Pick Me Up, I'm Scared.

Pick Me Up, I'm Scared.

By Madeline Pendleton and David RobertsSociety & Culture
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Pick Me Up, I'm Scared. episodes

  • 114. The Heritage Foundation & Project 2025 -- Pt. 2!

    This week, Madeline and David do part 2 of our Heritage Foundation episode and get into Project 2025

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2013/09/the-fall-of-the-heritage-foundation-and-the-death-of-republican-ideas/279955/

    https://www.nytimes.com/2024/01/21/magazine/heritage-foundation-kevin-roberts.html

    https://www.usnews.com/opinion/blogs/brian-walsh/2013/09/12/the-senate-conservative-fund-and-the-heritage-foundation-profit-from-attacking-republicans

    https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/20/magazine/trump-government-heritage-foundation-think-tank.html

    https://www.washingtonpost.com/us-policy/2022/02/07/heritage-foundation-trump-republicans/

    https://www.politico.com/news/magazine/2023/09/15/too-hot-for-heritage-00116094

    https://www.nytimes.com/2023/04/20/us/politics/republican-president-2024-heritage-foundation.html

    https://www.project2025.org/policy/

    https://static.project2025.org/2025_MandateForLeadership_FOREWORD.pdf

    https://www.thenation.com/article/archive/the-conservative-promise/

    https://www.thenation.com/article/society/project-2025-trump-heritage-foundation-maga/

    https://www.thenation.com/article/society/project-2025-democracy-fcc-fec/

    https://projects.propublica.org/graphics/koch

    https://www.heritage.org/trade/report/the-national-endowment-democracy-prudent-investment-thefuture

    https://www.ned.org/fellows/olivia-enos/

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88B00443R000502320001-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00965R000100560001-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00552R000505420082-7.pdf

    https://www.heritage.org/article/timeline-heritage-successes

    https://www.sourcewatch.org/index.php/Heritage_Foundation#Core_Financials

    https://victimsofcommunism.org/award/edwin-feulner-jr-phd/

    https://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2014/05/religious-right-real-origins-107133/

    https://www.thenation.com/article/politics/will-the-heritage-foundations-project-2025-turn-trumpism-into-a-governing-agenda/

    2 hr 21 min
  • 113. The Heritage Foundation & Project 2025 -- Pt. 1!

    This week, Madeline and David talk about The Heritage Foundation and Project 2025!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2013/09/the-fall-of-the-heritage-foundation-and-the-death-of-republican-ideas/279955/

    https://www.nytimes.com/2024/01/21/magazine/heritage-foundation-kevin-roberts.html

    https://www.usnews.com/opinion/blogs/brian-walsh/2013/09/12/the-senate-conservative-fund-and-the-heritage-foundation-profit-from-attacking-republicans

    https://www.nytimes.com/2018/06/20/magazine/trump-government-heritage-foundation-think-tank.html

    https://www.washingtonpost.com/us-policy/2022/02/07/heritage-foundation-trump-republicans/

    https://www.politico.com/news/magazine/2023/09/15/too-hot-for-heritage-00116094

    https://www.nytimes.com/2023/04/20/us/politics/republican-president-2024-heritage-foundation.html

    https://www.project2025.org/policy/

    https://static.project2025.org/2025_MandateForLeadership_FOREWORD.pdf

    https://www.thenation.com/article/archive/the-conservative-promise/

    https://www.thenation.com/article/society/project-2025-trump-heritage-foundation-maga/

    https://www.thenation.com/article/society/project-2025-democracy-fcc-fec/

    https://projects.propublica.org/graphics/koch

    https://www.heritage.org/trade/report/the-national-endowment-democracy-prudent-investment-thefuture

    https://www.ned.org/fellows/olivia-enos/

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88B00443R000502320001-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00965R000100560001-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00552R000505420082-7.pdf

    https://www.heritage.org/article/timeline-heritage-successes

    https://www.sourcewatch.org/index.php/Heritage_Foundation#Core_Financials

    https://victimsofcommunism.org/award/edwin-feulner-jr-phd/

    https://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2014/05/religious-right-real-origins-107133/

    https://www.thenation.com/article/politics/will-the-heritage-foundations-project-2025-turn-trumpism-into-a-governing-agenda/

    2 hr 5 min
  • 112. School of the Americas -- Pt. 2!

