i returned home from visiting Edward’s grave, i put on this piece of music, C-tune – Henry Flynt, after my friend Steffi originally suggested Eliane Radigue… but I found I only had her music on mp3, so I looked through the cd shelf and found this. You can hear the tambura providing a background, coaxing and encouraging, lifting and then the electric violin slashing on the top, moving up and down, crashing up and down, fighting, kissing, flying, barely waiting but always moving; edward partly in key, in tune, sometimes straying but never too far away, always that tug, that grit, smiling edge, pulling, pushing, pulling, pushing, come here, follow me, stay with me, hold me while we’re wondering at how much we are teetering

the last podcast here, again done a while ago but now putting up, twice as long as usual. I wanted to talk about edward and me, of course it doesn’t really say a lot because words from a mouth never do and memories will always fail. every song marks a passage of time, im further from having last seen/heard/touched/slept with him as the song progresses, constantly trying to shore up thoughts, images and they just become memories.I’ll never be able to share, talk, laugh, eat, walk, get drunk, get high with you ever again

do you know the way to san jose – dionne warwick

another selection of records and music for and about edward, some he knew some he didnt but all fail in describing him but all succeed in making me remember him and that is all that music can do.

Dirty Mind – Prince

Edward O’Donnell

Untitled 3 – Pita

Dirty Mind – Prince

Edward O’Donnell Free

Bad Houses Pop

Cavatina – John Williams

Didn’t really like doing this one, my mojo was missing mohito

Bad Houses Flies

I’d Hate To Die Twice, It’s So Boring – Ryan Garbes

all about singing and then not singing, pleased i played brenda lee

Bad Houses Save Energy

http://ia341309.us.archive.org/0/items/BadHousesSaveEnergy/savenergy.mp3

it did suddenly feel cold so started with records that sounded cold but reminded me of sweat, yes it was almost a mix but lines don’t go straight so its more one ear then two ears then one ear again but i didnt want to record it again, also a bit quiet and everything cut out

Bad Houses Cold

we are back in analogue, in reality that just means the same stuff as usual

Bad Houses Prison Break

I Resign – Mike Rep & Les Quotas

overall terrible sound and sounds for another attempt at being futuristic or a digital native, well that’s not futuristic at all just normal, slurpy sounds seem to be the order of the day, i of course sound trapped in someone’s head and you can hear the rest of my living room as well

http://ia360701.us.archive.org/4/items/BadHousesDigitalSummer/digitalsummer.mp3

Mosque Vibrations – Dem Hunger