Pick Me Up, I'm Scared.

Pick Me Up, I'm Scared.

By Madeline Pendleton and David RobertsSociety & Culture
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Pick Me Up, I'm Scared. episodes

  • 132. The Haitian Revolution - Pt. 1!

    This week, David and Madeline talk about the Haitian Revolution!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/c/pickmeupimscared/

    SOURCES:

    http://piketty.pse.ens.fr/files/Henochsberg2016.pdf

    https://jacobin.com/2017/01/haiti-reparations-france-slavery-colonialism-debt/

    https://www.nytimes.com/2022/05/20/world/americas/haiti-history-colonized-france.html

    https://nyujilp.org/frances-overdue-debt-to-haiti/#_ftn3

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/44148455

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/42843715

    https://www.cadtm.org/The-evolution-of-wealth-inequalities-over-the-last-two-centuries

    https://www.projectmanifest.eu/the-french-society-of-friends-of-black-people-1788-1799-en-fr/

    https://revolution.chnm.org/d/290

    https://www.nytimes.com/2022/05/20/world/haiti-wall-street-us-banks.html

    James, The Black Jacobins: Toussaint Louverture and the San Domingo Revolution

     Douglas, Making The Black Jacobins: C.L.R. James and the Drama of History

     Cesaire, Return to my Native Land

     https://www.nlm.nih.gov/nativevoices/timeline/171.html

     Williams, Capitalism and Slavery

     Peabody: “There Are No Slaves in France”

    Geggus, David, ed. The Haitian Revolution: A Documentary History

    M. de C. Makandal, Histoire Veritable

    Popkin, A Concise History of the Haitian Revolution

    2 hr 8 min
  • 131. The Case for Letting Malibu Burn

    This week, Madeline & David talk about the Los Angeles fires, prison labor, and climate change!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared/posts

    SOURCES:

    https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-14269289/arsonist-arrested-starting-la-kenneth-fire.html

    https://longreads.com/2018/12/04/the-case-for-letting-malibu-burn/

    https://timesmachine.nytimes.com/timesmachine/1935/10/27/87883221.html?login=smartlock&auth=login-smartlock&pageNumber=13

    https://www.latimes.com/projects/la-me-malibu-wildfire-history/

    https://malibutimes.com/article_be86d151-e381-5db5-9a85-66cc05586070

    https://retrospectjournal.com/2023/11/26/the-flammable-nature-of-malibu-beach-a-brief-history-of-californias-wildfires-in-the-early-20th-century/

    https://www.firehouse.com/operations-training/article/10545036/californias-calabasas-malibu-fire

    https://www.washingtonpost.com/weather/2025/01/11/los-angeles-fires-california-updates-palisades-eaton-kenneth/

    https://ktla.com/news/california/wildfires/eaton-fire-still-raging-in-southern-california-saturday-as-santa-ana-winds-pick-back-up/

    https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/c0ewe4p9128o

    https://www.themarshallproject.org/2025/01/11/los-angeles-palisades-prisoners-firefighters

    https://www.nytimes.com/2025/01/11/us/inmates-firefighters-wildfires-california.html

    https://www.npr.org/2025/01/10/nx-s1-5254122/inmate-firefighters-california-wildfires

    https://www.vera.org/news/from-fighting-wildfires-to-digging-graves-incarcerated-workers-face-danger-on-the-job

    https://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/the-history-of-californias-inmate-firefighter-program-180980662/

    https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2020/sep/01/california-incarcerated-firefighters-prison

    2 hr 15 min
  • 130. The Potato Famine - Pt. 2!

    This week, Madeline & David wrap up part 2 of our series on the Potato famine!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared/posts

    SOURCES:

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/j.ctt1p6qp8j

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006815

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/27724246

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/175367

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/43920279

    https://www.irishtimes.com/opinion/2023/12/27/jane-ohlmeyer-ireland-served-as-a-laboratory-for-the-british-empire/

    https://the-past.com/feature/the-tudor-conquest-of-ireland/

    https://daily.jstor.org/britains-blueprint-for-colonialism-made-in-ireland/

    https://escholarship.mcgill.ca/concern/theses/bc386j919

    https://cain.ulster.ac.uk/othelem/chron/ch1169-1799.htm

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006740?read-now=1&seq=8#page_scan_tab_contents

    https://digitalcommons.uri.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1002&context=srhonorsprog

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/pdf/27533643.pdf?refreqid=fastly-default%3Abb408c83fba772ab72430ebed8a32c86&ab_segments=&initiator=&acceptTC=1