    This week, Madeline and David finish up the second part of our two-parter on the School of the Americas, a.k.a. WHINSEC!

    Warning: Contains mention of SA, violence against children, and torture

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://jacobin.com/2019/11/shut-down-school-of-the-americas-whinsec-ice-border-patrol

    https://www.theguardian.com/world/2016/apr/08/spanish-trial-of-soldiers-behind-uca-atrocity-raises-hopes-of-ending-impunity-in-el-salvador

    https://www.britannica.com/biography/Juan-Peron

    https://www.aljazeera.com/opinions/2012/3/1/el-salvadors-brutal-civil-war-what-we-still-dont-know

    https://www.nytimes.com/1992/02/21/world/roberto-d-aubuisson-48-far-rightist-in-salvador.html

    https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/cifamerica/2010/nov/18/us-military-usa

    https://www.nrc.no/perspectives/2015/nr-4/colombias-bloody-history/

    https://www.e-ir.info/2017/08/22/imperialism-by-another-name-the-us-war-on-drugs-in-colombia/

    https://www.internationalaffairs.org.au/news-item/the-zapatista-movement-the-fight-for-indigenous-rights-in-mexico/

    https://schoolsforchiapas.org/the-massacre-of-viejo-velasco/

    https://soaw.org/notorious-soa-graduates

    https://web.archive.org/web/20070119115027/http://www.soaw.org/new/newswire_detail.php?id=851

    https://soaw.org/training-in-2019-soa-whinsec

    https://www.lawg.org/declassified-army-and-cia-manuals/

    https://www.mintpressnews.com/notorious-georgia-army-school-became-americas-training-ground-for-global-torture/285223/

    https://apps.dtic.mil/sti/pdfs/ADA527172.pdf

    http://www.allgov.com/departments/department-of-defense/western-hemisphere-institute-for-security-cooperation-school-of-the-americas?agencyid=7389

    https://www.aljazeera.com/features/2014/12/9/infamous-us-military-school-still-draws-fire

    https://nsarchive2.gwu.edu/NSAEBB/NSAEBB122/920310%20Imporper%20Material%20in%20Spanish-Language%20Intelligence%20Training%20Manuals.pdf

    https://wagingnonviolence.org/2018/12/actions-across-latin-america-target-notorious-school-americas/

    https://irp.fas.org/congress/1997_rpt/soarpt.htm

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00552R000504880017-0.pdf

    https://nacla.org/news/us-intervention-paraguay-continues

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-00733R000100110006-6.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01094R000200010050-9.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/STEPS%20TO%20IMPROVE%20U.S.-ARG%5B15503036%5D.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T00287R000901540001-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90M00005R001100160023-3.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01094R000300010023-8.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01058R000100010001-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP99-01448R000402010001-1.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP99-01448R000402000001-2.pdf

    https://oig.justice.gov/sites/default/files/archive/special/9712/ch11p2.htm

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00845R000100190001-6.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00850R000200070035-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01184R000301550001-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01184R000301720002-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP04T00907R000100340001-5.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP04T00447R000100110001-1.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-01314R000100350003-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-01314R000100350003-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP87M00539R002203530034-7.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP87M00539R001802760013-1.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP04T00367R000100090001-3.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP89B00423R000300330003-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/LIEUTENANT%20GENERAL%20LEOPOL%5B15499966%5D.pdf

    https://web.archive.org/web/20191106052505/http://william_h_ormsbee.tripod.com/Articles/school_americas_who_84.pdf

    https://irp.fas.org/crs/soa.htm

    https://armyuniversity.edu/whinsec/en/faq

    2 hr 46 min
  • 111. School of the Americas -- Pt. 1!

