I hit my lowest point, again. This is a raw and unfiltered episode I have decided to share in case you are also hitting rock bottom. I had no money, no electricity, and no way to shield my daughter from the truth. I had to take a walk of fear, shame, humiliation, defeat and find myself in snotty tears, and my dog Muffins looking at me as if I was mad. I told myself I would feel whatever I needed to feel, and then when the storm of emotions hit me, I allowed them, and I heard the guilt, the shame but after that was done, I had peace. And from there I could start building my life again.

In this episode, Mosidi unpacks the courage it takes to make life-changing decisions — the kind that shake your comfort zone and realign you with your truth. She shares personal stories of bold moves she’s made as a mother, woman, and soul-led being, including leaving behind familiar identities, environments, and relationships that no longer served her evolution.

If you’ve been feeling stuck, stagnant, or scared to take your next step, this is your reminder: you’re not stuck — you’re resisting the bold move your soul is asking for. Tune in to learn how ego protects outdated identities, how to recognize the inner nudge toward growth, and why fear often signals the exact direction you need to go.

This is your permission to leap

Welcome to As Within, So Without: The Being of Abundance, a podcast dedicated to uncovering the powerful connection between your inner world and outer life. Have you ever felt stuck, frustrated, or like you're constantly fighting against external circumstances? We reveal the liberating truth: your physical reality is merely a mirror of your internal state.

Through candid discussions and profound revelations, host Mosidi explores how embracing your authentic being can revolutionize your experiences. We tackle topics like mindset shifts, overcoming limiting beliefs, attracting wealth, enhancing self-love, and healing internal blocks that manifest as challenges in your life. Learn to move beyond the 'do, do, do' mentality and step into the identity of abundance, allowing your desired reality to effortlessly unfold. This podcast is for anyone ready to stop looking outside for answers and start cultivating the inner foundation for a life of joy, prosperity, and true freedom."

How many times have you dimmed your light… stayed invisible… just to avoid judgment?

In today’s episode, I share a story about watching my daughter perform in her school’s Marimba band—hidden at the back, but shining with joy. It reminded me of a younger version of me who also loved to shine… until I started shrinking myself out of fear of being judged, criticized, or misunderstood.

This is a spiritual message for every woman who’s ever made herself small. It’s a reminder that God didn’t send you here to hide. You are here to be light. You are here to be seen.

If you’re on a journey of reclaiming your voice, healing your inner child, or stepping into your divine purpose—this episode is for you.

Have you ever downplayed what you really want… just in case you don’t get it?

In this episode, I reflect on a moment with my daughter who aimed for a “high silver” instead of a gold medal—not because she couldn’t win gold, but because it felt safer not to expect too much. And it hit me… I do that too. I shrink my desires so I don’t feel disappointment.

But what if we stopped doing that?

What if we allowed ourselves to want the gold, to feel abundant now, to believe that life is always moving us toward good—even before it arrives?

I’m setting a bold intention: 2,500 of you will listen, and 10 of you will comment. Why? Because I’m done preparing for disappointment. I’m choosing to live in expectancy.

After 12 months of silence, I’m back behind the mic. A lot can happen in a year—and for me, it did. I thought 2024 would be my breakthrough, but life had other plans. I went deep into the wilderness of my spiritual journey: questioning, surrendering, grieving, awakening.

In this episode, I open up about what the past year has taught me—about God, about guidance, and about the quiet voice within that knows the way. I haven’t found gold, and I don’t have all the answers. But I’ve found something better: peace in the present moment, faith without proof, and joy in simply being alive.

This is for anyone who’s been lost, waiting, or quietly transforming. You’re not alone. Your life is a miracle too.

Do you want to know why you are getting triggered? The answer lies in your inner child.

We all have storms in our lives and the way we handle them will determine our lives.

The third and last part of healing podcast.

Why do we seperate from the creator part 2.