Mercury has entered Capricorn a.k.a. My Solar Sign. Followed immediately by A partial solar eclipse. Mercury has to do with communication. I was in the blue room at the library today which represents truth to me in color therapy... I brainstormed and toured the library and upset and man in the fireplace quiet room. It was definitely a blending of worlds. The scavenger hunt at the library and they are closed tomorrow. Fuck me running. Got a wait till Monday. So far so good! Did a live Facebook video to say hi to Hay House...I can do this. It was divinely timed and I got paid time off and on now I get to SHINE.

If you have been listening or following me, you know that I am working on a book proposal for Hay House. It’s due January 20, 2019, and these two cards are perfectly in sync with where I am on my journey with this right now. It’s coming down to the deadline to submit my proposal and I actually just got my time off at my day job so starting tomorrow, I’m going hard-core on this. I have been healing right up to the last second and with my job in retail, there was no way to start before now. I have 16 days. I’m about to blow this shit out of the water. Thank God for these cards because they have kept me sane through the process of waiting to hammer out this proposal. The one great thing about being ADHD, is that our best work comes at the 11th hour. We work best under pressure! Plus mercury enters my sign of Capricorn today and we have a partial lunar eclipse tomorrow. The stars just were not aligned until now to get started. I literally could not start taking off work until tomorrow!! It’s all going to work out in my favor! I trust the divine plan!!!

Synchronicity and the flow. We are always in it even if we are feeling resistance. You are still on track even if the universe has to drag you. Even if you don’t have faith or know how it’s going to work out. The key is letting it go. I’ll tell you how I’m getting through yet another speed bump that appeared yesterday evening for me on my journey towards the Hay House book contract. I created myself a test. It’s going to take everything I’ve learned along the way to support the belief that this is all going to work out in my favor.

I feel more aligned and able to discuss my emotional purge since yesterday morning. It got ugly when I decided to leave work early. I never truly recovered any centered state of being yesterday. I went to bed irritated so I woke up irritated. This is the importance of that I clear up issues before I go bed. It rolls over for me. So I went to the cards for my morning guidance...here’s the story.

I am so excited that I got this card for my birthday! It’s not about finding love. You are love itself. Help me Lord to send so much compassion and caring to the inner child that I always remember, “I myself am love.” People have it all wrong. Well we were conditioned wrong about our birthdays. We don’t need gifts for our birthday. We are the gift!