    This week, Madeline and David talk about the School of the Americas -- where the USA trains future dictators of the world!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://jacobin.com/2019/11/shut-down-school-of-the-americas-whinsec-ice-border-patrol

    https://www.theguardian.com/world/2016/apr/08/spanish-trial-of-soldiers-behind-uca-atrocity-raises-hopes-of-ending-impunity-in-el-salvador

    https://www.britannica.com/biography/Juan-Peron

    https://www.aljazeera.com/opinions/2012/3/1/el-salvadors-brutal-civil-war-what-we-still-dont-know

    https://www.nytimes.com/1992/02/21/world/roberto-d-aubuisson-48-far-rightist-in-salvador.html

    https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/cifamerica/2010/nov/18/us-military-usa

    https://www.nrc.no/perspectives/2015/nr-4/colombias-bloody-history/

    https://www.e-ir.info/2017/08/22/imperialism-by-another-name-the-us-war-on-drugs-in-colombia/

    https://www.internationalaffairs.org.au/news-item/the-zapatista-movement-the-fight-for-indigenous-rights-in-mexico/

    https://schoolsforchiapas.org/the-massacre-of-viejo-velasco/

    https://soaw.org/notorious-soa-graduates

    https://web.archive.org/web/20070119115027/http://www.soaw.org/new/newswire_detail.php?id=851

    https://soaw.org/training-in-2019-soa-whinsec

    https://www.lawg.org/declassified-army-and-cia-manuals/

    https://www.mintpressnews.com/notorious-georgia-army-school-became-americas-training-ground-for-global-torture/285223/

    https://apps.dtic.mil/sti/pdfs/ADA527172.pdf

    http://www.allgov.com/departments/department-of-defense/western-hemisphere-institute-for-security-cooperation-school-of-the-americas?agencyid=7389

    https://www.aljazeera.com/features/2014/12/9/infamous-us-military-school-still-draws-fire

    https://nsarchive2.gwu.edu/NSAEBB/NSAEBB122/920310%20Imporper%20Material%20in%20Spanish-Language%20Intelligence%20Training%20Manuals.pdf

    https://wagingnonviolence.org/2018/12/actions-across-latin-america-target-notorious-school-americas/

    https://irp.fas.org/congress/1997_rpt/soarpt.htm

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00552R000504880017-0.pdf

    https://nacla.org/news/us-intervention-paraguay-continues

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-00733R000100110006-6.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01094R000200010050-9.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/STEPS%20TO%20IMPROVE%20U.S.-ARG%5B15503036%5D.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T00287R000901540001-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90M00005R001100160023-3.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01094R000300010023-8.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01058R000100010001-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP99-01448R000402010001-1.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP99-01448R000402000001-2.pdf

    https://oig.justice.gov/sites/default/files/archive/special/9712/ch11p2.htm

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90-00845R000100190001-6.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00850R000200070035-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01184R000301550001-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP85T01184R000301720002-2.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP04T00907R000100340001-5.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP04T00447R000100110001-1.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-01314R000100350003-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-01314R000100350003-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP87M00539R002203530034-7.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP87M00539R001802760013-1.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP04T00367R000100090001-3.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP89B00423R000300330003-4.pdf

    https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/LIEUTENANT%20GENERAL%20LEOPOL%5B15499966%5D.pdf

    https://web.archive.org/web/20191106052505/http://william_h_ormsbee.tripod.com/Articles/school_americas_who_84.pdf

    https://irp.fas.org/crs/soa.htm

    https://armyuniversity.edu/whinsec/en/faq

    2 hr 11 min
  • 110. Coca-Colonization Pt. 2

    This week, Madeline and David finish our episode about Coca-Colonization in Mexico!

