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HELP ME!
PLEASE CANT ANYONE FIND ME?
[clipping with date, National Geographic, September 2003]
Barely (survived all those) procedures. My heart is GONE.
Controlled ALL by Jeffrey!
All the time!
Get away from it all.
And go to New Mexico?
What in the hell?
This makes no sense.
What about school?
This is not surprising but there is no such thing as a child prostitute!
They are children and cannot consent!
They are missing the biggest in my own backyard and so many more!
Like Maralago and where I see Mr. Joe and Mrs. Anne.
Close your eyes close your eyes close your eyes. Don’t speak she doesn’t talk.
I cant stop shaking and its been a week.
A decision was made but I cant tell Jeffrey.
These things happen.
Why didn’t I close my eyes fast enough.
The doctor was different again. I think from Israel.
He had kind eyes but didn’t speak directly to me.
This was different.
A shot and those rod like things had a hook and so much pain.
Ghislaine said to push all the pain away.
I don't understand.
Blood and water all over the bed and she was right.
Like a feeling when your tummy hurts and you have to push.
She said to close my eyes and put her hand over my eyes but I didn’t close them because of these tiny cries. I am so lost.
I saw between her fingers 's tiny head and body in the doctors hands.
It reached it’s tiny arm up and had a tiny foot.
I closed my eyes and no more cries.
They yelled and screamed and he said it will be the same in a couple of months and she said she was fed up with it all.
I don’t understand what is going on and no one will tell me.
I cant go to school like this.
In the ball Ghislaine said she was beautiful.
SHE WAS.
Not is.
She was a beautiful girl!
I heard her!
Where is she?
Why did she stop whimpering?
She was born!
I heard the tiny cries!
I cant do this anymore!
He was right.
A couple of months and two pink lines with a hold on being with others until after it was positive.
I want to die.
Why didnt she protect me?
April 22nd I had no choice.
I wasn’t ready and she wasn’t ready.
My mother had found me and it was urgent.
After so many bonding moments with Jeffrey, Ghislaine, their baby inside me with me in the middle she wouldn’t even look at me.
We said nothing to one another and I was so confused.
When we arrived at Palm Beach I was taken to a house close to Jeffreys I think called Ocean Blvd or St.
But it was close and I was ALONE except for a new driver, not Mr. Juan.
An elderly French lady whose pictures on the wall didn’t have her.
She had a thick accent and was kind.
Said she had been born to deliver babies and has been doing so before I was born.
Similar as the last one with shot and hook but too much blood with so much water and unbearable pain.
She put her hands inside of me and seemed worried.
I didn’t understand.
Something about the baby facing wrong way and putting pressure on a placenta?
Things would have to be different.
She said I had to be brave and strong and listen to her directions so she could help safely get the baby out.
I was TERRIFIED seeing so much blood on the bed and floor and started to panic.
She had me flip over to my hands and knees and had me push and push and it was so excruciating.
I could feel everything as she tried to guide the baby out but I was so tired.
I felt I was dying but suddenly she had caught a beautiful baby mad but beautiful cries.
Then She let me hold her and washed her and brought her back clean and perfect.
She smelled so good and showed me how to feed her.
But only after maybe 15 minutes Mr. M came to take her. I was hysterical!
and begging for more time.
He said those horrible girls were in the car but I wouldn’t let her go.
The old woman promised me she would safe and I had to let go.
4 pounds 10 ounces 18. 5 inches long with beautiful long fingers.
I am dead inside.
Jean Luc Brunel is a disgusting pig with bad breath and I am almost positive does these disgusting things because he is struggling with maybe being gay!
6 weeks wasn’t even given before being sent back.
Punishment for trying to run.
Why can no one help me.
Ghislaine is gone.
I am so lost and my heart is broken.
Is this my...destiny.
Controlled ALL by Jeffrey!
All the time!
Get away from it all.
And go to New Mexico?
What in the hell?
This makes no sense.
What about school?
Broken promises...
I don't understand why on on some days she is treating me like Im the enemy but then we lay in bed together and she is how like she used to be.. warm (referencing Ghislaine)
He makes her feel my tummy and it is so sad and confusing.
