Still I will not curse her name
So many days I wrote of hopes and dreams, only to learn itwas all just a charade
Upside down where nothings as it seems, until I’m cold Iwill regret everything I paid
Were it only money siphoned across our time, one day bygrace of God I could recoup
Inside my mind is the scene of the crime, and it plays adnauseum on an endless loop
Still I will not curse her name, nor speak it again lest shegain fame, this ends the game
I’m editing my mind, rewinding the past and carefully clippingyou out frame by frame
Still I will not curse her name
Unlike you I will not tell a lie while I grin, I cherishthose memories I’ve yet to make
With my grandkids I would not tell a sin, your past regressionsdemand a heavy stake
You have made an indelible stain on your soul, whilecrushing the heart that gave you aid
For a short term gain you destroyed your goal, on judgementday you’ll atone for the bed you made
Still I will not curse her name, nor speak it again lest shegain fame, this ends the game
I’m editing my mind, rewinding the past and carefully clippingyou out frame by frame
Still I will not curse her name
One day my time here will surely close, those coming behindme will read my writing
If there’s a lesson to find it’s that I chose, turn theother cheek, it’s not the time for fighting
Matters of the heart that flow in one direction, withcunning and deceit lurking in tow
Differ little from any other bodily infection, love doesn’tlive where honesty doesn’t go
Still I will not curse her name
Too much time was spent as it is, money too; time is too preciousto waste on the undeserving
Life continues and that chapter is through, just another oneof the pitfalls that keep you swerving
Dodge the ones you can, ride out the rest; hope for a happyending that you can share
Sort your memories and hang on to the best, keep on hopingfor someone who will care
Still I will not curse her name
Let it wither
Tim Windisch
4 29 2026