In this heartfelt conversation, Paula shares her journey of grief following the loss of her son, Toriano. She reflects on the profound love they shared, the challenges of navigating life without him, and the spiritual signs she believes connect them. Paula discusses the isolation she feels, the memories that bring her comfort, and her desire to tell her son's story to honor his legacy.

Through her experiences, she highlights the importance of community support, the complexities of grief, and the strength required to keep moving forward

takeaways:

• Grief can feel isolating, leading to disconnection from others.
• Memories of loved ones can provide comfort during difficult times.
• Unconditional love creates deep connections that transcend loss.
• Spiritual signs can offer reassurance and connection after death.
• Sharing stories of loved ones can be a powerful healing tool.
• Grief is a complex journey that varies for each individual.
• Community support is crucial in navigating the grieving process.
• The impact of loss can change one's perspective on life and death.
• Finding purpose in pain can help in the healing journey.
• It's important to allow oneself to feel and express emotions during grief.

In this conversation, Jacob Newsome speaks with August Tuzna Stanton, a therapist specializing in family therapy and social justice. They discuss the importance of understanding relational dynamics in therapy, particularly for queer individuals and their families. August introduces the Queer Adjusted Systemic Lens, a model that centers queerness in family therapy, emphasizing the need for therapists to actively support queer identities rather than remaining neutral. The conversation also touches on the challenges faced by queer youth, the fears of parents, and the ongoing fight for LGBTQ+ rights.takeaways

• August Tuzna Stanton is a therapist focused on queer issues.
• Social justice is crucial in therapy, especially for marginalized communities.
• The Queer Adjusted Systemic Lens centers queerness in family therapy.
• Neutrality in therapy can be harmful to queer identities.
• Parental fear often stems from misinformation and lack of understanding.
• Therapists should help parents navigate their grief over changing expectations.
• Community support is vital for queer individuals.
• The fight for queer rights is ongoing and requires active participation.
• Therapists should embrace queerness and validate queer experiences.
• Finding the right therapist is essential for effective support.

In this heartfelt conversation, Keith Porter Sr. shares his profound grief following the tragic murder of his son, Keith Porter Jr., by an off-duty ICE agent. He discusses the emotional toll on his family, particularly on Keith Jr.'s children, and the lack of community support in Houston. Keith Sr. expresses his determination to fight for justice and to combat the false narratives surrounding his son's death. He emphasizes the importance of keeping his son's memory alive through community action and plans to establish a foundation in his honor.takeaways

• Grief can be an overwhelming battle, affecting daily life.
• Support from family is crucial during times of tragedy.
• Children often bear the heaviest emotional burdens in family loss.
• False narratives can distort the truth about victims.
• Community action is essential in the fight for justice.
• Legacy can be honored through foundations and community support.
• The importance of sharing personal stories to combat isolation.
• Advocacy for victims of violence is a communal responsibility.
• Emotional healing can come from helping others.
• Maintaining a loved one's memory is a powerful form of love.

• Fighting for Justice: A Father's Story
• The Weight of Grief: A Personal Journey

• "I haven't had much support out here."
• "I want to keep his name alive."
• "Your son's story won't be forgotten."

In this long-form, unscripted year-end episode, Jacob Newsome is joined by returning guest and chosen-family collaborator Brandon Ellington for a raw, wide-ranging conversation about survival, rupture, and transformation in 2025.

What begins as a reflection on the growth of Power of the Narrative, from global listeners to interviews with activists, artists, and families shaped by loss, unfolds into something deeper: an unfiltered reckoning with money shame, institutional betrayal, abusive relationship dynamics, spiritual disillusionment, and the slow, nonlinear work of reclaiming one’s life.

Jacob speaks openly about financial precarity, job loss, and the psychological residue of growing up without material safety, naming how capitalism, trauma, and shame intertwine, especially for Black and marginalized communities. Rather than romanticizing struggle, the episode reframes survival as data, not deficiency, and rejects the lie that worth is measured by stability or silence.

Brandon mirrors and grounds the conversation with his own story of upheaval: leaving a harmful relationship, rebuilding a sense of home, rediscovering joy through creation, self-care, and radical self-prioritization. Together, they explore what it means to choose oneself without apology, even when healing is incomplete and the future uncertain.

The episode moves fluidly through deeply personal terrain and broader cultural critique:
– how institutions protect themselves rather than people
– how elders can minimize harm in the name of order
– how silence is often mistaken for maturity
– and how telling the truth publicly carries real social cost

Jacob reflects on leaving spaces that could not hold queer, trauma-informed truth, and on channeling what he learned into new work, including trauma-informed programs for system-involved youth and a forthcoming narrative nonfiction book rooted in witnessing, accountability, and human complexity.

There is laughter. There is grief. There is anger without spectacle. And beneath it all runs a single throughline: narrative is not decoration, it is power. Whoever controls the story controls what is remembered, what is forgiven, and what becomes possible.

This episode does not offer clean resolution or packaged healing. Instead, it stands as a living record of two people mid-transformation; choosing clarity over comfort, integrity over belonging, and truth over containment.

In mythic terms, this is not the return of the hero seeking approval.
It is the departure of the storyteller who no longer needs permission.

Host: Jacob Newsome
Guest: Collin Roach
Production: Power of the Narrative (in partnership with KPFT Queer Voices)
Recorded & Mixed by: Jacob Newsome
Full Video Episode: Coming soon

In this charged and inspiring conversation, Jacob Newsome sits down with Collin Roach — a 23-year-old actor, writer, producer, and professional wrestler — whose story is a testament to resilience, creativity, and rebirth.