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/24399137

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006772

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006355

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/24340829

    https://marxist.com/irish-potato-famine10122007.htm

    https://www.researchgate.net/publication/247758541_A_Million_of_the_Irish_Toilers_A_Marxist_Approach_to_the_Great_Irish_Famine

    https://daily.jstor.org/when-language-started-a-political-revolution/

    https://www.britannica.com/event/Easter-Rising

    https://www.irishtimes.com/news/politics/the-legacy-of-eoin-macneill-the-man-who-tried-to-call-off-the-rising-1.1579668

    https://as.nyu.edu/content/dam/nyu-as/irelandHouse/documents/0111-0126_PoliticsOfTheIrishLanguage.pdf

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/43670669

    1 hr 59 min
  • 129. The Potato Famine, Pt. 1

    This week, Madeline and David talk about the history of the colonization of Ireland leading up to the potato famine!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/j.ctt1p6qp8j

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006815

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/27724246

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/175367

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/43920279

    https://www.irishtimes.com/opinion/2023/12/27/jane-ohlmeyer-ireland-served-as-a-laboratory-for-the-british-empire/

    https://the-past.com/feature/the-tudor-conquest-of-ireland/

    https://daily.jstor.org/britains-blueprint-for-colonialism-made-in-ireland/

    https://escholarship.mcgill.ca/concern/theses/bc386j919

    https://cain.ulster.ac.uk/othelem/chron/ch1169-1799.htm

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006740?read-now=1&seq=8#page_scan_tab_contents

    https://digitalcommons.uri.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1002&context=srhonorsprog

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/pdf/27533643.pdf?refreqid=fastly-default%3Abb408c83fba772ab72430ebed8a32c86&ab_segments=&initiator=&acceptTC=1

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/24399137

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006772

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/30006355

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/24340829

    https://marxist.com/irish-potato-famine10122007.htm

    https://www.researchgate.net/publication/247758541_A_Million_of_the_Irish_Toilers_A_Marxist_Approach_to_the_Great_Irish_Famine

    https://daily.jstor.org/when-language-started-a-political-revolution/

    https://www.britannica.com/event/Easter-Rising

    https://www.irishtimes.com/news/politics/the-legacy-of-eoin-macneill-the-man-who-tried-to-call-off-the-rising-1.1579668

    https://as.nyu.edu/content/dam/nyu-as/irelandHouse/documents/0111-0126_PoliticsOfTheIrishLanguage.pdf

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/43670669

    2 hr 3 min
  • 128. The Politics of Horror, Pt. 4!

    This week, Madeline and David wrap up our 4-part series on the politics of horror by talking about horror movies and disability, plus horror movies and the domestic space!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/c/pickmeupimscared/posts

    SOURCES:

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2757926/

    https://disabilityvisibilityproject.com/2023/10/08/one-of-us-tod-brownings-freaks-disability-culture-and-the-criterion-for-inclusion/

    https://www.nyfa.edu/student-resources/how-horror-movies-have-changed-since-their-beginning/

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/431308?read-now=1&seq=8#page_scan_tab_contents

    https://daily.jstor.org/the-horror/

    https://medusacreatives.com/2020/10/31/normal-people-dont-scare-me-a-history-of-ableism-in-the-horror-genre/

    https://collider.com/horror-movies-transphobia/

    https://wildezine.com/3806/opinion/its-not-about-the-dress-a-brief-history-of-transphobia-in-horror-movies/

    https://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/press/transpop-suicide-press-release/

    https://cinema.usc.edu/spectator/37.2/5_Miller.pdf

    https://www.sceneandheardnu.com/female-victimization-in-horror

    https://news.northwestern.edu/stories/2023/03/revealing-horrors-problematic-past-the-black-guy-dies-first/

    https://www.frieze.com/article/unmasking-hollywood-horrors-racial-stereotypes

    https://baltimorebeat.com/three-decades-later-the-people-under-the-stairs-is-unsubtle-unsung-and-unbelievable/

    https://medium.com/@jaredcharles/american-capitalism-the-implications-of-class-and-race-in-horror-9c990639b32f

    https://grlmag.com/2022/02/28/the-final-girl-feminist-icon-or-misogynistic-martyr/

    https://thefilmsmith.com/2010/03/20/why-arent-we-killing-the-poor/

    https://dailydead.com/editorial-jaws-is-a-political-piece-with-some-serious-teeth/

    https://www.bfi.org.uk/features/pod-people-legacy-invasion-body-snatchers

    https://dainealmaclean.medium.com/the-american-home-invasion-film-and-the-history-of-racial-and-social-exclusion-in-the-pursuit-of-87d02c6f514d

    2 hr 47 min
  • 127. The Politics of Horror, Part 3!

