I wish I knew what I was doing, but it don’t.
I wish I understand what I was doing, and then I can make sense of the world around me based on this definition of who I am.
However, I never really quite understand what I am about, and what I’m actually doing.
Any definition of what I’m about doesn’t seem to fit. Every time I try to explain who I am, I can’t put it in words. Or, I miss out on some important aspects of what I am doing.
It would be nice if I understood what I was about because then I can clearly communicate it to the outside world, but would they actually listen if I told them?
Instead, what if people figured out when I was about and who I am by my actions?
Would they not be able to figure out what it is that I do based on their own experiences that is more relevant for them?