Superior gene pool ?!? Why me? It makes no sense.
Why my hair color and eye color?
That feels very Nazi like in thinking about these stupid insane theories he has. I guess in his mind it makes sense.
The piano and music comments are made to convince me this is right and will create perfect offspring he calls them.
I don’t think it works that way and its making me hate playing altogether.
Piano or viola. I am starting to resent them both.
I miss the person I was before I was made into what feels as a human incubator.
What Epstein’s Files Reveal About “Goyim/Goyum” — What It Means, and Why It Matters
Recently released excerpts from the Jeffrey Epstein document dumps have drawn attention for more than just the criminal and financial revelations — they also include language that many readers may not understand, particularly the recurring term “goyim” or variations such as goyum.
What Does “Goyim”/“Goyum” Mean?
* Literal meaning: Goy (plural goyim) is a Hebrew and Yiddish word for a non-Jew — roughly equivalent to “gentile” in English.
* Historically, the Hebrew root meant “nation” or “people” in the Bible. Its later meaning evolved into a term for someone who is not Jewish.
* In modern usage, it can be neutral but is often derogatory depending on context and tone.
In the Epstein files, the term appears clearly as a reference to non-Jews.
How Epstein Used the Term in His Emails
Several of Epstein’s private emails that have surfaced contain the word goyim in ways that reflect social hierarchy, exclusion, or contempt:
* When asked if a party would be “100% JEW NIGHT,” Epstein replied: “No, goyim in abundance — JPMorgan execs brilliant WASPs.” This explicitly contrasts “Jews” with non-Jews (White Anglo-Saxon Protestants), indicating who he categorized as “acceptable” outsiders.
* In another email about financial markets, Epstein wrote: “This is the way the Jew make money … let the goyim deal in the real world.” The implication lines up with a reductive and hierarchical view of social roles.
* Other examples show Epstein using the word dismissively or pejoratively in personal correspondence.
These uses reflect attitudes of contempt or stereotyping rather than neutral biography — and that’s important when interpreting what these excerpts mean about Epstein’s worldview.
Important Note on Context and Interpretation
The word goyim has multiple layers:
* As a linguistic term, it merely means non-Jew.
* As a social slur, it can imply inferiority, otherness, or exclusion depending on use — and that is how it appears in Epstein’s emails.
How This Relates to Academic Works Like The Origins of Zionism
The Origins of Zionism by David Vital is a historic, academic study of the political movement called Zionism, which emerged in the late 19th century among European Jews in response to anti-Jewish oppression, nationalism, and the search for self-determination.
✔ Vital’s book is a scholarly historical analysis. It traces how Jewish identity and nationalism evolved into what became known as Zionism, focusing on figures like Leon Pinsker and Theodor Herzl and the social context of Eastern Europe in the late 1800s.
In David Vital’s The Origins of Zionism, the word you’re seeing rendered as “goyum” (more commonly goyim) appears only in a historical–descriptive sense, not as commentary or endorsement by the author.
How goyim / goyum appears in The Origins of Zionism
Vital uses the term indirectly, almost always in one of these ways:
* Quoting 19th-century Jewish writers, activists, or polemicists
* The book analyzes early Zionist thinkers (Pinsker, Herzl, Eastern European Jewish intellectuals).
* When Vital quotes their letters, pamphlets, or essays, the term goyim sometimes appears as it did in the original source material.
* In those cases, it simply reflects how Jewish communities of the time referred to non-Jews, especially in Eastern Europe.
* Describing social boundaries in late-19th-century Europe
* The term is used to explain how Jewish communities understood themselves as a minority living among non-Jewish majorities.
* Goyim is used analytically to describe “the surrounding non-Jewish society”, particularly in contexts of:
* pogroms
* legal exclusion
* nationalist movements that excluded Jews
* Language of historical actors, not ideology of the book
* Vital does not use goyim as a slur or value judgment.
* He does not frame Jews as superior to non-Jews.
* The word functions the same way a historian might preserve terms like peasant, bourgeois, or colonizer when analyzing period texts.
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