From a childhood cut short by concussions to building a new world through film, Collin reveals how loss, imagination, and discipline shaped him into a multidimensional artist. The conversation unpacks what it means to belong in a world that tries to box you in, and how performance became both therapy and purpose.

Together they explore:

• Collin’s journey from athlete to actor to professional wrestler

• How a devastating injury unlocked his storytelling gift

• The art and psychology of wrestling as performance

• His collaboration with filmmaker Wayne Cella on Insignificant

• Portraying queer love with authenticity and respect, as an Ally

• Grieving lost dreams and finding power in reinvention

• Legacy, identity, and the weight of being young, gifted, and Black in Hollywood

This episode is an anthem for anyone standing at a crossroads — unsure which dream to chase first, but unwilling to stop running.

Quote from Collin:

“I don’t want to be an actor. I don’t want to be a wrestler.
I want to be an entertainer — the best version of all of it.”

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Host: Jacob Newsome
Guest: Raquel Willis
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In this luminous and soul-stirring conversation, Jacob sits down with Raquel Willis, award-winning Black trans activist, journalist, and author of The Risk It Takes to Bloom, to explore what it means to embody truth, power, and liberation in a world that often denies both.

Together, they trace the sacred threads of Southern roots, ancestral wisdom, and trans brilliance. Raquel opens up about her father’s influence, the fire of her grandmother, and the spirits of movement ancestors like Marsha P. Johnson, Sylvia Rivera, Monica Roberts, and more. She reflects on the delicate line between survival and freedom, the price of authenticity, and the revolutionary magic of belonging.

This episode is a meditation on becoming, on what it costs, what it gives, and what still waits to be born.

They discuss:

• Reclaiming the South as a cradle of liberation

• Lessons from The Risk It Takes to Bloom

• The beauty and danger of Black trans visibility

• Desire, legacy, and love as radical acts

• The politics of grief, joy, and spiritual resistance

Raquel’s Call to the World:
“Be radically defiant. Do not obey.”

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A Father’s Search for Truth, Justice, and a Son Who Never Came Home

Host: Jacob Newsome
Guest: Willie Smith
Production: Power of the Narrative (in partnership with Texas Center for the Missing)
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On January 12, 2018, 19-year-old Jared Chavis got into a black Ford Fusion in Houston, Texas—and was never seen again. Seven years later, his father, Willie Smith, is still searching for answers.

In this raw and unfiltered conversation, Jacob sits down with Mr. Smith to revisit the night Jared vanished, the botched investigation, the heartbreak of unanswered questions, and the love of a father who refuses to give up.

Together they discuss:

• The events surrounding Jared’s disappearance

• The silence and negligence of law enforcement

• The emotional toll on Jared’s son and sister

• What it means to seek justice in a system designed to forget

• A direct call to those who were there that night

This episode is more than a podcast. It’s a plea. A demand. A sacred record.
And we won’t stop until justice speaks.

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Host: Jacob Newsome
Guest: Wayne Cella
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What if the trauma we survive becomes the raw material for the art we create?

In this brave and soul-deep conversation, Jacob sits down with filmmaker and actor Wayne Cella to explore what it means to live and create after childhood sexual abuse, queer erasure, and years of silencing. With searing honesty and poetic clarity, Wayne reflects on healing as a nonlinear process, filmmaking as exorcism, and friendship as both mirror and medicine.

Together, they unpack:

• Surviving priest-perpetrated abuse in childhood

• Making art from grief, rage, and queer becoming

• Trauma responses vs. true desire in intimacy

• Why stories save us and why silence kills

• How chosen family heals what bloodlines could not

Wayne’s films Insignificant, Talisman, and Mercury aren’t just projects. They’re ritual containers for reclaiming voice, queerness, and power.
This is a conversation about the ache of memory, the genius of inner children, and the courage it takes to stay alive when the world tells you you shouldn’t be.

If you’ve ever felt like your softness was unsafe or like your rage had nowhere to go this one’s for you.

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In this devastating and urgent episode of Power of the Narrative, Jacob Newsome sits with Alejandro Carrillo and advocates to share the story of Mayolo Carrillo—a father, grandfather, and beloved brother who vanished near Eagle Pass after trying to cross the U.S.-Mexico border to say goodbye to his dying mother.

Mayolo's family opens up about their heartbreak, the systemic failures they’ve faced, and the haunting silence from investigators. They are doing what law enforcement refuses to: searching every day, following every clue, and demanding the dignity Maolo deserves.

This is not just one family's grief, it's a mirror reflecting how immigrant lives are treated as disposable.

• “He risked his life to say goodbye.”

• “We’re doing the police’s job.”

• “To them, he’s just another person. To us, he’s everything.”

Featuring: Alex Carrillo

Host: Jacob Newsome

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On April 23, 2021, Iris Santos, a radiant, fierce, 22-year-old trans woman, was murdered outside a Chick-fil-A in Houston. Her mother, Maria Carreon , never received a call from police. She found out through neighbors.

In this deeply intimate and heartbreaking conversation, Maria tells the story the media never fully captured: the pain of losing her youngest child, the coldness of the system, and the spiritual love that Iris carried everywhere she went.

“She hugged me over and over before she left,” Maria says. “Like she knew it would be the last time.”

This episode is a sacred testimony of grief, justice, and a mother’s refusal to let her daughter’s name fade.

Featuring: Maria Carreon

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Host: Jacob Newsome
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