The natural state most is chaotic and messy.
Don’t expect anything to go in a straight path, and come easy at the beginning. All of what we actually do it’s a growth process, or we have to learn the steps as we go.
Few things come easy, and most of the things that we do are not inherited. They require a lot of trial and error, and social interaction. As a consequence, you have to remember that will take you a long time to do anything that you will be proud of.