthPodcast #GaslightingRecovery #FindingYourself #PersonalGrowth #HealingJourney #EmotionalManipulation #BreakingFree #PassionFromPain #NobodysComingGoodYou've been surviving. Now it's time to thrive. Nobody's coming, and that means you're already unstoppable.

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“I Left With Nothing—Then Built Everything”: Tami Levin’s Unbelievable Escape and Comeback Story

What happens when you leave everything behind — your home, your belongings, your safety — to reclaim your life? In this unforgettable conversation, Amy Pease sits down with life and leadership coach Tami Levin, whose story of surviving decades of emotional, mental, and sexual abuse will leave you breathless, inspired, and full of hope. Tami shares how her healing journey led to unexpected entrepreneurship, showing us the power of faith, strangers’ kindness, and a single decision to say, "I deserve more."Tami’s path wasn’t linear — it was full of second chances, missteps, and redemptive grace. But from AA meetings to stage keynotes, she found her voice and now helps business leaders break their own cycles of self-doubt and silence. If you’ve ever questioned your strength or feared the unknown, this episode is your permission slip to rise. If you'd like to connect with Tammi Levin, pleadee visit her website www.tammilevincoaching.com
#TraumaRecovery #SurvivorStories #WomenInLeadership #EmotionalHealing #PostAbuseJourney #FaithAndHealing #EmpoweredWomen #LifeAfterAbuse #CoachingForSurvivors #DomesticViolenceAwareness:

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In this episode of Passion From Pain the Podcast, Amy sits down with spiritual healer, Bramharishi Abhijeet and discusses the importance of the spiritual journey and reframing our mindsets after leaving hardship, abuse and toxicity behind. Bramarishi is a wealth of knowledge with an understanding of healing emotional wounds like no other.

 Bramharishi is an author, life coach, course creator, youtuber and podcaster with decades of experience in helping people overcome themselves and live in purpose and passion. This episode is guaranteed to inspire and set your soul on fire!

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🔥🎙️Pain Made You Strong!  Passion Made Your Unstoppable!🎙️🔥

In this episode of Passion From Pain, Amy sits down with Nikki Neal, Founder of the Soul Shifter Revolution, where they discuss healing from past trauma, soul contracts, discovering your aligned purpose with the stars and so much more...

Nikki is the founder of the Soul Sifter Revolution and coaches women far and wide on inner healing and offers classes and individal coaching sessions and so much more!  Nikki can be found on Facebook @ https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002309350090 or online at thesoulshifter.com

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In this episode we discuss developing an ustoppable mindset with Michael Economides and his brutally honest no non-sence approrach to overcoming ourselves after leaving toxic relationships behind.  Michael coaches clients all across the us on his platform, Platninum Mindset.   m

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🔥🎙️Pain Made You Strong!  Passion Made Your Unstoppable!🎙️🔥