Our negative feelings can have a real purpose and provide a means for discovery, but not if they stay repressed. In Chapter 2, I began to understand how to let go of these trapped feelings that hold me back. 

I learned how my fear and anxiety are connected to the emotions I am afraid to face.

In this first Chapter, I set out on a long journey, walking and meditating on a new direction for my life. It begins with me understanding how Self Love will show me the way back to alignment. 

These are only the first steps, but all goals start with the first steps. I welcome you to join this journey of self-discovery. Let's go inside and find the connection to loving the self. 

Matthew Joshua BigBee

In these 24 episodes, I will take you across 15 National Parks in Western America, but the real journey is what happens inside me. Come along on the Path Higher Self.

On this path, I wrote about my feelings, sang songs, and searched for a new voice. What I found was what I call my higher self—a place rooted in self-love and compassion, a path through the repressed feelings I was holding, and eventually, forgiveness.

I share with you the learnings and music I wrote about this transformation. You can visually experience the perspective through the eyes of my teenage daughter with her videos to accompany the self-discovery journey.

Matthew Joshua BigBee

https://matthewjoshuabigbee.com/