    This week, Madeline and David talk about race and class in the politics of horror movies!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/c/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2757926/

    https://disabilityvisibilityproject.com/2023/10/08/one-of-us-tod-brownings-freaks-disability-culture-and-the-criterion-for-inclusion/

    https://www.nyfa.edu/student-resources/how-horror-movies-have-changed-since-their-beginning/

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/431308?read-now=1&seq=8#page_scan_tab_contents

    https://daily.jstor.org/the-horror/

    https://medusacreatives.com/2020/10/31/normal-people-dont-scare-me-a-history-of-ableism-in-the-horror-genre/

    https://collider.com/horror-movies-transphobia/

    https://wildezine.com/3806/opinion/its-not-about-the-dress-a-brief-history-of-transphobia-in-horror-movies/

    https://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/press/transpop-suicide-press-release/

    https://cinema.usc.edu/spectator/37.2/5_Miller.pdf

    https://www.sceneandheardnu.com/female-victimization-in-horror

    https://news.northwestern.edu/stories/2023/03/revealing-horrors-problematic-past-the-black-guy-dies-first/

    https://www.frieze.com/article/unmasking-hollywood-horrors-racial-stereotypes

    https://baltimorebeat.com/three-decades-later-the-people-under-the-stairs-is-unsubtle-unsung-and-unbelievable/

    https://medium.com/@jaredcharles/american-capitalism-the-implications-of-class-and-race-in-horror-9c990639b32f

    https://grlmag.com/2022/02/28/the-final-girl-feminist-icon-or-misogynistic-martyr/

    https://thefilmsmith.com/2010/03/20/why-arent-we-killing-the-poor/

    https://dailydead.com/editorial-jaws-is-a-political-piece-with-some-serious-teeth/

    https://www.bfi.org.uk/features/pod-people-legacy-invasion-body-snatchers

    https://dainealmaclean.medium.com/the-american-home-invasion-film-and-the-history-of-racial-and-social-exclusion-in-the-pursuit-of-87d02c6f514d

    2 hr 16 min
  • 126. The Politics of Horror, Pt. 2!

    This week, David and Madeline start a journey exploring the politics of horror movies! We do a brief overview of the transition from horror literature to horror film and the key trends of horror films by decade. Next week, we will tackle the politics of horror by topic and explore specific film titles!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    ⁠https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2757926/⁠

    ⁠https://disabilityvisibilityproject.com/2023/10/08/one-of-us-tod-brownings-freaks-disability-culture-and-the-criterion-for-inclusion/⁠

    ⁠https://www.nyfa.edu/student-resources/how-horror-movies-have-changed-since-their-beginning/⁠

    ⁠https://www.jstor.org/stable/431308?read-now=1&seq=8#page_scan_tab_contents⁠

    ⁠https://daily.jstor.org/the-horror/⁠

    ⁠https://medusacreatives.com/2020/10/31/normal-people-dont-scare-me-a-history-of-ableism-in-the-horror-genre/⁠

    ⁠https://collider.com/horror-movies-transphobia/⁠

    ⁠https://wildezine.com/3806/opinion/its-not-about-the-dress-a-brief-history-of-transphobia-in-horror-movies/⁠

    ⁠https://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/press/transpop-suicide-press-release/⁠

    ⁠https://cinema.usc.edu/spectator/37.2/5_Miller.pdf⁠

    ⁠https://www.sceneandheardnu.com/female-victimization-in-horror⁠

    ⁠https://news.northwestern.edu/stories/2023/03/revealing-horrors-problematic-past-the-black-guy-dies-first/⁠

    ⁠https://www.frieze.com/article/unmasking-hollywood-horrors-racial-stereotypes⁠

    ⁠https://baltimorebeat.com/three-decades-later-the-people-under-the-stairs-is-unsubtle-unsung-and-unbelievable/⁠

    ⁠https://medium.com/@jaredcharles/american-capitalism-the-implications-of-class-and-race-in-horror-9c990639b32f⁠

    ⁠https://grlmag.com/2022/02/28/the-final-girl-feminist-icon-or-misogynistic-martyr/⁠

    ⁠https://thefilmsmith.com/2010/03/20/why-arent-we-killing-the-poor/⁠

    ⁠https://dailydead.com/editorial-jaws-is-a-political-piece-with-some-serious-teeth/⁠

    ⁠https://www.bfi.org.uk/features/pod-people-legacy-invasion-body-snatchers⁠

    ⁠https://dainealmaclean.medium.com/the-american-home-invasion-film-and-the-history-of-racial-and-social-exclusion-in-the-pursuit-of-87d02c6f514d

    2 hr 13 min
  • 125. The Politics of Horror Movies -- Pt. 1!