    BOOK: 

    https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/722726/i-survived-capitalism-and-all-i-got-was-this-lousy-t-shirt-by-madeline-pendleton/ 


    PATREON: 

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared 


    SOURCES: 

    https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/coca-cola-mexico-wells-dry-bottled-water-sucking-san-felipe-ecatepec-chiapas-a7953026.html

    https://amp.theguardian.com/world/2019/nov/15/coca-cola-country-in-southern-mexico-photo-essay

    https://www.indigenousmexico.org/articles/chiapas-forever-indigenous?format=amp

    https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2022/jul/28/water-is-the-real-thing-but-millions-of-mexicans-are-struggling-without-it

    https://www.theguardian.com/world/2019/nov/15/coca-cola-country-in-southern-mexico-photo-essay

    https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/14/world/americas/mexico-coca-cola-diabetes.html

    https://www.esquire.com/news-politics/politics/a22172862/coca-cola-mexico-town-water/

    https://www.reuters.com/article/idUSL5N2XF4ZG/

    https://www.sbs.com.au/news/dateline/article/this-small-town-in-mexico-is-addicted-to-coca-cola-it-also-grapples-with-a-deadly-disease/p1m2g5dtd

    https://truthout.org/articles/coca-cola-sucks-wells-dry-in-chiapas-forcing-residents-to-buy-water/

    https://www.nbcnews.com/now/video/major-cities-in-mexico-running-out-of-water-as-extreme-heat-continues-209737285844

    https://coha.org/coca-colas-corporate-greed-is-leaving-mexicans-thirsty/

    https://borgenproject.org/chronic-diseases-in-chiapas/

    https://killercoke.org/ray_rogers_absurdity_at_unam_110329.php

    https://killercoke.org/crimes_mexico.php

    https://inthesetimes.com/article/cola-wars-in-mexico

    https://chiapas-support.org/2023/06/14/coca-colas-lack-of-political-transparency-is-associated-with-life-and-death-in-chiapas/

    https://www.atlantamagazine.com/great-reads/cocacolonization/

    https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0277953604004587?via%3Dihub

    https://compact.org/news/coca-colonization-and-christmas-cheer-in-mexico

    https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0277953604004587

    https://www.salon.com/2018/04/04/the-coca-cola-invasion-is-causing-mexicos-slow-death-by-junk-food_partner/

    https://www.aljazeera.com/opinions/2017/12/23/coca-cola-red-and-whitewashing-the-empire

    https://www.businessinsider.com/coca-cola-influence-on-mexican-culture-2018-8#but-there-was-a-downside-to-cokes-sudden-spike-in-popularity-the-diabetes-rate-doubled-in-mexico-between-2000-and-2007-14

    1 hr 56 min
  • 109. Coca-Colonization Pt. 1!

    This week, Madeline and David talk about Coca Cola's colonization of Mexico, part 1 of a 2-parter!


    BOOK: 

    https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/722726/i-survived-capitalism-and-all-i-got-was-this-lousy-t-shirt-by-madeline-pendleton/ 


    PATREON: 

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared 


    SOURCES: 

    https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/coca-cola-mexico-wells-dry-bottled-water-sucking-san-felipe-ecatepec-chiapas-a7953026.html

    https://amp.theguardian.com/world/2019/nov/15/coca-cola-country-in-southern-mexico-photo-essay

    https://www.indigenousmexico.org/articles/chiapas-forever-indigenous?format=amp

    https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2022/jul/28/water-is-the-real-thing-but-millions-of-mexicans-are-struggling-without-it

    https://www.theguardian.com/world/2019/nov/15/coca-cola-country-in-southern-mexico-photo-essay

    https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/14/world/americas/mexico-coca-cola-diabetes.html

    https://www.esquire.com/news-politics/politics/a22172862/coca-cola-mexico-town-water/

    https://www.reuters.com/article/idUSL5N2XF4ZG/

    https://www.sbs.com.au/news/dateline/article/this-small-town-in-mexico-is-addicted-to-coca-cola-it-also-grapples-with-a-deadly-disease/p1m2g5dtd

