Well we made it to the end of October. feeling contented can't complain at all lot of work got  done and . We're coming  into November and it seems jam packed already. high-key feeling excited. lets see how  this goes. lets hope for a great November indeed. 

a realistic version on why you should believe in yourself. People will tell you about believing in yourself but just the fantasy version. the fantasy could be there in the beginning but as some one that has had his dream manifested, there is more to it.  

An interesting topic on perfection. is there a perfect? listen to find out. watch to the end you'll be surprised at the ending haha.

Fact Check: Perfect is in the Bible so there is perfect in the bible

you'll get a lot of accomplishment throughout you life. but the best ones you'll cherish is one when you're the most prepared to give your best effort because if you accomplish that goal it will feel so sweet because the condition was set so you can give your best effort to get that desired result. but the reverse is that if you don't accomplish that goal it will hurt so bad because you knew everything was set for you to achieve that goal and you fell short. 

Every body telling you about gaining confidence. This episode is all about losing confidence because that's what you'll eventually face and on this journey and what I've learn so far gaining confidence is one of the goals yes but one the riskiest goal you'll eventually  want is not to gain confidence but you'll want to become YOU that's not really confidence that you'll seek but the freedom be the person you love to be. 

When you're young you have a lot of things you had to do a lot of things you hated doing but the weird thing is when you're growing up is over time some of those things you hated you're slowly looking forward to doing. I Think that's what maturity is haha. But don't become too mature that you lose your inner kid. That's when you lose your dreams. 

Programming/Web development is a strict field the simplest of mistake can have you for hours or days troubleshooting and that one simple problem made me remember haha. I thought I was more mature in dealing with those issues but programming will have you feel like an amateur by having you troubleshooting the simplest of things 

What would be  a first crisis test a tropical storm. few episodes back I mentioned a roof leak I saw and had to get fixed. Thanks to that incident the roof was fixed and was as prepared as possible to take on the storm. Gladly the storm didn't come but there was after showers which the roof could take. so a bad event turn into a future blessing just buy addressing the problem as it occurs.