    This week, David and Madeline start a journey exploring the politics of horror movies! We do a brief overview of the transition from horror literature to horror film and the key trends of horror films by decade. Next week, we will tackle the politics of horror by topic and explore specific film titles!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2757926/

    https://disabilityvisibilityproject.com/2023/10/08/one-of-us-tod-brownings-freaks-disability-culture-and-the-criterion-for-inclusion/

    https://www.nyfa.edu/student-resources/how-horror-movies-have-changed-since-their-beginning/

    https://www.jstor.org/stable/431308?read-now=1&seq=8#page_scan_tab_contents

    https://daily.jstor.org/the-horror/

    https://medusacreatives.com/2020/10/31/normal-people-dont-scare-me-a-history-of-ableism-in-the-horror-genre/

    https://collider.com/horror-movies-transphobia/

    https://wildezine.com/3806/opinion/its-not-about-the-dress-a-brief-history-of-transphobia-in-horror-movies/

    https://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/press/transpop-suicide-press-release/

    https://cinema.usc.edu/spectator/37.2/5_Miller.pdf

    https://www.sceneandheardnu.com/female-victimization-in-horror

    https://news.northwestern.edu/stories/2023/03/revealing-horrors-problematic-past-the-black-guy-dies-first/

    https://www.frieze.com/article/unmasking-hollywood-horrors-racial-stereotypes

    https://baltimorebeat.com/three-decades-later-the-people-under-the-stairs-is-unsubtle-unsung-and-unbelievable/

    https://medium.com/@jaredcharles/american-capitalism-the-implications-of-class-and-race-in-horror-9c990639b32f

    https://grlmag.com/2022/02/28/the-final-girl-feminist-icon-or-misogynistic-martyr/

    https://thefilmsmith.com/2010/03/20/why-arent-we-killing-the-poor/

    https://dailydead.com/editorial-jaws-is-a-political-piece-with-some-serious-teeth/

    https://www.bfi.org.uk/features/pod-people-legacy-invasion-body-snatchers

    https://dainealmaclean.medium.com/the-american-home-invasion-film-and-the-history-of-racial-and-social-exclusion-in-the-pursuit-of-87d02c6f514d

    1 hr 51 min
  • 124. Free Tibet, Pt. 2!

    This week, Madeline & David wrap up our 2-part episode about the CIA and the Free Tibet Movement!

    PATREON:

    https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared

    SOURCES:

    • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP80R01731R000200110047-1.pdf⁠
    • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R007100010009-7.pdf⁠
      • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79R00890A001100090004-2.pdf⁠
      • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78-02771R000300470002-3.pdf⁠
      • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79R00890A001100040024-5.pdf⁠
      • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R001800890009-0.pdf⁠
      • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP80B01676R002400060103-8.pdf⁠
      • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79R00890A001100040003-8.pdf⁠
        • ⁠https://ywang.uchicago.edu/history/docs/2001_03_05.pd⁠
        • ⁠https://www.chinadaily.com.cn/china/19thcpcnationalcongress/2010-11/24/content_29714621_2.htm⁠
        • ⁠https://www.marxists.org/subject/china/peking-review/1966/PR1966-36m.htm⁠
        • ⁠https://www.marxists.org/glossary/events/c/u.htm⁠
        • ⁠https://www.marxists.org/history/erol/ncm-7/cwp-cr/intro.htm⁠
          • ⁠https://www.marxists.org/history/erol/ncm-7/cwp-cr/part-3.htm⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R009400440004-0.pdf⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R008300510002-6.pdf⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R009600210006-1.pdf⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP80B01676R004300030019-4.pdf⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP80-00810A002000070007-5.pdf⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78T05929A000400080015-3.pdf⁠
          • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/DOC_0005760209.pdf⁠
            • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/COVERT%20ACTION%20IN%20HIGH%20ALT%5B14688685%5D.pdf⁠
            • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82R00025R000100060013-5.pdf⁠
              • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78-04864A000300050003-0.pdf⁠
              • ⁠https://www.nybooks.com/articles/1999/09/23/the-dalai-lama-and-the-cia/⁠
              • ⁠https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2009/feb/10/tibet-china-feudalism⁠
              • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-01350R000200230033-3.pdf⁠
              • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78-03061A000400050002-2.pdf⁠
              • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82R00025R000100060022-5.pdf⁠
              • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82R00025R000100060022-5.pdf⁠
              • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79T01018A000300070001-4.pdf⁠
                • ⁠https://www.thequint.com/news/politics/dalai-lama-tibet-china-development⁠
                  • ⁠https://www.newsweek.com/checking-secret-cia-hotel-tibets-freedom-fighters-390723⁠
                  • ⁠https://dalailama80.tibetnetwork.org/day-6/⁠
                  • ⁠https://1997-2001.state.gov/regions/eap/1996_eap_speeches.html⁠
                  • ⁠https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90T00100R000201090001-1.pdf⁠
                  • ⁠https://www.nybooks.com/online/2013/04/09/cias-cancelled-war-tibet/⁠
                  • ⁠https://web.archive.org/web/20170123043530/⁠
                    • ⁠https://history.state.gov/historicaldocuments/frus1969-76v17/d278⁠
                    • ⁠https://www.jstor.org/stable/26202084⁠
                    • ⁠https://www.colorado.edu/anthropology/sites/default/files/attached-files/mcgranahantibetscoldwar.pdf⁠
                    • ⁠https://www.nytimes.com/2006/01/10/obituaries/heinrich-harrer-93-explorer-of-tibet-dies.html⁠
                    • ⁠https://content.time.com/time/subscriber/article/0,33009,864579,00.html⁠
                    • ⁠https://www.nytimes.com/2008/03/22/opinion/22french.html⁠
                    • ⁠https://www.nytimes.com/2008/04/29/education/29student.html⁠
                      • ⁠https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1574394.Dragon_Thunder⁠
                        • ⁠https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-58466528⁠
                          • ⁠https://www.ned.org/the-national-endowment-for-democracy-the-olympics-and-tibet/⁠
                            • https://tinyurl.com/yshtap4b
                            • https://tinyurl.com/43e4ktn5
                            • https://tinyurl.com/2avr5t7x
                            • https://tinyurl.com/5fmu4dw7
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                            • 123. Free Tibet Pt. 1!