    https://truthout.org/articles/coca-cola-sucks-wells-dry-in-chiapas-forcing-residents-to-buy-water/

    https://www.nbcnews.com/now/video/major-cities-in-mexico-running-out-of-water-as-extreme-heat-continues-209737285844

    https://coha.org/coca-colas-corporate-greed-is-leaving-mexicans-thirsty/

    https://borgenproject.org/chronic-diseases-in-chiapas/

    https://killercoke.org/ray_rogers_absurdity_at_unam_110329.php

    https://killercoke.org/crimes_mexico.php

    https://inthesetimes.com/article/cola-wars-in-mexico

    https://chiapas-support.org/2023/06/14/coca-colas-lack-of-political-transparency-is-associated-with-life-and-death-in-chiapas/

    https://www.atlantamagazine.com/great-reads/cocacolonization/

    https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0277953604004587?via%3Dihub

    https://compact.org/news/coca-colonization-and-christmas-cheer-in-mexico

    https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0277953604004587

    https://www.salon.com/2018/04/04/the-coca-cola-invasion-is-causing-mexicos-slow-death-by-junk-food_partner/

    https://www.aljazeera.com/opinions/2017/12/23/coca-cola-red-and-whitewashing-the-empire

    https://www.businessinsider.com/coca-cola-influence-on-mexican-culture-2018-8#but-there-was-a-downside-to-cokes-sudden-spike-in-popularity-the-diabetes-rate-doubled-in-mexico-between-2000-and-2007-14

    2 hr 14 min
  • 108. NED Pt. 2!
    This week, Madeline and David wrap up our two-part episode on NED -- the second, smaller CIA!
    BOOK:
    https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/722726/i-survived-capitalism-and-all-i-got-was-this-lousy-t-shirt-by-madeline-pendleton/
    PATREON:
    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared
    SOURCES:
    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1A1xOGFEcb2-Iy_ZUuNVx_9tdJtnMdjpTMYQfEHnuPRM/edit?usp=sharing
    2 hr 48 min
  • 107. NED -- Like the CIA but Cuter! Pt. 1

    This week, Madeline and David talk about the tinier CIA: The National Endowment for Democracy! Part 1.

    BOOK:

    https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/722726/i-survived-capitalism-and-all-i-got-was-this-lousy-t-shirt-by-madeline-pendleton/

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1A1xOGFEcb2-Iy_ZUuNVx_9tdJtnMdjpTMYQfEHnuPRM/edit?usp=sharing

    1 hr 58 min
  • 106. Trump Was Sent By Heaven to Destroy the Communist Party!

    This week, Madeline and David talk about Shen Yun, Falun Gong, The Epoch Times, and Li Hongzhi!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    BOOK:

    https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/722726/i-survived-capitalism-and-all-i-got-was-this-lousy-t-shirt-by-madeline-pendleton/

    SOURCES:

    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1OFqFIW1ejobai9MrY3ksBc96Jr5lfoW5YeyPzzjkDm8/edit?usp=sharing

    3 hr 6 min
  • 105. Further Right Than West Virginia

    This week, David and Madeline talk about the West Virginia coal mining wars, deputizing orthodontists to shoot the poors, and maybe the only okay cop to ever exist -- maybe!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    BOOK:

    https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/722726/i-survived-capitalism-and-all-i-got-was-this-lousy-t-shirt-by-madeline-pendleton/

    SOURCES:

    Savage, Lon: Thunder in the Mountains: The West Virginia Coal Mine War 1920-1921

    Shogon, Robert: The Battle of Blair Mountain

    Hubert, Patrick: Rednecks and Red Bandanas

    Wheeler, Hoyt: What Did the Coal Miner See

    Amsden, Jon and Brier, Stephen: Coal Miners on Strike

    Gadsby, Margaret: The Coal Strikes


    1 hr 48 min

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