Audio is still bad, I think it's my mic is bad, I assumed it was because I was outside last week .... I am going stop using it... Next week...Sha Sha I went on and one about writing three different novels changing details.... One hour of interesting convo wasted 😭😭😭😭

So basically you can barely hear anything I am saying ... I ramble on and on about xianxia novels I have read and how they are against or align with my values, I end with my dreams and my desire to have faith in myself. . Basically my headphones are trash for outside recording

Basically I try to find out the cause of my worries and wonder if validation(internal or external) motivation for living, also I who e about getting fat and shitty eating habits

Vibey, rambly, personal update, no real substance just vibes

Months of being freaked out about being fired, I finally quit .... And I don't have a job lined up, but I need to get myself and determine what I really want to do with my life... I talk about data science, webnovels and I affirm my beliefs....

It's basically me recalling all the cringey memories that randomly pop up in my head at 2am in the morning...with shitty selection of all the music anchor has to offer and me trying to be musical by putting clips in between sections in "pointed" areas and putting a whole ass iron maiden song at the end of the podcast, I hope I don't get complaints from Spotify or something because the whole thing will make very little sense with the songs I guess I will just yell out the lyrics ...in those places

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As usual you won't learn anything, still to a bit too dramatic , maybe it will push you to look at yourself and ask yourself why you drown yourself in entertainment and do you daydream

So I went ham on the music, okay not really ham but still anchor music just four different ones...Its chill I am lying down for this, I try to figure out , why I am so down when someone basically said what I thought of myself and I was trying to change

In this episode I talk, about how I think I became a know it all, why I am still, do I want to fix it and what exact I am going to change... I know my audio is trash but it's going to be especially trash today because I recorded this outside ... TMI no asked for but I a bee flew into my shirt and stung me just as I finished recording this.

As usual your host didn't plan, but she did find tacky articles to give opinions on then fall into a sad slump as she drowned deeper into her fears