                              This week, Madeline and David talk about the Free Tibet movement, the Dalai Lama's friendship with a Nazi, and Rockabilly for 2025!

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                              SOURCES:

                              • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP80R01731R000200110047-1.pdf
                              • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R007100010009-7.pdf
                                • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79R00890A001100090004-2.pdf
                                • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78-02771R000300470002-3.pdf
                                • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79R00890A001100040024-5.pdf
                                • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82-00457R001800890009-0.pdf
                                • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP80B01676R002400060103-8.pdf
                                • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79R00890A001100040003-8.pdf
                                  • https://ywang.uchicago.edu/history/docs/2001_03_05.pd
                                  • https://www.chinadaily.com.cn/china/19thcpcnationalcongress/2010-11/24/content_29714621_2.htm
                                  • https://www.marxists.org/subject/china/peking-review/1966/PR1966-36m.htm
                                  • https://www.marxists.org/glossary/events/c/u.htm
                                  • https://www.marxists.org/history/erol/ncm-7/cwp-cr/intro.htm
                                    • https://www.marxists.org/history/erol/ncm-7/cwp-cr/part-3.htm
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                                    • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78T05929A000400080015-3.pdf
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                                      • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP82R00025R000100060013-5.pdf
                                        • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78-04864A000300050003-0.pdf
                                        • https://www.nybooks.com/articles/1999/09/23/the-dalai-lama-and-the-cia/
                                        • https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2009/feb/10/tibet-china-feudalism
                                        • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP88-01350R000200230033-3.pdf
                                        • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP78-03061A000400050002-2.pdf
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                                        • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP79T01018A000300070001-4.pdf
                                          • https://www.thequint.com/news/politics/dalai-lama-tibet-china-development
                                            • https://www.newsweek.com/checking-secret-cia-hotel-tibets-freedom-fighters-390723
                                            • https://dalailama80.tibetnetwork.org/day-6/
                                            • https://1997-2001.state.gov/regions/eap/1996_eap_speeches.html
                                            • https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP90T00100R000201090001-1.pdf
                                            • https://www.nybooks.com/online/2013/04/09/cias-cancelled-war-tibet/
                                            • https://web.archive.org/web/20170123043530/
                                              • https://history.state.gov/historicaldocuments/frus1969-76v17/d278
                                              • https://www.jstor.org/stable/26202084
                                              • https://www.colorado.edu/anthropology/sites/default/files/attached-files/mcgranahantibetscoldwar.pdf
                                              • https://www.nytimes.com/2006/01/10/obituaries/heinrich-harrer-93-explorer-of-tibet-dies.html
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                                              • https://www.nytimes.com/2008/03/22/opinion/22french.html
                                              • https://www.nytimes.com/2008/04/29/education/29student.html
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                                                      A Guide to Surviving Life, Love, and Capitalism. By Madeline Pendleton and David Roberts. Find us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/pickmeupimscared